
I leave Andhara at home, whatever he wants to say no matter what I do not care.I go to sell fruit as usual, even though it is only outside it.Because every day the office work piles up to be completed, I go to sell fruit as usual,Cakra also likes to come send files for my signature.
There's one thing you don't know, baby, if I'm actually tucking a little camera in your desk,every time I'm tired and miss you, I must see you from my phone.I smile to myself every look at your face that looks funny, sometimes a smile sometimes moody and sad.I see all that, I see all that,everything that happens to you every day.
Ayu I was sad, when Cakra said his Grandma Allan hurt you.Cakra said he came late to help you, lucky you only had a small wound.It also makes me angry,even Cakra was affected because he neglected to take care of you.According to Cakra he several times injured you and oppressed you, very cruel.
Especially when Cakra said that Mr. Damian was indeed your father and the old grandmother, she is your grandmother.Truely I already know that but I have not had time to explain to you, I have not explained to you,we've been through a lot of trouble. But I'm sure you'll be able to, find out all the truth.All of it is proven that you are able to find your father, in your own way and I'm proud of you.
''Why do you want to hear no more chaos created by Andhara?'' I told ya.
''Andhara I am hungry why do you never cook.?''I reprimanded her.
''You know I can't cook wil.'' she replied.
''what did you do from earlier..?''Yes, I will sit down, he replied.
What kind of wife, every told to cook can never omelet omelet scorch, if it is actually salty, cook noodles also taste unclear.Bikin fried rice spilled, what can you anyway?
''Willi you will know I never did all that, how much I can.''He was acting sad in front of me.
''But you have to learn, not that I often say you have to keep learning!''Andhara pale to see me furiously.
''Wil wants to see when you are like this..?''His face was already gloomy hoping to be pitied.
''Do you not get bored Andhara, every day you always ask this.just fix yourself do not demand more with me.''After saying that I went out to find food.
The night when I returned, Andhara was crying in the room.I know in fact she often cried, because indeed she would never be able to live as hard as when with me.But I pretend not to know, but I do not know,the more I pressed him the more he could not be with me.I also hope, he immediately gave up and left my life.
''Why are you crying,?''I was surprised to see my arrival.
''You ask why wil, this is all because you are inhumane to me. I want everything to be done quickly, do you want to end all this?''
Do you not get tired of asking that, I just get tired of answering her.Listen Andhara this house door is always open if you can not, just complain about your work.
It is natural that if I complain wil, you make me like in prison, you deliberately do all this.you deliberately make my life tormented, while living with you.
''It's a pity, it's all true..!''I smiled cynically, triumphantly too
''No!'' Answer me.
My child will definitely be strong, all milk vitamins I provide are not, the fruits of healthy food all I fulfill for you so there is no problem right.So you do not need to use my child, so you do not need to use my child,to ask for mercy again.
That morning I had Andhara mop the floor, it was certain the floor was notya clean even more dirty.
''Andhara, you've lived here for a month now you can't.The house is a mess like it's uninhabited, what the fuck?''
''I'm tired wil, you mop it yourself if you want to clean.!'' Andhara angry.
''You are a wife, where is the proof of your love if only mopping the floor can not afford..!'' Andhara was angry.
''Evidence what else will, every day I prove this love is the same you.But just a little can't see me.''Her speech.
Already do not talk much, just clean the house do not forget to wash clothes that clean my body gatel you wash clothes just tidka clean.Kitchen also do not I forget to clean Andhara, andhara,why it's all messy instead you know I like neatness.!
''Yes wil I'll sort it out after this.''I laughed seeing her.
''Wil I am am amused, all this dirty disgust if I have to touch all the dirty stuff in this house,
ihhhh slovenly tau.'' I was annoyed by her babble that didn't stop it.
So you clean every day, ahar tidka something dirty in this house, you want this place clean but you are lazy.Do you think the broom and washcloth here can walk alone,''use both of your hands to work...!''
''Mama, Andhara tired ma when all this blessings I can not take it anymore.'' While in the kitchen Andhara complained, it was good that he could not.
every day he was like that, complaining and crying sometimes I know if he likes to order food for himself when I am not there. if you eat alone with me then he can not dwell,if I force him to eat with vegetables stir-fry and tempeh or other simple foods.
Ayu I heard your mother and grandfather came, I'm glad someone accompanied you in this city.You will not be lonely and alone again.One day I miss you, I miss you,I wanted to feel like I could see you back then.I tried to find time to come to your contract and see you from afar.
When the opportunity was there, I immediately came to your contract but you were not there.I am waiting for you in the shop, because surely you will pass the road if on foot.Truely,, I am waiting for you in the stall,, you Your mother and Grandpa passed by too, I am glad to see you look happy.The smile expands on your face, an aura of happiness radiates from your beautiful smile.
I was aghast as you stared at me and watched me, as if you were aware of my presence, before you realize if it is me that you see at that time.Making sure your situation with my own eyes, it is enough for me.
I hope every day you like it smile and be happy.don't be sad and never cry, because I will definitely grieve to see it.