
flashback off's.
Ayu POV's.
The end of it is home too...
Where do I go, neither does my grandmother.
"where the hell is it..?" I stepped tiredly towards my room, to clean myself and rest. I opened the door lazily because I was tired, when a new foot step in I was shocked by the sound of my mother in the room.
"Happy birthday, beautiful daughter of mother." Mom surprised me, followed my grandfather and grandmother behind her.
I was really moved to make her.even though there are no fancy and delicious cakes, but I am grateful to have them.after hugging we enjoy the yellow rice that my grandmother has made.
on the sidelines of our laughter suddenly mother said.
"Come, I want to give this to you.'' This is the locket your father gave you last time, when he met mom.
"through this locket he revealed that he loved you very much." back then, you were still in the womb Your mother and father did not know your gender.
Without waiting for a long time I took the pendant.The pendant is very beautiful and beautiful, studded with shining diamonds.
I know it must be very expensive, This pendant mom is indeed very beautiful, but this is not what I need, I need a figure I have never seen in my entire life.
I wanted my father to be with me, but mother just kept quiet and held back the tears that would fall at the end of her eyes.For long enough Mom was silent I didn't know what she was thinking.
I feel there is a heavy burden that he is damning, look at his eyes I feel there is a deep sadness.Mother if there is a burden and sadness talk, May be ready to hear the story of mother.? suddenly, I shed tears.
My heart seemed to be slashed to see my parents who loved me very much, mengelihkan tears.During this Mom always looks strong and strong in front of me, so if she was crying it really pierced me.
"You talk..!"mother nodded.
Mother Bun began to tell stories, she told her life story with my father.I heard it calmly, all her sayings.For a long time she told me my heart was getting sicker, more and more,I never knew my mother harbored all this pain from me.Without feeling I also shed tears, it turned out like it was the love story of my parents.As in a soap opera, I can not imagine, I can not imagine, how my mother felt at the time.
The feeling I wanted to be angry with my father, but hearing him love me so much, and never being rude made me crumble.
A myriad of questions flogged in the heart,
I want to ask, but it seems like this is not the right time.Let another day I ask all of them.!
Mom thanks for telling me everything, I will definitely take care of this locket and I keep it well,mom thank you for being such a strong parent to me. Mom smiled and hugged me with tears.
Tonight everything I always asked when I was a child was answered already.The figure of the father I was looking for and never reached it turned out to be there. implied in my mind to meet her.But whether Mother allows her.
All night I looked at this beautiful pendant, it was really really beautiful.What should I do with this pendant, what does my father mean to give me this thing.I also fell asleep because I was tired of thinking.
Tomorrow I still move as usual.work, play like a girl in his public.
"never forget father, you will remain
in the heart of my father, son, shine is always a bright star for Father and Mother." I was shocked, without realizing tears had wet my cheeks.
"What is this dream, what does this mean.
what's my father's face like, but his face looks unclear I can't recognize him."
ever since the dream happened, I always imagined about my father, I wanted to see him but could I.?just because I don't know, I always think of a way to get Mom to give me permission, to find Dad in town
One day, I dared to talk to my mother.
"Mom wants to see Dad, how can I?" Mother widened her eyes in shock.
ma'am seriously, please let me find mom.
"Come, I'm afraid they're rejecting you" replied the mother.
"Bu Ayu doesn't care, Mayu wants to meet Mom's father.this is all for Mom's sake."
"don't want you don't have to do anything for Mom's sake." I gasped at her hearing, so loud mom forbade me to meet Dad.
Ms. Ayu wanted to ask, ''talk son said Mother.''
did you ever look for me after I was born.?looks like mom touched her chest, she doesn't think I'm asking this.
"Mom doesn't know son" after saying Mother looked down.I know she's sad I feel sorry to say it.
Forgive Ayu Bu, Ayu did not mean to hurt Mom sorry.Mom rubbed my head.
No, I don't want you to be sad but you regret it,
''mom doesn't know." 'cause after your birth, I'm asking all of us to move here, so even if your dad's looking for you, mom doesn't know about it.
"Can you give me my father's address.?"mom doesn't know son. Mom's answer makes me desperate, Mom's answer always makes me confused.I know the truth of her mother knows,,, but maybe he doesn't want me to know.maybe I have to buy time so that mom is calmer.later if mom's mood has improved, I try to talk to her again.
After a few weeks, I ventured to ask my mother again.I hope you will tell me.!
"Mother ayu wants to say something to mom" what's up, son.? answer mother.
bu ayu wants to go to the capital, mayu wants to work there ayu already contacted ayu school friend, ayu,
he said there was a vacancy, this is a good opportunity mom later all ayu looking for mom's dad.ibu looks sad to hear what I said right.
"Mom why.?" Ayu, I can not be far from you son.look very sad mother, her eyes condense.Mother, it's grown up, it's grown up,I want to find a job that is well established so that we can make our family happy, Mom, and her bonus Ayu can find Dad there.I try to calm Mom so as not to think like that.