Love Shabrina

I'd Prefer to Die

Devan hugged Shabrina tightly. Smell at her head with feeling. The pain is so deep they are feeling right now.

Shabrina who was not willing to share a husband, and Devan who could not see his wife always grieved like this. Devan's promise is to make her happy. Shabrina had to cry every day.

"Have ..no more crying" Devan's pinta rubbed Shabrina's tears gently. Looking at the sad face that I don't know how many times I cried today.

"Shasa was afraid. It feels like Shasa can not if it must be combined" said Shabrina with sobs that she still holds.

"Darling. It can't be" Devan said.

"But what about them?" ask Shabrina.

Devan shook his head and clasped Shabrina's hand tightly. It was as if they should indeed strengthen each other at this moment.

"Mas will find a way. You are patient" Devan replied.

"But what mom said was also true. Debt Budi can be paid with Budi, but the debt of life how to pay it. Mas is here with Shasa and the children too because of them. And now....."

"Ssttt" Devan immediately stopped Shabrina's words.

"Sha, even if you allow me, I will not wish you much, let alone marry Shabrina." said Devan.

"But what if they force it?" shabrina asked a little.

"I'd rather die and return this heart to them".

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Shabrina immediately stared at hearing that. Is Devan serious about his words???

"Sha. I love you. Six years of parting with you really made me tormented. My love is not that simple, Sha. Rather than seeing you grieve because I'm the one who cheated on you, I'd rather die" Devan said in a serious manner.

Shabrina shook her head and grew sobbing. He immediately hugged Devan tightly, so tightly that even Devan felt Shasa's heart beating strongly and erratically.

"Shasa would rather we part ways than lose the mas for so long" Shabrina said with her sobbing.

Devan closed his eyes and glued.

"What does it mean to live if you don't exist. Arsya and Nesya need you. Would you leave them?" devan asked in such a soft tone.

Shabrina shook her head in Devan's arms.

"Shasa is confused mas" Shabrina murmured

Devan sighed and let go of Shabrina's embrace. He looked closely at his wife's face while wiping away the tears that seemed to not want to stop flowing.

"You love Sha?" ask Devan.

Shabrina nodded

"Say" Devan's pinta was so serious that Shabrina was fixated with such a deep gaze.

"Shasa loves mas. Very loving" Shabrina replied, making Devan instantly smile and nod.

"If so you just have to stay. Nesya and Arsya. Don't think about anything about your mother's request. Just pray for the good of our relationship. You just need to take care of Nesya and strengthen her. That's all that matters now Sha" Pinta Devan.

Shabrina sighed slowly and nodded bitterly. It was heavy, but Nesya was also his body.

"Until any time I will fight for you and the children. That's my promise. It's been six years that you've lived a hard life and struggled on your own. Then this time, let me fight for our relationship" Devan said again.

"You want to be patient a little more, baby" Pinta Devan.

Shabrina looked at Devan's sharp eyes fixedly. It feels heavy. How Devan will fight while the decision is in Shabrina's hands.

But seeing Devan's earnestness and Nesya's state, Shabrina could not say anything but nod and put everything in.

I hope everything goes well without any more injuries.

Devan smiled and rubbed Shabrina's face back.

"Don't cry anymore. I don't like you crying like this" Devan said.

"Shasa just doesn't know what to do" Shasa replied.

"There's nothing you need to do but love me Sha" Devan said.

Shabrina immediately snorted a bitter smile and turned her face to Nesya.

Devan smiled and cupped his wife's face.

"No seducing. They're telling the truth. I really love you Sha" Devan said as he kissed Shabrina on the forehead gently. Down to both eyelids of Shabrina and lastly to his wife's sweet aunt.

But not to mention touching, the sound of the door opening made them gasp in shock.

"Dad .. mother... What are you doing?" ask Arsya. While Mr. Mun looks turned his face that looks awkward.

"Nothing, the eyes of the mother are flickering with dust" Devan replied as he rubbed Shabrina's puffy face and felt sticky.

Arsya snorted and immediately walked towards her father and mother.

"It's so much of a liar. It was clear that my mother was crying. I can't be trusted" said the five-year-old. And damn, his age and words are very inappropriate. Makes Devan really amazed and anxious.

"No son, mother is lost" replied Shabrina directly. Arsya cannot be lied to.

"Sorry sir, ma'am, here's the food. I want to go out first" said Mr. Mun while putting the food they buy on the table.

"Next time knock on the door first, Mr. Mun. Arsya can mature before his time" said Devan.

Mr. Mun smiled awkwardly and nodded slowly.

"Good sir. Excuse me. Young master has been so for a long time" replied Mun sir

Arsya nodded quickly. As if he knew what his father meant.

Mr. Mun came out of the room to coincide with Nesya who also woke up from her sleep.

"Mother" whined her with teary eyes. Shabrina immediately climbed up from the top of the sofa and approached Nesya. Same with Devan.

"Mother" call Nesya again.

"Yes son, mother here dear" replied Shabrina as she rubbed Nesya's head gently.

"Don't go, Nesya is scared" pinta Nesya with her whimper.

"No. Mother doesn't go, son. Mother is here" replied Shabrina.

"Which father?" ask Nesya again.

"Dad here baby. Is there a sick princess dad?" devan asked as he climbed onto Nesya's bed and lay down beside her little princess.

"Dada Nesya's sick father" Nesya.

Devan hugged Nesya gently and kissed her forehead.

"Patience yes. Must strong. Princess is strong. Later if it has been treated by a doctor Satria certainly no longer sick" said Devan.

Shabrina sat in the chair with her hand rubbing Nesya's arm.

This little princess looked weak and lethargic. Moreover, the more days Nesya who often complained if her chest hurt.

And really, it makes them very anxious and unbearable.

"Must heal. Can't be whiny. Later let me go to school with my sister" said Arsya who also approached her sister. Shabrina instantly pulled Arsya to sit on her lap.

"Temen temen in many schools?" ask Nesya.

"A lot" answered Arsya.

"They're not as bad as Mimi's sister, are they?" ask Nesya.

"No, if it's evil, we already have a father. Dad must have taken you. Allow father" Arsya told Devan.

Devan smiled and nodded.

"of course. I will not let my son be hurt by others." Devan replied confidently

"True dad" pinta Nesya.

"Real dear" replied Devan who re-hugged Nesya. Yeah, he won't let anyone hurt his wife and kids. Especially making them sad.

It's been six years that they've been hard and suffering. So now it's Devan's job to figure out how to maintain their relationship so that it's okay without a third person.