
When two hearts love each other sincerely, they will always find a way to stay afloat, no matter how hard it is to stay together. Mistakes in the past are a lesson not to be made in the future.
Never say, "I give up. It's up to you! If you really love me, help me become a better person.
Sometimes God introduces you to her not to be fated to be together forever but just to accompany your day and remove the wounds in your heart.
*****
Sabrina could not sleep that night. In his head was still a spinning shadow of the events of the past when he came to Soffie's house with Ardi, he remembered Soffie's shocked expression and that night Soffie just kept silent not much said. Foolish, I. I should have asked Soffie at the time, instead of being engrossed in telling stories with no regard for expression. They were lovers, so I took it. Soffie's been trying to avoid me ever since I asked her to eat together. Stupid.
Sabrina looked at the face of her husband, who was sleeping beside her. Can she let go of her husband, a man who would accept her even though he was a few years old on her. Ardi has an almost perfect face, even said Yunita, on campus, her husband is a favorite lecturer. There must be a lot of students chasing him. Is Ardi will be loyal to him when he gets older, while he does not yet have children who can be a reinforcement of their love relationship.
The night is getting late, Sabrina is still not asleep, he wants to ask for clarity from Soffie who he considers lying to him. Soffie married David and had a perfect home life. I'll see him tomorrow. With a rough breath and closed eyes. I'm so stupid. All of Soffie's friends were in alliance to lie to her, but she trusted them all so much.
In his sleep Ardi was dreaming, Sabrina who was crying and said to him:
" I'm giving up on our household....
" Sasa, I love you,... Soffie's just my past... Help me to forget it. If you really love me, help me to be the man in charge of you and our son.. Don't leave me Sasa...
*****
Today Soffie is looking at their new home in Kebayoran number. David felt their apartment would be cramped if Dean got bigger and needed space and a yard to move. It was David's feeling that their son needed to play outside the glass-walled apartment and would have been a child I would have if I had not known outside life. For that David invites his small family to start living in housing that has a large enough yard and is able to make his son later run around with satisfaction and enjoy the air not from behind the glass.
Soffie is happy with the activities of furniture and other ornaments in the new house and is decorating it as Soffie wishes. Today David did not drive him to see their house because of David's busy work in the office. Soffie's only with mom Jeany, Dean and Mr. Kidi. They are watching the workers who are arranging and preparing their new homes to be ready for later
Suddenly Jeany's phone rang and on the HP screen it said Sabrina's name.
" Yes Sa.. Where have you been, have we met for a long time?" Mama Soffie asked cheerfully.
"Mbak.. we can meet.mbak and Soffie.
" Come back to our new Soffie house in Kebayoran, What a gini... Ma'am gonna ask you to pick you up?"
" no need to mbak. I just go there. said Soffie to share lock aja, mbak.
" Wait for ya, have lunch here.
"Yes to Jeany.
*****
Soffie, who was holding Dean, smiled at his aunt and immediately stood up and welcomed her arrival.
"Tante Sabrina... How are you?"
"Well, Soffie, where's your mama? "
" it's inside, again tidying up the kitchen.let's go in Aunt Sasa.
"Your house is good, phi... How did it start to be occupied? David is working?
" Yes aunty, Brother David is still busy in the office, he said, maybe next month, all the parents-in-law come home from Canada, so let rame. Aunty can also stay here. There are several rooms for guests as well, only now it has not been settled.
Soffie invites Sabrina to chat in the living room, and Jeany has prepared drinks and snacks so that their chatting atmosphere warms up. The sleeping Dean is put in Soffie's room. They chatted with such familiarity that Sabrina started a serious conversation with Soffie.
" Soffie, I need you to answer me honestly!"
" What's up Aunt Sasa. I'm so scared of." Soffie replied with a casual smile.
" Did I take Ardi from you? " Task Sabrina with sharp eyes
Soffie is surprised to hear Sabrina's question and he is confused to answer it. Soffie. Likewise Jeany, Soffie's mother who was surprised to hear his youngest sister's question.
"What's this, Sa? Who took who?" Ask Jeany in confusion.
" Just answer Soffie...Just answer with honesty.stop your lies!!! I know everything now..
"Tante knows where?" Soffie asked doubtfully. He was confused where he should tell the story. Is now the right time. Soffie desperately hopes aunt Sabrina never finds out the truth of her relationship with the man who is now her aunt husband.
"there's no need to know where you're coming from. Answer the honest one, Soffie!" Hardik Sabrina with high tone.
" Aunty.it's the past.
"The answer to my question, do not convolve... is it true.... Ardi was your lover? Did I take it from you? Answer Soffie !! Don't put that innocent face on!" I hate being lied to...
" Yes aunty.I'm sorry Soffie, " replied Soffie.
Jeany and Sabrina are quietly surprised to hear Soffie's answer. Sabrina was injured to hear the answer she had predicted. Jeanny cried and said to her only daughter.
"Why don't you ever tell me about Mama, Soffie? why are you lying to your mom and your daughter? can't you tell me the truth...."Wh why? "chanted Jeany hysterically.
" Sabrina's mother and aunt, forgive Soffie.. Soffie used to be confused about how to tell the story.. But Soffie will tell you everything, mama and aunty.so when Aunt Sasa and Om Ardi came to the house in Pejaten first, it was Soffie just found out... We used to be dating, but we split up because Om Ardi got a scholarship to Singapore.om Ardi never contacted Soffie while in Singapore, suddenly after a few years, he said, Aunt Sabrina came to the house and introduced her husband.Soffie just found out... Soffie is also confused as to how to tell it.... After all, it's gone aunty.we've been out of touch for a long time ... Soffie told me the truth.
"so right.. I took Ardi from you, Soffie?
"Tante Sasa and Mama ... Forgive me who was never dishonest, but believe me it's over. we are not a match, my life is happy with Brother David, I hope aunt also happy with om Ardi. Maybe I knew Om Ardi first, but sometimes God introduced me to someone not to be meant to be together but only to remove the wounds in my past life. Om Ardi is entirely the property of Aunt Sasa... Soffie never interfered with the household life of the aunt, so Soffie please, aunt can forget our past.
Sabrina and Jeany hugged and still in tears, Soffie hugged the two women together. Forgive Soffie , ...mama and aunt Sabrina, sorry for being so dishonest with you. Ardi just my past is wrong. I can't tell you that Ardi has repeatedly asked me to run away and leave you. I'm sorry. Soffie hopes that the life of Aunt Sabrina can be happy as well as her and David.
For Soffie, David and Dean are everything in his life. Ardi is just a past that must be erased from his life.