
It's been a week I've been working, but I've never seen Mas Willi,but this longing grows by itself.Although I can not have sometimes just look at it is enough.Senjak Mas Willi does not exist, Pak Cakra's work increases as well as mine.don't me, it's not me, sera whose boss is not there is still busy.
When I stepped in to go home there was a car pulled over beside me, it turned out to be Doctor Allan.
''Hai Ayu,'' She smiled kindly greeting me.
''Eh Doctor, how are you'' answered me.
''Come on, I will treat you to eat..!'' I went in, too, and there was a chatter.
The doctor took me to a resto whose place was beautiful, themed nature
I feel comfortable if I am in that place.
''How's Willi doing?'' Her speech.
''I don't know Doctor, we're not together..'' He was surprised to hear my answer.
''Why..?'' Please don't ask the reason, it's my personal need only doc .!
''Alright''Jawab doctor Allan.
In the middle of our conversation, Doctor Allan said that his Papa was sick. I was surprised, I wanted to see him, but it was impossible because there must be a fierce old Oma.
I did not talk to Doctor Allan for long, because there was a job waiting for her.Until her in the boarding room I was busy with my college assignments.But I was not focused at all,my mind keeps remembering Mas Willi.Rindu is torturing me, this pain is not comparable to a longing that can not be fulfilled.Entah until when I survive, because I have never seen Mas Willi again, and it has been a month if he went on business he must have returned, which I heard from Sera, if Mas Willi took a leave of absence in a long time.
That afternoon Om Damian picked me up at the office, he was cured of his illness.He said he wanted to talk a lot with me, so he invited me to meet outside work hours.
We were chatting in a private place at a restaurant, I was actually confused why Om Damian brought me here.Truely I am still traumatized if I have to go to a closed place like this, but positive only iki is a restaurant not a hotel.
Ayu, om want to talk about our conversation that was delayed the other day.Honestly, I never calm down before all this is clear, so I invite you to meet to discuss it.
I just responded with a smile, because I didn't know what to do. Now I think the most important thing is the happiness of Mom and Grandpa.If Mom doesn't want me to meet Dad, what does this mean.
''What's the truth, Maira is your real mother.?'' Right Om, answer me.
''Who is your father's name..?'' Ayu doesn't have a Dad Om,
I saw Om Damian looking down.
''Can Om know about your father...?'' I nodded
Ayu has no father, so there is nothing to tell.Because it does not know, his face alone I have never seen until now.Entah where he is now I do not know.
''Ayu but you know her name right..?'' I said 'yes.
A few months ago Mom said my dad's name was ''Damian,'' that's all.
Yes the necklace is from Mother, My father gave it to Mother at that time, when he left Mother and I.He left without ever coming back again.I see there is sadness in his eyes, I see there is sadness in his eyes,but he needs to know he hurt my mom and I.
Sorry Om Ayu, Om always hope to meet you and your mother again.
''Please call me Daddy son..? ''I smiled bitterly.
''I don't want to, you can fool me..'' Damian was surprised by my words.
No son, you can ask your mother if your father's name is Damian Aditama.Om also still keep some photos of your mother, when young first.
Om Damian gave a picture of him and his mother when he was young, it's true that the photo of an old mother, but I don't want to hurt mom.
''Let's already forgotten mother's face when she was young.'' Om Damian nibbled his temple.
''Okay Ayu we just DNA test let the results be accurate.'' I'm trying to find an excuse to reject her, no need om.
''why..?''
Because Ayu, don't want to know who my real father is.!
''But Ayu Om..''
Om, What kind of father never looks for his child, when he knows that his wife is pregnant.What kind of father should Ayu be proud of, he said, even her delicate hands never touch my skin.Se tail chicken alone she will grieve when her child is missing, why my father is not like that.
He threw me and my mother away without mercy.
If indeed the reality of Om Damian was my real father, Ayu just know because I was not interested in knowing it.When Om Damian stood up.he rested at my feet.I was surprised and told him to stand up,but he didn't mind at all.
Sorry I am Ayu, surely you suffered so much all this time.What do I have to do to make up for all that.?
''An apology will not make everything return to how it was Om.'' My answer made her moody.
I've been looking for your mom to our place together, but Maira wasn't there.I've been looking for Maira to her village, but the neighbors said you all moved house.
Bari just wanted to find Maira to her new place, Mama has found me and brought me home,it's hard to escape from Mama's escort until I'm married to the woman she's dating.
Ayu if you can't accept me as your father it's okay, I'm ready to wait for him until whenpu.But allow me, call myself a Father for you.From now on I will always protect you as much as I can, I will always protect you,if you were I'd give you a decent life for you and your mother.
''No need to promise Om, because all this time Om was not able to keep us.'' I stood up and walked away.
''Excuse me..!''
I saw Om Damian's face look sad, I couldn't bear it,but what I regret is why she didn't fight for me and mommy.Maybe this is what Mom felt for years and hid all of her from me.One more thing, one more thing, if you remember his Oma Doctor Allan is creepy, it makes me creepy.Almore it turns out he is Oma who has dumped me.
When remembering Mother's story, that she had forbidden me as her grandson.Especially at that time I was still in the womb of Mother, it was very cruel.