Love Poor Girl

Chapters 2.Pendants

Living a life with my circumstances, having children without a husband is not easy.People around my residence say,if I am a second wife and my husband leaves me when I am pregnant.Because his first wife knows our relationship, it is tragic.When the real thing happens.not like their bad thoughts about me.

Mas Damian married me in series, in front of my parents.Because our relationship was indeed in about by his parents, especially his Mama.

I'm a poor girl, who started working in a big office as a regular staff.In that period my High School diploma can still be used to work in the office, at that time I had started college so I could,get a good position later.

It was at that college that I met Damian, he was my senior.

We were in a relationship for a year, and our parents didn't know. Recently I found out, when the new damian joined the company.It turns out he was, the subsidiary owner of the company. gradually his parents knew our relationship, with a very firm they ''opposed to him.'' But mas damian did not care, he remained with me and married me without the blessing of his parents' second.''

''That's why he married me in series, and in the village where I live, marrying siri is not a taboo.The average married person, doing siri marriage .''

There are many more bad words, they say, and hurt my feelings and both my parents.

you sold the house, the farm and everything we had here.

My father chose to move to another village, and bought a new house.so that no one else insulted me and mocked me.Desaku who now air cooler, more peaceful and comfortable of course.

I never again knew, about Damian's life, whether he came looking for me or not I never cared anymore.Maybe he was happy, with his life without me.living in the land of people, he said,together with the beautiful women who are wanted by her family, who are dignified and have possessions.Unlike me who is poor and ''campungan."

Every breath I take, I will not remember again, the words of love he once said when I died.Love is not as strong as I imagined, her love is not able to fight for me and my child. Because her love will only make me weak, in front of my child.I must always be strong in my daughter, she is my love and my breath is real.

It has not been easy for my son, either,

live his day.Friends of his age many say he was an illegitimate child, a child who was thrown away by his father.Children who had no father and many more scorn for him.Because it is people around the house, the,no one ever saw his father.I never explained where his father was and why he never came.

I'm just saying, we were separated when ayu was still in the womb.But people's mouths like to talk and slander others.

so much slanted news, whose unclear origin is detrimental to me.

Although not as sadistic as in my old village, but ayu was still a child, she should not get such a word. As a parent, I can only give an explanation, I can only give an explanation, that can be understood by her.until ayu teen, she never knew, what really happened.Antara Mother and her Father, how is the true story.

Not yet sir, Maira is not ready to tell me.The rough-skinned hand caressed my hair and said.yu deserve to know who his father is, not until he deduces his own family circumstances.It is not good Maira not too long,keeping a secret.The Netra looked at me in giving strength to my weak self.

Father and Mother are old Maira, we want to see you and ayu happy.Give her Pendant, so she knows that her father has been

gave her a gift for her birth.the father nodded his head a sign I must obey her words.

Mr. Maira will give this pendant, when Ayu is twenty years old.Age that is mature and mature.so that he can be stronger accept all these facts.Maira does not want him to be hurt too deep, because his grandmother is, because her grandmother is,who had separated him with his father.even forbid Ayu to be his grandson.Maira could not see his Sir.With tears, I tried to explain to my father.

No matter how bitter the truth, it must still be revealed son.yu certainly can accept all this, give a soft explanation, so that he understands well.Father passed away after saying all that.

I tried to strengthen myself, when Ayu was twenty years old, I would give Damian gold pendant for her.Surely she was very happy what else the pendant was very beautiful.

Currently Ayu has completed, high school in the village where we live.Now ayu has worked in a factory in the city.Every day Ayu departs on a motorbike, which he bought with his savings money.

I'm so proud, my son grew up so

well.ayu worked hard to save in order, to,

he wants to go to college with his efforts to become a designer or legal expert.

and he worked hard to realize his dream.

The day passed, Ayu's twentieth birthday was in sight.I have prepared my heart to tell all this truth to her.Tonight I wait for her to come home at her time, he knows all of it.

Where is his father and why not live with him.

That's the story of your Mom and Dad's life, keep the good good pendant, surely someday will be useful dear.I hug my child teary-eyed and relieved feeling. Finally I was able to tell ayu what happened to me and his father.I looked at his black eye bead, there was a very deep sadness in his heart.But I believe, my son must be strong through ''all of her.''