Love Poor Girl

Chaptre 40. Wanna hug you

''Mom, this is Mr. Cakra my boss at work.''I told mom, so she wouldn't be curious.

They also greet each other and get acquainted, after picking them up at the hotel.I'll go to the boarding house to take care of all the clothes and some important items, and,actually, I've paid for the next three months, but what is the power for the safety of the mother is meaningless.

Mr. Cakra is a patient person, waiting for us to clean up all the items that exist.For while I bring clothes and items that are important, others I can leave to the boarding guard here.

We also went to Mas Willi's apartment, it was mixed when going back there, because it has been more than seven months you were not there,it was a long time ago that I did not meet the owner.

Mr. Cakra ushered us in, got him there not long.The apartment is still clean and tidy, as it is cleaned every day.

''Whose house is this, so good.?'' I was confused to explain it to my mother.

''Bu this is Ayu's friend's house, I rented it for a while because according to Ayu, we will be safe here.''

''Mom and Grandpa understood my explanation, ''' they also look comfortable here.I also like nostalgia to be here, every corner of this place reminds me of Mas Willi.When eating, I also like nostalgia to be here,when he sent me a lot of groceries, when heaps of books filled the tv room while I was studying.All his words while here, he said, the expression of love that he said at that time was still clearly remembered by me.When first saw him in the office as president, how authoritative he was while working.All plastered real in front of my eyes,I couldn't hold it back and went into Mas Willi's room while Grandpa and Mom were in my room.

In Mas Willi's room, I feel there is a figure in here.Berada here really torment me, because I miss someone who is no longer mine.I hug tightly the pillow bolsters that he used to wear, because I miss someone who is no longer mine,I sat on the bed he used to sleep on.

I cry miss you Mas Willi, my heart hurts to part from you.Do you know I experience many things as long as you are not around, this is not easy Mas let alone without you.Imaksih you still provide a place for me here,mas willi I want to hug you.

I looked at the picture of her on the wall, which I could see clearly from the bed.I told her about my fragile state, stupid indeed.. because the photo will never respond to me until anytime.Because tired and crying I fell asleep.Fortunately this room has a silencer so mom and grandpa will not hear, the sound of crying and ''my crazy scream.''

The morning I woke up greeted by his handsome photo, at least it reduced my sense of longing in his.After all is well I shop in this apartment supermaket, for the purposes of mother and grandfather.

I went back to work as usual, at least my heart was calmer leaving Mom there. I was more focused on work, because my mind was much calmer.Dlaam some days I did not meet with Allan and Om Damian, I deliberately did this because the old Oma would definitely be more reckless.

I did not feel a week already in the apartment, I also spent more time at home.Because the safety of the family is more important,I also have not come to campus in one month.All of my campus assignments are completed at home and I send all the tasks through online.

All circumstances are still safe and under control, nothing and strange happened.But I remain vigilant, because the enemy can attack at any time.Every day Mother and Grandfather only in the apartment, but I remain vigilant, because the enemy can attack at any time,like me when I set foot there.But they feel at home even though, just inside the house and watching tv alone.Since mom does not want to leave the house, she is still traumatized if anyone hurts her again.

''Allan called me this afternoon, she asked me where I was now.She said this morning visited my boarding house, but found no one.

''Yes, where do you live now,?why did the boarding guard say that you had moved.'' I said yes, that I had moved,

Allan was so surprised to hear that, because I didn't tell him at all.

I don't want Allan to know, if I live in Mas Willi's apartment right now.

''Allan I live in a place that I think is safe for Mom and Grandpa.''Allan understood and did not ask again.

''May we rest later can we meet,?''allan.

''Maf Allan this afternoon I have an agenda to meet clients, Mr. Cakra schedule is solid today.

Allan also understood, this one week I did occasionally communicate with him.Similarly with Om Damian we only have occasional news, only occasionally,maybe because he was busy just like me, because I didn't withdraw from them except Mom.

I came home from work when it was dark, Pak Cakra wanted to take me home.We waited at the driver came in the lobby, turns out Allan came to pick me up

''What's the chakra,?''allan

''Hai Allan I am good, you tumben there need to what.?''

Mr. Cakra performed, I'm sure he would know that Allan would want to pick me up.

''I want to pick up Ayu.''Mr. Cakra smiled.

''Well, it's a pity that Allan, I still have acra outside with me.''I saw Allan was a bit surprised at my boss's answer.

''Oh, sorry Ayu I don't know if you still have a job.'' Allan was disappointed I knew that.

''Sorry, Allan, I don't know if you want to come here.So I didn't tell you about this.'' No Ayu, I didn't tell you if I wanted to come here..

After saying that Allan was ready to go home, I dak Pak Cakra got into the car to go home.

Mr. Cakra why say like Allan, we will not there is a job sekrang.Kan I so bad with him, did you not see he was disappointed you heard the father's words.

''May, you do not make a pact, Salah Allan dong why play just come, if he gives good news'' Pak Cakra actually laughed, according to his funny Allan maybe.

''Truely I just menggerjain Allan earlier, good he believed when I had held laughter in the lobby.'' I laughed at Mr. Cakra's words.

''Oh, my God, sir, it's so bad..'' We laughed together too.