Love the Perfect Master

Season 2 ~ How Is It?

The warning!

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Adam took his wife's shirt off slowly and gently. Until they show both parts. Adam gulped his saliva with great difficulty. Trying to stay sane. Thinking with his common sense, so as not to make any more mistakes that could hurt Haura.

Adam grabbed Haura in his arms and clenched her lips again. Both of his hands began to guerrilla with full tenderness. Haura's slightly stiffened body now gradually relaxed and enjoyed her husband's touch. She was determined to surrender to her husband.

Adam's soft play and attitude made the woman forget herself. It was as if flying into the clouds, hugging the stars in the sky. Comfortable and safe, that's how he feels right now. Half his consciousness is weakened. Until one by one the cloth cover himself dated, he did not realize it. Her husband was the same as her, unconsciously now not a thread was wrapped the burly body. Haura did not know, because she still closed her eyes. Reluctant or afraid to see the scene in front of him.

Adam is still trying to do his best. Giving touch for a full touch of softness. Touching every part of the woman's body with affection. Ignoring the pain in his groin. Which actually wants to be satisfied immediately. But again the word 'patience' makes the man's consciousness back. He must not be selfish, this is an attempt to cure his wife. If his wife asks him to stop, then he must stop right then and there.

He tried to divide the pleasure in every inch of Haura's body with his lips. Eliminate the fear and anxiety in the heart of the woman. Leaving traces of love scattered. With a crazy heartbeat and sweat pouring in, the woman was still resigned. Darkened by the fog of passion that feels very hot and delicious.

Adam returned to focus on Haura's face. He peed his wife's forehead. Both eyes and cheeks were affectionately. Haura opened her eyes, feeling the calmness within the man's confinement. So sweet an attitude that Adam showed.

"Ra, are you sure?" Adam looked at Haura with shady eyes. The woman nodded weakly. Even he himself does not know, can or does not face it.

"The gas will start, if you feel any discomfort. Say Ra. It will stop." Haura nodded again.

Adam started his work. Trying to split that narrow gap slowly and carefully. Haura closed her eyes back and gripped the flower-patterned bed sheet channeling the pain she felt. Even that gap didn't widen in the slightest. His pain and agony remained the same as that night. Even though the man did so gently, it still felt like Haura was smashed apart.

Adam got in. He paused for a moment, for Haura to adjust. Adam was counting the stars in the sky, trying to stay in control. The man's patience is being tested. If he is still the figure of Adam who used to be, maybe he will not be able to be as patient as that.

"Ra, I'm gonna move. Are you ready?" Haura nodded weakly, hiding the pain in the center of her body and heart. Adam started his movement, the tears of the woman were pouring out. His body shook violently. The dark and terrible shadow came again. Pain is broken to pieces. Like a broken glass on the floor. No more destruction. Adam, who was dark in lust, had not yet realized the pain of his wife, because of the dark circumstances. Also because Haura cried in silence without a sound she could not hear. And when he kissed his wife's cheek he realized something was wrong. The cheeks he kissed were wet with tears.

"Sorry Ra." Adam pulled himself. Not continuing his activities. Still in plain condition he clutched his wife's body. Ignoring her unmet biological needs.

"I'm sorry Ra." The man was crying. The burning lust now disappeared like rain because it saw the woman's suffering. He regretted creating such a deep wound, which somehow healed and disappeared. All because of him.

"Mas is not wrong. How is this Mas? What if Rara never gets well? W-what if Rara can't be a good wife?" The crying of the woman became.

"Shhh .. calm Ra. We need to be patient. Maybe if it can't be instant, we have to slow down. You will always be patient. They will try to cure you. It's a darling." Adam kissed his wife's head lovingly.

"Let's clean ourselves up and we go to sleep."

Without a warning Adam carried the tiny body and they took a bath together. There was no lust, only affection and little pity that Adam felt when he bathed his wife. But what weighed more on the man was his guilt.

Haura POV

I finally came back to this house. A house with bad memories in my life. But my decision to return must be my own. I am his wife after all. I have an obligation to serve my husband. I want to be a good wife.

I saw his destruction without me. His life is so messy because of me. I decided to try again from the beginning. I want to open my heart and try to forgive him.

Our relationship improved even though the stiff effect was still very dominating. Maybe it's because my heart hasn't been fully opened and Mas Adam is still overwhelmed with guilt.

Seeing his attitude I was really relieved. Looks like my husband has changed, become a better man. Look at his attitude and emotions at the moment. I'm sure he really regretted his attitude first.

And tonight, I gave the green light to Mas Adam myself. I let him touch me. I wanted to remove the black shadow that had been haunting me all along. I want to heal, I need to get out of this black hole.

With tenderness he touched me. Give me stimulation for stimulation so that I am comfortable and enjoy the beauty that should be felt by people who make love. I was swept up in his loving game.

But when he did it again, the black shadow came back. One by one, the painful memories appeared again. Filled my head that could still remember it clearly. Moreover, the pain is still the same. Pain, pain, and very painful. It's like being split in two. Oh my God, can't I be healed forever? My belief that I could recover from this trauma is now gone. Like a stack of hard-earned cards I stacked to become a beautiful palace. With just one touch, everything collapsed unceasingly.

I can no longer hold back my tears. Finally he realized that I was tormented. I have not been completely separated from that trauma. He just ended it. Ignoring any pain he may be feeling. And he gently took care of me, gave me his attention. Adam, I'm sorry.

The Haura POV End

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