LOVE THE EXPATRIATE
22. Proposing
...All this time I built my own hypothesis in my mind, if marriage was something that would preserve freedom....
...But when I know you, I understand that life is full of rules, ties, and guidance....
...It has become human nature to be destined to find a partner, live in marriage, and leave a trail of offspring. For if man dies, the traces will continue their struggle on earth....
...May you be someone who can lead me on a better path....
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Edward sat leaning against the taxi seat that took him from Kuala Namu International Airport to the city center. The man looked back at what he had talked about with Purnomo on the phone yesterday afternoon.
“So what do you want to talk about, Mister?” purnomo's voice sounded across.
“It looks like I'm interested in Miss Sarah. Mr. Purnomo.”
“Oh yes, really that, Mister?”
“Ya, correct Sir.”
“I understand that you are also interested in the girl. Everyone is happy with him. She's not only beautiful, but also kind and can keep her honor."
Purnomo's laughter came from across there.
"I also if still a bachelor want to marry her.”
Edward smiled at Purnomo's last words.
“I intend to marry her, what do you think?”
“This is serious, Sir? You're not kidding, are you?”
“I'm always serious, Mr. Purnomo.”
“But I think you will fail, Mr. Edward. You and Sarah are different in their ways. In Islam, it is forbidden for a person to marry a person of different faiths. I'm sure, his parents will reject you.”
“So the logic, in order for Sarah to accept, I must be a Muslim?”
“Yes so, Mr.”
“It doesn't matter if I have to be a Muslim, as long as my intention to build a marriage with Sarah can be realized.”
“But you have to make sure of yourself, if you are absolutely sure of the decision. Because this will change your life forever, Mr. Edward.”
“I'm sure, Mr. Purnomo.”
“Alhamdulilah, if you really intend to emigrate. God willing you will get ease of way, Mr.”
“Thank you, Sir.”
“Oh yes Sir, why should it be Sarah you choose? Handsome and as successful as you will definitely be very easy to find beautiful women in Jakarta.”
Yep. Edward knows that there are many beautiful women with various backgrounds in the class city of Jakarta. In fact very much. But it is very rare as Sarah who still maintains her honor and has a strong principle of life. During this time he met women who like to shop, socialize, and show off on social media.
“And according to the rumors I heard, said Zafora brand ambassador, Anjani Adinegoro also interested in you?”
“That's not true, sir. My relationship and he is only a working relationship.”
“Oh, Yes.”
“Since I first met Sarah, I've been interested in her. It's like it has a charm that I don't know what it is, but I can feel it.”
“And I am sure she will be a good wife to me and a good mother to my children."
“But whatever later the result of the conversation between you and him, I will still be there to support you, Mr.”
His daydream was spoiled because Edward heard a notification from his smartphone. Mikaila sent a message.
Micah:
If your hopes are broken to pieces, I will be the moon that lights your path. The sun can blind your eyes, I will pray to the sky for snow to break in the Sahara.
Edward smiled to read Mikaila's message which turned out to be a fragment of the lyrics of Anggun's Snow on the Sahara song released in 1996 ago. But indeed the lyrics of the song are very fitting for him who is hoping for a lot of his proposal to be accepted Sarah. He sent a message from the woman.
Me: Thank you, Mikaila.
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“Excuse.”
A voice greeted me while opening the door.
“Sorry, you called me, Mister?” sarah asked as soon as she walked into the manager's room.
After the girl sat down, the man immediately conveyed the intention of calling her.
“I want to talk to you about something. But sorry Miss Sarah, this is not a work thing.”
“Not a work thing?" Sarah scrunched her forehead. "Then, what's the problem Mr?”
“It's the thing between me and you.”
“Antara us? What is that, sir? As far as I know we have no personal business.”
“I want to say that actually I like you, Miss Sarah.” Edward said directly.
Sarah was shocked to hear Edward's confession. Instantly his face flushed. He was very, very shocked. But he quickly mastered himself.
“Thank you Sir, if you have liked me. That means my performance is good in your opinion.” said Sarah smilingly trying to obscure the purpose of Edward's speech.
“Not. That's not the case, Miss." said Edward immediately rectified Sarah's misinterpretation.
"I really like your performance. You are one of our best staff. But what I mean earlier, my liking as a man to a woman.”
Jlee!!!!
This time Sarah can no longer be confused. Edward explained the meaning of his words very clearly. It would seem silly and stupid if he still pretended not to know.
“Sorry, Sir. I respect you as my boss. So it's not worth it if you like a woman who's not your wife.”
“Then do you agree if our relationship is not only limited to coworkers?” ask Edward.
“That is, Mister?” Sarah nodded back.
"I want to commit. I want to marry you.” said the man with a serious look.
“I can't!" cut the girl fast.
" I'm sorry, Mr. Edward!”
“Why, Sarah?” tanyakanya.
“This took me by surprise. Marriage is not for fun. You can't joke about this, Mr.”
“Do I look like I'm joking Sarah? I am not a typical person who likes to make jokes.”
“But why should be with me? There are still many women out there who want to be married by a man like you.”
“Because you are a beautiful girl and have a strong principle of life.”
“It was just your admiration for a moment sir. We don't know each other. I don't know who you are yet, and vice versa.”
“Because you didn't give me the chance to tell you myself.” Edward said as if defending himself.
“I believe you are a good person. But sorry sir, I can't help realize your wish.”
“Why, Sarah?”
“There's a big thing blocking us both, Mr.”
“Is it because you are a Malay and I am a British? Or because I am Cristian and you are Muslim?”
“Mr Edward, you should know that in our belief, it is forbidden for a Muslim woman to marry a non-Muslim man. If it is done, then I have become a sinner.”
Per expectations. The girl's answer was exactly as Purnomo had expected.
“How can I no longer be a sin for you, Sarah?” ask the man.
It was quiet because Sarah didn't answer. Until finally Edward's speech then surprised the girl who was looking down.
“Sarah, I want to embrace Islam.”
“ Mr Edward, is that as easy as your decision? Don't ease that, Mister?”
“Isn't Islam a religion that doesn't make things difficult for humans, Sarah?”
“I don't want to trouble you Sir. But I can't give you an answer. Give me time to think about this.”
“Yes Sarah, I understand. I'll call you a week later.”
“I'm sorry, Mr.” said the girl got up from her seat.
Sarah's colleagues saw the girl coming out of the manager's room with a pias face. They approached him and asked if Mr. Edward was so angry with him that he made himself feel like a frightened man. While Purnomo only smiled at the behavior of his men.
