
The waves accompanied her pill cry. It was as if his heart was swayed by the strong wind. Usually people play to the beach to play around enjoying the beautiful sea. Playing chases with loved ones. Or just make a sand castle. To refresh the mind to get new energy.But he is here sitting dreamy with tears that flood his eyes. With a chest filled with a stifling feeling. He wanted to scream cursing or pull out all the burden in his heart. He was pensive to look at the waves that were chasing while stroking his stomach that was still flat.
For a long time he sat crying and lamenting his poor fate. Should he go back to Indonesia? His homeland? But what will be said to the mother? He may have been expelled from his mother's house and never considered a child. He was confused, if he did not go home his pregnancy will be enlarged, of course he will be expelled from campus.But if he returns to Indonesia how will he explain to his mother?
"What if I get kicked out? Thinking about it made my tears stop. Oh my God, what am I supposed to do?" the woman is worried.
He recalls the handsome man he loved so much, who was always sweet to him. The man managed to break his promise to the mother, that before graduation he should not be dating. Because of the man who destroyed his life, he broke the mother's ban. So now his fate is so fateful just because of love. Love often blinds the eyes of one's heart, without being able to distinguish between good and bad.
The cold weather from the sea water began to make him cold because he sat too long on the beach. His lips began to turn blue with the sweep of the cold wind. But it is inversely proportional to his mind that is getting heated and chaotic. It was as if his life was over.
Yes, she is Medina Salsabila a beautiful twenty-year-old girl who is a fourth semester student at the Faculty of Medicine, the best university in the world. His intelligence makes him get a scholarship at the university that is desired by most students in the world. He feels very lucky. Given his family is not rich enough to finance the tuition fees there, which is worth hundreds of millions of rupiah per semester. At first the mother did not approve because there were no relatives living in America. Moreover, he was very worried about letting his daughter live alone in a very far country. However, his determination melted the heart of the mother. In the past he promised to always take care of himself and will not be affected by free association. But now she is pregnant without a husband. Malang, his lover who is also a student from Indonesia at Harvard University refused to take responsibility. Even with his strength, he told Medina to abort her womb.
So he hated that man. The one who would impregnate him then simply told him to abort the innocent child. Actually, he still loves the man he has been dating for a year. The man's name was already imprinted in his heart, but he felt resentful when he remembered what the man had done to him so as to destroy his future. Destroying her pride as a woman.
At the sight of all the impossible circumstances, the woman felt all was useless. Because the solution is only one, namely the responsibility of his lover. Honey, it's never gonna get her till anytime. Gibran selfishly dumped him. Medina darkened her eyes, feeling like she couldn't live anymore.
Slowly the woman took off the coat and shoes she was wearing. His chaotic mind blinded his heart. There is no other way but to finish it all. Only one way, all would be fine if he disappeared. She and her baby no longer need to feel pain. He did not have to endure that shame alone.
The woman stood up, putting all her luggage on a sitting chair. Slowly but surely he approached the shore. The cold is no longer felt.
Meanwhile on the other side of the beach, there was a man as troubled as the state of Medina. The young man exhaled a rough breath several times. It was as if the heavy burden of his life was so heavy.
She is Rayga Arkana Dewanto. A young businessman who has lived in Newyork. The man came to the beach to calm down. His mind was muddled as his omens urged him to go home. He wants to match up with another woman. The woman he did not love. Ray already has a lover, a woman of his choice.
It's not all his fault. The problem is Aurel. Ray's girlfriend is not ready to marry him. The woman is more concerned with her career. Refusing to get married soon. Several times Ray persuaded, but the woman remained firm in her stance. Until I gave Ray a choice. Married to Aurel, or her omanya will match her to another woman.
He was thinking about his complicated life. One side he wants to marry the woman he loves, one side he does not want to make his eyes sad. Because only his omens he had, after a long time his parents were gone.
"Arghhh, dammit! What am I supposed to do?" muttered the man.
Ray's brain immediately caught the woman's intent. The woman may want to end her life.
"Argh, my life is this complicated. Why should I think of others? Hah I think I'm crazy." Ray decided to take his eyes off and act indifferent. Not looking for trouble anymore, even if just reprimanding the girl.
Ray turned his gaze the other way. Not wanting his conscience to overpower his mind to remain selfish. Only a stranger he doesn't even recognize. So, he can't interfere with the woman's business. Or everything will be more confusing.
The girl looks pathetic. It looks very fragile. The longer the pace slows down as it approaches the rolling waves. It seems he still has fear. But soon after, he changed his mind. He steadily approached the waves and the frail body was lying on a big wave.
"Argh, shit!" Ray ruffled his hair violently. His heart weakened seeing the woman.
Ray's little heart thrashed, feeling responsible for saving the woman. He ran as hard as he could to get to the foreign woman. Regardless of the cold sea water he took off his coat and shoes. And he plunged into the water to save the poor woman.
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The revision stage, I'm overhauling my writing. Alongside groove. So for those who just read sorry if there is a less connected. Because it's not finished 🙏🙏🙏