Love the Perfect Master
Regretting
Harvard University
The girl walked from the parking lot to her class alone in silence. Occasionally he hummed a little to remove awkwardness because he was accustomed to going anywhere with the best friend. He who used to be joking with his best friend must now get used to being alone, because his best friend suddenly decided to take a leave of absence. Hani is a close friend of Medina. In his hand was holding some books that were large enough that they could not fit into his handbag. As he was walking, he was struck by a large hand gripping his tiny hand.
"Gibrans!" The girl was surprised almost he lifted the book he was holding wanted to hit the person who presumptuously blocked his hand.
"Jeez, it's almost .. I want to hit you. Why surprise me all of a sudden?" Hani breathed a sigh of relief to find her best friend's lover pulling her hand. He knew immediately what the handsome man was looking for.
"Han, can I talk to you for a second? We sat in the cafe there yuk. There's something I want to ask. Fifteen minutes. It's still early, your class hasn't started yet right? Please." The man clenched his hands together in front of the petite-looking girl.
The girl glanced at the watch in her hand there was still twenty-five minutes before her class started. He then nodded slowly, following the young man's steps towards the so-called cafe.
"What do you want to drink Han?" Gibran flipped through the menu books after they sat on the cafe bench.
"No, just get to the point. I don't have much time. What do you want to ask?" Hani was straight on the subject not to waste time.
"Han, do you know where Medina is? I looked for him on campus a few days ago. I'm calling her number off, too." Gibran immediately raised his intention to know the existence of a lover, errata ex-lover. Because he himself decided to dump the girl.
"Ck, weird. Are you her boyfriend? How can you not know where your boyfriend is?" Hani spoke as if he understood nothing.
Hani breathed a coarse breath, he neutralized his emotions that were actually overflowing. It felt like he punched the brash man's face.
"Hahahaha, right? You dumped him. How can you, you know where he is? And why just now, do you care?" sindir Hani's.
Hani was silent for a moment glancing at Gibran's deathly pale face. Then he said again, "Two weeks ago, with tears in his eyes he confided in me. He said that your relationship is over. He looks crumpled and broken. I don't know what your problems are? But I'm sure the problem is in you. What is the lack of my best friend? He loves you so much. Every day he talks about you. In his heart there is only you. Every time he tells me about you his eyes will sparkle. You think his heart didn't break you just threw it away? I thought you were different from the other guys, you're the same jerk." Hani berates Gibran for not being able to hold back his anger given how his best friend was destroyed because of the man in front of him.
Gibran was stunned by a crushing blow right in his heart by the curse of Hani. All Hani's words are true. Right, he's a jerk who raped his own girlfriend. He's a depraved man who gives sleeping pills to his girlfriend's drink to smooth out his evil plans. Even when Medina pleaded for accountability she did not hesitate to tell the woman to abort her womb. Less jerk what try? If only Hani had known, he would have beaten him to a pulp.
The Flashback
Two months ago Gibran asked Medina to come to his apartment. At first Medina refused the invitation of her lover. He never visited a man's house. And he knew it wasn't the right thing to do. Because there are a thousand possibilities that will happen if they are just alone. Despite dating Gibran for a year, he always set boundaries between them. He wants to keep the trust of his mother.
But Gibran did not give up, he continued to persuade Medina so Medina agreed. Gibran was very curious about Medina who had always confined herself to Gibran. Even for kissing, Medina doesn't want to. That's why Gibran, who has been possessed by a demonic mind, wants to trap Medina.
There was nothing strange about them at the time. They just watch television together while joking. Then Gibran cooked food for the two of them. Medina was very happy with the sweet treatment of her lover, she never once thought there was a veiled intention behind the kindness of the man.
Medina came out of the toilet and ended up eating together. Medina was very happy to enjoy the food made by her lover. Finish eating Medina downing the orange juice Gibran prepared for her.
Suddenly he felt dizzy and fell unconscious. Gibran, who knew his prey was already entangled, took Medina to his room. And with the heart he desecrated the poor girl. He stripped the girl naked, a sexy body that made her eager to immediately enjoy it. He has lost his mind and conscience. He channeled all his lust to his unconscious lover. He smiled broadly, knowing his holy maiden. He was lucky to be the first man to touch her. There was no regret at all, he was even proud to do such a depraved deed. He enjoyed the girl's body happily. Not even once did he do such a vile thing while the girl was fainting. He gets released many times until he is exhausted. Worse yet, he did so without safety. After being satisfied, he finally went to sleep hugging his lover.
In the morning Medina was shocked to see herself naked in Gibran's arms. He was disappointed when he saw blood on the bed sheet. He realized what had happened while feeling aches and pains in his lower body. He was heartbroken as his chest and neck were filled with red patches of ownership marks. His heart was broken, his crying broke instantly. He could not believe the man he believed in doing such a heinous thing to him. All hope is broken. What he had been guarding all this time was simply destroyed by the lover he loved the most. He betrayed your trust.
Gibran, who was sleeping, was disturbed by Medina's cries, finally woke up. He tried to calm the wailing girl. The girl went on a rampage, hitting Gibran with a roll while shouting hysterically. Gibran tried to calm the girl down with sweet words. He hugged the innocent body of his lover who tried to hit his chest. Wishing that woman would stop raging soon.
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A month and a half later Medina invited Gibran to meet in a park. This was their meeting after the cold war for a month and a half after the events of that day. Medina carries a testpack with two red lines, she hands the testpack to Gibran. He demanded that the man be responsible for marrying her.
"This is all your fault, you have to take responsibility. You have to marry me." Medina seduced with tears.
"Heh, are you crazy? I don't want to. I'm not ready to get married let alone have a baby. And if my parents knew I'd be removed from the heirs." Gibran refused.
"You better abort the baby. Not necessarily my son. You could have done it with another man. From now on, we break up" said Gibran, putting a dollar bill in Medina's hands.
"Basic jerk. I'm not that generous to do it with another man. Eat your money!" Medina threw the money in Gibran's face. Then Medina ran away from the place crying. His heart was so broken, it felt so sweet as to be thrown away.
Flashback off
Gibran recalled all the memories of the crimes he committed against Medina including when he refused responsibility and viciously told Medina to remove her flesh and blood. Now that he has returned to reality, he impatiently urges Hani. Even to the point of squeezing Hani's arm strong, hoping to get an answer.
"Han, please tell me where Medina is? I admit to being wrong. I want to fix everything. I want to go back to Me, " urged Gibran.
"slowly. Medina decided to take a temporary leave of absence. He has returned to Indonesia." Hani cuts off Gibran's words. Then he passed leaving Gibran speechless in surprise.
"Arggghhhh. Fuckin'n! Fuck ...."
The man ruffled his hair and cursed in frustration. She regrets refusing Medina with her baby. He misses that girl so much. Medina is back in Indonesia. He does not know the address of Medina in Indonesia. How he'll find her. Gibran regretted and lost his way.
