Love Shabrina

Sorry Sha...

Shabrina stood up with a cold, hollow look of her eyes. There was no expression he gave to Devan who had been looking at him intently since.

They are in front of the house now. Nesya was asleep, while Arsya accompanied her sister in the house.

Devan looked at Shabrina with a very painful heart. There was no longer the look of love and the spoiled smile that he had always gotten before. Now Shabrina is really like other people who do not want to know him anymore.

"Go sir, please don't take my life and my son's life away. We don't know each other" Shabrina said

Devan looked at Shabrina with his head.

"Please don't be like this Sha. Please listen to me first, I've been looking for you for years. And why did you just walk away from me?" ask Devan.

Shabrina smiled cynically hearing that. But his eyes that look back water. The pain and destruction was still so felt in him.

"Nothing needs to be heard anymore, and nothing needs to be explained. Get out of our house now. This is not your place" Shasa kicked out again, she really fortified her heart with a wall so high. Although actually longing and love is still buried in his heart.

"Sha. please, forgive me. I know I was wrong. But you can't be like this. Moreover, there are them, they are my children and also Sha" said Devan.

Shabrina's heart throbbed in pain hearing that. He looked at Devan with a raging feeling.

"He's my son sir. Not your child" said Shabrina with all her heart, though the tears could no longer be weathered.

"Sha. why are you like this. They're my kids, they're my kids!" sahut Devan's.

Shabrina shook her head strongly.

"They are my children, they have no father. Their father is dead" Shabrina said

Bruck

Devan knelt down in front of Shabrina. He cried sobbing under the feet of the girl he had hurt.

"I'm sorry Sha, I'm sorry. I know I was wrong, I know my family was wrong for hurting you. But everything is not as you think sha" said Devan. He was crying full of regret. He no longer even ignored the gazes of the people who were there looking at them from afar.

Shabrina turned her face away, with tears growing more intense.

"I'm sorry Sha. I know they're my son's. I know it. Please, let me make amends for you, and for them sha" Devan said

Shabrina shook her head slowly and wiped her tears

"You come with an apology that easily. Do you think my heart is that strong?" ask Shabrina.

His tone had started to weaken, and the call had already been heard again in Devan's ear.

Devan looked up and looked at the tearful Shabrina

"You promised to marry me, you promised to take responsibility. But for real you are married to someone else" said Shabrina with her sobbing Isak.

Devan shook his head slowly and looked at Shabrina who was growing sobbing.

"You didn't know what it was like so I watched you get engaged, and I still gave you a chance, not just a chance, but all of it. Everyone" Shabrina exclaimed. His emotions overflowed again looking at Devan who was still kneeling before him.

"I waited for you to come, a month I kept waiting for you. But what came was not you, but your wedding invitation to that woman. Did you ever think how hurt my heart was at that moment!!!?" snapped at Shabrina again

"Don't apologize, come to me you don't want to anymore. You are cruel mas, you are evil" Shabrina's voice grew stronger.

"You don't know how hard I am. How hard it is to get pregnant alone. And because I'm pregnant out of wedlock, it's making my mother die. You don't know that!!!"

Shabrina shook her head and rubbed her face rough. Looking at Devan who was crying even more regretting everything.

"You won't know, because you're so happy with that woman" Shabrina said

Devan shook his head and he immediately stood in front of Shabrina.

"Sha.. not like that" Devan pulled Shabrina's arm firmly and grasped her tightly.

Although Shabrina rebelled, Devan continued to hold her.

"Detach" cried Shabrina

"I've never married Adinda Sha!!" devan said quickly.

Shabrina immediately pecked, only tears flowing as she looked at Devan's face.

"I promised to marry you, and I never married her. The wedding that was on the invitation never happened. Since long ago until you left" said Devan again. Those sharp eyes looked fixedly at Shabrina.

Shabrina.

"You're lying" Shabrina said

"I'm serious Sha. Why are you so stubborn" said Devan.

Shabrina threw Devan's hand violently.

"I'm stubborn??? do you know if your own mother told me you were getting married. I was asked to leave and no longer bother you. How could I just believe it??" shabrina Shouts

"Sha. that's not true" Devan argued.

"True or not, it's no longer important now. Now you're gone, and don't bother our lives anymore." Shabrina

"No, I won't go, if I go I'll take you with the kids" Devan said quickly.

Shabrina shook her head and smiled bitterly looking at Devan.

"Is it because I see if we're hard here, is that it?" ask Shabrina. His tone sounded so stinging

"Sha. You're my responsibility. You can't dodge. They're my kids, too " said Devan.

Shabrina cried sobbing. He wanted to be selfish, but his son always asked their father. But if they prefer to go with Devan how? What about her???

"Sha, please let me make amends. I can't see my son like this"

And really, Devan's speech made Alyssa's heart even more bitter.

"Mother!!"

Arriving Arsya's screams made Shabrina and Devan gasp. Shabrina immediately ran inside, as did Devan.

"Mother, Nesya short of breath again" exclaimed Arsya who looked panicked and wanted to cry.

Devan contacted Hans immediately.

Shabrina came closer to Nesya.

He sat Nesya down and propped up his pillow.

Nesya's face paled even almost blue, her chest rose and looked so tight.

"Nesya, slow breath yes son" said Shabrina as she rubbed Nesya's chest gently. Tears that have not dried up now drip again to see the state of Nesya like this.

"Is it often?" devan asked who was checking on Nesya.

Shabrina nodded quickly, she no longer even paid attention to her heartache towards Devan earlier. Nesya's situation like this makes him really look worried and anxious.

"We're taking her to the hospital" Devan asked.

Shabrina looked at Devan closely. He wanted to protest but Devan immediately raised Nesya in his sling.

"For this time Sha, please temper your emotions" Devan said.

Shabrina immediately bowed down and wept more and more, she rubbed her tears violently and grabbed the cloth for Nesya's blanket.

"Let's go kid" Shabrina told Arsya

Devan takes Nesya into Hans's car which is already there. Followed by Nesya and Arsya.

"Boy, just sit in front. Let the mother be behind with Nesya" Hans told Arsya.

Arsya looked at Shabrina first.

"Go son" said Shabrina.

Arsya nodded and got into the car assisted by Hans. While Shabrina also got into the car where Devan had taken Nesya there.

"Nesya" call Devan

"Tomorrow .... Om" said his brick

"Fill the mas" Shabrina's pinta while helping Devan improve Nesya's position which now rests on her chest.

"Bun.da" said Nesya.

"Yes, my mother here, calm down for a moment" replied Shabrina, wiping her sweaty head.

Shabrina's really freaking out right now, and so is Devan.

They immediately forgot their commotion earlier because it turned out Nesya was able to distract them.