Love Wounded By Jin Disruption And Magic

Chapters 110. Still Surviving

Alina rested her body on the head of the bed. He did not want to keep remembering let alone thinking about his past with Bagaskara, for him he wanted to recover from his illness and close all the memories of the past by opening a new page with someone who might later become a priest figure for him, guiding him towards the path that He had been guided by.

Screeches and screams from Bagaskara still continue to sound heartbreaking, Alina's name still continues to be puja-puja by Bagaskara in a state of himself that is still not stable.

''O Allah, I do not know what to ask for him. If I ask for kindness I feel tremendous pain by his abominations against me all this time. If I pray about evil, then I am the same as holding an endless grudge.''

''But he has ruined the future of my life. Many times I have had to fail to knit sacred promises with people who were once close to me, until this moment I had to fail to marry even with the equivalent of ustadz even though no one was able to survive with me, even though initially through the ta'aruf procession and felt a match. However, because of the strangeness in me and also the appearance of a third person I had to fail many times to get married. I feel tired of all these failures, who is my true soul mate, Lord?'' Alina scrunched her head that was hurting because she thought about all the problems.

''Now that I am 22 years old, I have not yet found out who is the young man who is able to survive with me, accepting all my shortcomings is not just an advantage in me.'' Alina continued to think and reflect on her fate and future.

''O Allah, what happened to Bagas? why is he screaming hysterically, until it sounds here? isn't he ashamed to keep calling my name in front of people? he himself who has opened his disgrace is not me. O Allah, please cover up the disgrace of this servant who has already spread. Do not let Bagas say a word that does not make everyone know the relationship that was created between me and him. Looks like I really should stay away from this hometown. To be far from the view of Bagas. With so little chance of him stalking my every move.''

Alina was determined to stay away from Bagaskara's life. His shadow must no longer be in his heart and mind.

''May his heart be tapped to repent and may he still be given a chance to survive.'' Alina still prayed for kindness for her cousin even though she had been repeatedly dzolimi by her cousin Bagaskara.

After Alina offered her prayers with all her heart, a miracle happened. Bagaskara who initially almost died now also suddenly paved the net perfectly. He also collected his life again. At least, he still survives to this day. And maybe even longer.

''Alhamdulillah .. the miracle of Allah, Bagas son still has the strength to survive. Hopefully, he repents from all the crimes he has done, said Kyai Sholeh by publishing his smile.

Farel, Alina's father was also relieved to see Bagaskara's consciousness gradually recovered even though his heart still felt heartache and disappointment at Bagaskara's abomination of his son Alina for many years.

''Mama, what happened? why are so many people in our house?'' tanya Bagas was still in a daze and gawked at seeing herself being mobbed by many people.

Temporary, Bagaskara and also mama Laras did not know that from the glass-covered car the family of his ex-wife Queensha Putri also accidentally saw a crowd of people who were so crowded around the house Bagaskara. They saw clearly how Bagaskara became a spectacle of people when he almost died in the arms of Mama Laras and also in the supervision of Kyai Sholeh.

''Why did he not just die and immediately swallowed the bowels of the earth or his face and body was charred by lightning. Let it quickly become a meal of snakes and earthworms. Or his soul is bound not to be accepted by the earth, for its idolatry and injustice.'' The swearing that was said from the mouth of Shinta's mother, very sharp like a sword that was about to plunge into the heart in order to slash the owner of the body to death and stiffened.

Mama Shinta was really resentful and very angry with Bagaskara Ardhana Putra who had been prying her son all this time without her knowledge. Until he thought his son's marriage was fine, but everything he thought and hoped for so far did not match expectations and reality.

Intentions hope that his son can be happy and can live with a man who can guide him in the path of truth but it turns out all that is just a delusion. The man who had become his son-in-law and husband for his son was nothing more than a loser who hid behind his eye-catching piety when in fact everything was just a cover to cover up his ugliness.

''Mama, already .. don't get provoked by emotions, everything has happened. Let's just say all this there is a test from God so that in the future we can be more introspective. We seek refuge in Allah from the cruel and despicable, from the deceit of Satan who seeks to deceive.'' Papa Rama tried to calm his wife, but Shinta's mother who was still carried away by emotions still continued to babble and pray for bad for Bagaskara.

''Can't Pa, mom is really hurt with that lecherous man, how can he hurt our innocent child at all against him. Mama hope sooner or later adzab soon about it, if he is still alive in this world it feels unsafe.''

Mama Laras continued to issue the unkempt in her heart that she had been damning and now what she thought felt was already done even though her prayer had not been fulfilled so that Bagaskara as soon as possible get a good adzab. At least Mama Laras was satisfied to have sworn Brama.

While Queensha Putri as if closing eyes, heart, mind and soul to the disaster that befell Bagaskara. She does not want to interfere in the personal affairs of her ex-husband. He no longer wanted to know the things related to Bagaskara, what he thought was how to be happy and establish relationships with new people. A person who can accept all the advantages and disadvantages should be cornered and hurt her as her ex-husband did to her who never appreciated her at all but always tormented her birth and mind.

''Assalamu'alaikum, brother Reno. How are you?'' greet the Princess who seems fun surfing via phone with Reno who has always supported her to keep the spirit of living her life and have high confidence to arrange her divorce with Bagaskara to walk with smooth and so smooth that now tap the hammer was fulfilled and Queensha Putri can breathe a sigh of relief.

''Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullah, Alhamdulillah good brother. How is the divorce process? is it going very well?'' ask Reno from across the phone.