Love Shabrina

Mother Don't Be Angry

Arsya bowed in fear when she saw Shabrina's angry face. He even backed away when Shabrina came into the house.

"Had told you not to let strangers in. You don't want to hear what Arsya's mother said?" shabrina asked Arsya who was already downcast in fear.

"Sorry mother" said Arsya so softly.

"Sha, I forced my way in" Devan said. He could not bear to see such a frightened Arsya.

And again, the stranger's words really hurt Devan. What Shabrina hated her so much.

"You can get out, sir. This is not your place. Please leave now!" drive Shabrina away and point at the door of her house.

But Devan nodded

"I'm not leaving until I talk to you" Devan said.

"Go!" get rid of Shabrina again. His eyes looked at Devan closely. But the sight of the eye was so full of wounds but also missed.

"Sha, I won't leave before you listen to my explanation" Devan said again, he started to move on and get closer to Shabrina.

"I don't need any explanation. And we don't know each other either" Shabrina said. But when he said that, his eyes even water. Really, his mouth and heart really do not understand each other at this time.

"Sha.. I beg you" Devan's pleading.

Shabrina turned her face away and held back her cries. I don't know what she let out. For her disappointment? for the pain? or for his longing?

Arsya and Nesya looked at these two adults with their confused faces.

"Sha please listen to my explanation first" Devan wanted to grab Shabrina's hand, but Shabrina refused and immediately walked away.

"Get out!" shabrina shouted loudly to the point that Nesya was shocked.

"Mother" shrieked Nesya who immediately shriveled in fear and hugged her little pillow.

Shabrina closed her eyes for a moment and sighed slowly. He ignored Devan and immediately walked towards Nesya.

He forgot, he forgot if Nesya was sick and could not hear the snaps.

"Sorry son, sorry. You're okay, right?" Shabrina immediately climbed on top of her bed and hugged Nesya who looked scared and wanted to cry.

"Mother don't be angry. Nesya is afraid" said Nesya. His breath seemed to sting.

And Devan who saw that looked so pitying.

"No son, you're not angry, baby. Relax, mom is just upset about it. Mother is not angry" replied Shabrina by continuing to rub Nesya's back

Nesya hugged Shabrina with her small hands.

"Om it's coming and apologizing to you. Mother does not want to apologize yes" asked Nesya so innocently. Her beautiful eyes looked at Shabrina gently, and it made Shabrina's heart seem unable to make her child frightened again.

"Nesya is hungry. Now eat first yes" said Shabrina who did not want to discuss it. I don't know what Devan said to his children, but really, Shabrina really can't do anything in front of her children at this time.

"Have you bought rice?" ask Nesya

Shabrina smiled bitterly and nodded

"Udah son, now you eat yes"

Shabrina immediately grabbed the rice packet earlier. Just two packs of rice and two egg dishes. That's all he can give to his son this afternoon.

Shabrina turned to Arsya, who was still standing by the door. And he again felt guilty for making his son sad.

"Arsya, here son" call Shabrina.

Arsya nodded and immediately walked closer to her mother and sister. While Devan is still silent at his place looking at his children who look sad.

Oh jesus..

it's as hard as they are, and really, Devan really can't bear to see this.

"Mother not eating?" ask Nesya

"Mother is still full, son. Now Nesya eats with her sister" replied Shabrina who continued to feed Nesya.

"Why only buy two?" ask Nesya again

"Shut up, eat it" said Arsya. Nesya immediately flicked her lips, looking annoyed at Arsya.

Devan smiled faintly looking at the two children. He can't see them like this. He wants them to live happily. But how. Shabrina was already disappointed and injured, she knew how stubborn Shabrina was. He will not be invited to move from here, especially with free gifts.

From the look of Shabrina's eyes, Devan already knew that Shabrina was so disappointed in him.

"Of... Want to eat?" tawar Nesya's.

Shabrina was immediately stunned hearing that.

"No son. Nesya just eat. It's full" Devan replied. He was sitting on a wooden chair there.

"Enak om, use eggs" Nesya's so enthusiastic.

"Yes, eat full ya" Devan said with a faint smile. But really, he really wanted to cry to see the distress of his son. I don't know how much burden Shasa had to bear all this time to support his two children. Devan could even see if Shasa's body was currently so thin and no longer maintained. So many burdens he's been carrying all this time, and all because of Devan.

Shabrina looked down and averted her eyes which also wanted to cry.

Does he look pathetic now?

Is Devan going to insult her after this?

And is after this Devan going to take his children away because he can't take good care of them?

"Mother?" nesya's voice made Shabrina gasp and instantly rubbed her eyes quickly.

"Mother crying again?" ask Nesya.

Devan and Arsya immediately looked at Shabrina.

Shabrina shook her head and smiled.

"No, mother does not cry. Just get dust. Let's eat again, after that you sleep yes" said Shabrina.

Nesya nodded and ate voraciously. Arsya stopped eating. Even he re-wrapped his rice with origin.

"Why have you eaten, son?" ask Shabrina

"Udah full mother" answered Arsya.

Shabrina just kept quiet and nodded. Because he knew, Arsya was not full, but always set aside food to eat later.

Well that's how hard they are.

Devan was downcast and no longer dared to look at Shabrina and her child. Just by looking at it, he was already unable to imagine how difficult they were at the moment.

Especially with Shabrina who underwent it.

Oh my...

That's enough, he'll no longer waste Shabrina. Enough of this, he disappointed this girl. Took his honor, and let him grieve to leave with such great wounds.

Devan promised, however he would correct his mistake. Repair what has been destroyed from his Shasa. He will make Shasa happy, as he promised.