Love Wounded By Jin Disruption And Magic

Chapters 80. It Feels More Distant

"Hoaammm!" Alina closed her mouth, she just felt a drowsiness that was very painful. After waking up from his stupor.

"Oh my God, is this really weird? I do not want to continue this way I should immediately try ruqyah treatment as suggested by brother Muzakki Ansori the other day as well as what advised brother Andara and brother Dimas. I no longer want to seek treatment through shamans or smart people. I want to escape from the negative energy that is in my body properly!" alina murmured in her heart.

"Sir Ansori how are you? why does he rarely call me!" inner Alina wondered. He pressed the button of his phone and immediately contacted Ansori the young man who was greatly missed by him.

"Assalamu'alaikum," Ansori picked up her phone from the capital.

"Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullah .. Brother An, how are you? why do you rarely call Alina?" alina asked in sulking mode.

"So, I'm sorry how much time this brother is busy, internships and college assignments sister is very much until now not finished." Ansori gave her understanding to Alina.

However, Alina who is affected by the jinn and magic disorder actually becomes a feeling. He felt, Ansori began to stay away from him because of the disease he was craving.

"Didn't Brother An deliberately avoid me!" inner Alina suddenly looked gloomy.

"Why silence? Alina how are you? Is his health better?" ansori asked attentively, but Alina had already brought feelings. He felt that one day Ansori would really leave him and he would remain in his solitude, without a young man who truly loved him.

"Alina is good, sister! alina's disease is so, sometimes looks healthy sometimes suddenly pain is unpredictable." Alina looks sad. He felt desperate for the disease he suffered.

"Please, I'm sure Alina will be cured." Ansori still trying to motivate Alina to continue to be excited.

"Hopefully, Brother!" Alina looked uninspired, she was really suddenly wracked by disappointment and deep fear. He felt that Ansori was completely avoiding him.

"Stay strong and don't despair!" Ansori continued to encourage Alina, she knew exactly the disturbances that would occur if one was in a state of being influenced by supernatural beings like Alina at this time.

However, Ansori kept trying to keep up with Alina. Until later they can meet again, after their first meeting 6 months ago.

"Yes, Brother." Alina doesn't talk much. To him, it was as if Ansori felt increasingly distant from him. No more touch of beautiful words that were able to water in the depths of his heart which was now suddenly injured like being stabbed with thorns and thorns, that was what Alina felt.

Whether where the joy and beauty that once was engraved, as if separating the meaningless debris slicing the heart that actually needs attention and love intact. However, Alina felt Ansori's attention was now further and further not as beautiful as it used to be when they knit each other words to carve a promise.

"Sister An, could it be that you're still holding on with me? with all my shortcomings that no one else knows and understands will bitterly taste my heart. I felt hurt by my pain, for some reason the love and hate in my heart was not clear. Is there a man who truly loves me and can lead me to his heart with my pain and all my shortcomings!" inner Alina suddenly shed her tears of sadness.

"Alina, it looks like the time has shown at 04.30 wib. Brother wants to go to the mosque first, you don't forget the dawn prayer!" ansori said as usual. It sounded painful in Alina's ears. He felt that Ansori was just a small talk to comfort him.

And strangely when Ansori seemed to keep her distance, Alina's feelings actually increased in love and longing for the figure of Ansori who is now impressed away from her.

Alina feels affectionate with her feelings, when there is Reno and Guntara Arjuna Winata who sincerely and seriously love her but she refuses. Because, he felt a great hatred when the two young men continued to pursue his love. But strangely when with Ansori, Alina's feelings actually stirred. He would be sad if Ansori suddenly did not care about it.

Alina hung up her phone after greeting Ansori with a chaotic and chaotic feeling.

"Sister An, why are you present in my life but I finally feel you're getting further away from me? I don't know what will happen to me if you really leave my life! I really have fallen in love with you. You are the one who calms my soul and treats my pain!" alina's tears fell and wet her cheeks. He does not know where his feelings will be anchored.

Alina felt the light of her life was now gone in the darkness. There was no place for him to reveal all his heart. The lantern that was lighting up, now it seemed as if it was starting to dim and continued to drown him in the darkness.

Alina's cry was getting broken, her inner being completely tormented. He really doesn't know what to do. Ever since that strange disease gnawed at his body. Alina was quickly offended by things that were not pleasing to her heart. He turned into a taste, no more joy as beautiful as before when he still looks healthy Walafiat.

The invisible creature in Alina's body continues to beguile her, Alina continues to feel pain and grief that is very, very small but Alina takes it seriously.

"Sakitttt!" alina said by banging her own head.

Her brother Andara and sister-in-law who had just returned from the Bagaskara residence were made to panic at the sound of Alina grimacing in pain in her room.

"Geek, what happened to you? why are you again?" said Andara who broke into his sister's room. She took Alina's body lovingly.

"Sister, is there a man who sincerely loves Alina in this world? why is everyone always away from Alina? I can't keep suffering like this!" alina's words with her sobs were heartbreaking.

"So, calm yourself, okay? tomorrow morning brother and sister Dimas will take you ruqyah at the residence of Habiburrahman his friend brother Dimas!" andara said by calming her sister.

"He will take you to seek treatment, I suggest Alina not to daydream a lot and do not mind a lot.Keep to keep praying five times, keep ablution, read the holy book of the Qur'an, dhikr early in the evening. Also add tahajjud and Dhuha prayers to fortify yourself from the negative energy forces that will suddenly attack you. For all that it does need a process, let alone the pain lodged in your body seems to have been ingrained!" Dimas sounded sad to have to reveal that honesty to his sister-in-law.

But Dimas had to explain it all, so that Alina could understand about the pain.

"You're patient, right? I'm sure one day there will be a young man who will truly sincerely accept and love you for who you are!" Dimas gave support to his sister-in-law. Although actually in the depths of his heart he was so admiring Alina.

However, Dimas realizes that he is only a sister-in-law and he has married his older sister Alina Andara. He had no place to love another woman but his wife. Moreover, that woman was his own sister-in-law.

"Pardon your servant O Allah, if you admire Alina more than a sister-in-law! if only, I hadn't married Andara wanted it to feel like I was wiping out all her grief!" The inner Dimas who began to be ambushed by a strange feeling that grew in his heart towards Alina. He immediately left Alina's room and let the two sisters share their stories with each other.

"Sister Andara is very lucky to get a husband as good as brother Dimas who loves him so sincerely!" inner Alina who began to have a sense of admiration for the figure of her sister-in-law.

The disturbance within Alina was becoming more and more. "Strange what am I thinking? am I starting to get crazy? why do I admire Dimas' brother whom I hated so much!" alina's mind controls her heart and feelings that often change.

Alina did not realize that it was a disturbance from the invisible creature inside her body that was about to destroy her life to the brink. Alina kept trying to control herself so as not to get entangled in the whispers of the devil who wanted to mislead her life.

"Have Adhan Shahuh, we pray first huh, Dik?" andara said by stroking the head of her sister. Alina also followed her brother Andara's footsteps to immediately perform the ablution ritual to perform her dawn prayer.

The two brothers walked together to the toilet with enthusiasm and loving togetherness in their hearts.

***

The Capital.

Ansori was not pensive on the balcony of his room, while breathing the cool air in the morning after finishing his prayer service.

"Alina, forgive me for giving you hope in your heart. This is what I'm afraid of if fate writes me down and you're not a match and not in line. You will cry out and I can't see the pain in your eyes. You're too perfect to be hurt. I don't know why, lately I feel there's a distance that stretches between us. As if, about to separate myself from you."

"I'm sorry Alina somehow this feeling suddenly feels bland towards you. However, I will try to believe in myself when we meet again at my graduation!" ansori's mind that began to waver and feel the feeling between herself and Alina now seemed to feel more distant.

"I'm sorry Alina Cahya Kirani!" Muzzaki Ansori was glued to look far ahead while remembering and reflecting back on the moments of his encounter with Alina when in the angkot car at that time.