Love Shabrina

Uneasily

Today Devan and Shabrina took Nesya to the hospital.

Nesya will be checked again to check his heart, whether it can still be treated or have to do surgery like Devan at that time.

Last night Shabrina and Devan were shocked by Nesya's shortness of breath. Even because of Nesya's condition, Devan and Shabrina who still want to talk about things that are disturbing Devan's mind become spoiled. Because their attention was instead diverted to Nesya.

This afternoon Nesya was already in the hospital bed.Breathing aids have been installed in his nose. Nesya was still asleep, so Devan and Shabrina sat on the sofa to look after Nesya.

Arsya is still at school, and Mun is in charge of picking her up later.

Hans is still busy in the company. And he can't be bothered today.

"Have not been sad, Nesya is fine" Devan said as he rubbed Shabrina's shoulder gently.

"Shasa was afraid. If only Nesya had been treated long ago maybe now she would not have needed surgery" Shabrina replied.

Doctor Satria said that Nesya suffered from congenital heart disease, where there are some of his heart valves that leak. Until that which causes Nesya often feel his chest pain and also shortness of breath. Its growth is stunted and also often tired. If treated for a long time, maybe Nesya's disease is not as severe, and now they do have to do surgery to make Nesya's heart healthy again.

Shabrina really felt devastated hearing that.

"Darling.it's not your fault. You did your best for Nesya. Although it sounds cleaning, but Nesya's heart can still function properly. He does not need a heart transplant. We pray for Nesya's recovery" Devan said.

Shabrina nodded with glassy eyes looking at Nesya.

"It's like this because of mas" Devan said again.

Shabrina looked at Devan.

"Mas also used to suffer from heart disease like Nesya. It's almost dead" Devan said.

Shabrina immediately stared at hearing that.

"really?" shabrina asked in disbelief.

Devan smiled faintly and nodded.

"Yes, you heard what Doctor Satria said. If this Nesya disease is due to genetic factors. And it was derived from the mas" Devan replied.

Shabrina was stunned in disbelief hearing this. So Devan has congenital heart disease, too?

"Hope for life was small. Moreover, the heart is no longer functioning properly. Nesya was lucky because she could still play and laugh. Mas used to, just to walk was not able to" said Devan with a bitter smile.

Shabrina again looked bitterly at Nesya.

"Papa and Mama were really desperate at that time. Finding a heart donor is not easy, having to wait years. While the situation of the mas already can not last long. Surviving until the age of eight is a miracle from God" Devan said.

"Did I have a heart transplant too?" ask Shabrina.

Devan smiled and nodded. But his face seems to be changing now. And that really made Shabrina wonder.

"Yes, there's a good man who gave up his heart given to a mas. Until you can live until now" replied Devan.

He turned to Shabrina who seemed to be looking at him fixedly.

"Do you want to know who that guy is?" ask Devan.

Shabrina was silent, but her eyes showed great curiosity.

"Sister of the Sisters "

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And now, Shabrina's heart felt out of place. Even he immediately turned his face away from Devan.

Brother Sister?

Why should he. And it was because of that heart that made them ask Devan to marry Adinda.

Devan seemed to be sighing heavily.

Shabrina fell silent with an erratic feeling. Maybe it's because of this that made Devan look different last night. Yeah, maybe he's still so devastated by the reality he's received.

"What is it that makes them betrothed mas and Adinda" asked Shabrina. His voice sounded so deep and bitter.

"Yes, in return for giving up their son's heart for the mas" Devan replied.

Shabrina immediately bowed sadly.

Why does it have to be like this?

Why is it getting complicated?

Shabrina also remembered her meeting with Adinda last night.

The girl looks so devastated and sad when she finds out that Shabrina has a child with Devan. Even with a stand he asks Shabrina to release Devan.

Is it because of this heart that Devan has until he is so intent on having Devan?

Or because of such great love?

"Well, when you know this fact you're gonna leave us?" ask Shabrina. Tears began to fall on his face. But Devan quickly removed it.

"Sha . I am alive because of their help. But I live only for you. I can't leave you and the children" Devan replied.

"But what if they bring up about this mas?" ask Shabrina.

Devan breathed back. He also did not know how he should deal with this. He owes them his life. But that doesn't mean he paid for it by abandoning his wife and children back.

No. gabe...

There's no way he's doing that...

Devan loved Sabrina so much. And Adinda, she only thinks of the girl as her sister. No more, as the owner of this heart who is indeed the brother of Adinda.

"Just pray for the best for our relationship" Devan said.

Shabrina immediately hugged Devan tightly.

"Shasa was afraid to leave. Children need mas" said Shabrina so soft.

"Shasa also did not want to lose anymore. It hurts a lot, it hurts a lot" Shabrina said.

Devan kissed the tip of Shabrina's head with his eyes closed.

Lord....

What should she be now???

It's harder than Adinda who loves him. But this is about the life debt that has occurred.

Still the brother who always demands. What if Adinda's parents are demanding, as her parents say.

No. can't. Devan will come to Adinda's parents after this.

Yes, hopefully they can understand if Devan can't repay the life they've given with a marriage.

Devan is unlikely to betray his wife and children.

"Whatever happens. It's the same as it used to be, baby. They will only marry you. It's just you and the kids" Devan said, sounding so soft.

Shabrina could only cry. Nesya's problem is not finished, and now coupled with new, more complicated problems.

Now how do they handle it. Devan can live because of them. And now Shabrina knows why Devan's parents were so upset to marry Devan to Adinda. All of this is just to return the favor.

The family gave life to their son. Shabrina could not give anything. There aren't. Only the love he has. But love.... can it make Devan alive????