Love Ordinary Girl "Alya"

Disconnecting

The more days.., I get more uncomfortable when I'm near Raka. It has been seven days, the status as Raka's boyfriend, I'm hanging. Hufffttt.. Yeah, should.. I'll end it... "Alyaaa...., you can definitely untie this fake bond..!!" I encourage myself in my heart.....

No matter how Sinta's treatment in the future, I will accept. Whether Raka feels like what, I also don't need to think about it, because there is never even a little love for him. There is only insecurity, non-freezing...

During the first hour of rest, Raka accompanied me to Mushola to perform Dhuha prayers. After I finished praying and praying, I made up my mind to tell Raka the truth. I'm ready to be hated by that guy.

"Ka..., I want to talk seriously.." I began to open this conversation, trying as calmly as possible.

"Yes Al, by the way...!!"

"Ka, earlier I was sorry, if I have to be honest with you.., actually I want us to end this relationship.., I'm tired Ka, if I have to pretend like this. I can't force my heart to accept you.. Sorry Ka, I did all this just for Sinta & Angga, so they could be. But what happens, they still can not be together..??Sorry for Ka..." I conveyed it slowly.., I had to be careful to say it, so that the man would not be too hurt.

Raka just kept quiet, without returning a word, she looked at me with teary eyes2. Achhh. But this I have to do, there's no way I'm forcing myself to accept it. I'm sure what I've done is true.

"Ka...., we can still be friends kog, I'm right2 sorry Ka.."

Raka took a long breath.. " Alright, I understand you.. Actually I know, you never loved me. But I'm trying and hoping that someday you can accept me.. I accept your decision with Al's chest..." Answer in a soft voice..

"Thank you Ka.. We focus on school first, we'll have a week to go for the class test...."

"You're a good man, hopefully a match with a girl better than me.." Imbuhku it..

"Aamiin Al, hopefully... But I'm not sure if there's a better girl than you..." Raka replied to me by bowing my face...

I just kept quiet, not replying to Raka...

I immediately got out of Mushola, followed by Raka... Take a step up the stairs and run to class.. Raka walked in the opposite direction, maybe she went to the cafeteria, I thought....

After resolving this matter, my heart felt plong.. The burden that these few days had taken up my mind was gone... Praise be to Allah...

Despite breaking up with Raka, I still have to ignore Angga. I will try to keep my distance from him... Only this way, Sinta will not bother me anymore with her threat.

Arriving in the classroom, I immediately embrace Vita and Dara alternately, expressing my happiness...

"Al....., what's this..?" Vita was surprised by my attitude.

The curious Aldi walked closer towards us...

"Alya what's wrong, tumben your attitude hyperbole..????"

"In the end, I managed to get away from Raka, I've decided..."

"Al really decided it..???" Tanya Aldi is excited.

"Yes Di, I'm so tired of pretending2, I want to concentrate on the exam next week..."

"Sipppp.., this is my new best friend, putting the school together... Be firm in your decision.."

"Oiya....., when do we start studying together again?"

"I follow Di, when amat2 there is time In shaa Allah I siiaaappp.."

"Okay let's set a day together...." Get Aldi excited.

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Since then, I have been focusing more and more on studying. I have to get a satisfactory grade. I want to carve my face with a smile... It is impossible to let my mother's heart grieve, because the value of her child plunge..

Angga already knew my relationship with Raka was over, as well as Sinta.

Each Angga looked at me and tried to steal the attention.., I still acted to be indifferent, even I was impressed to be the hottest girl when in front of him.

"Hmmm.. Sorry, this is for me and you, I'm afraid Sinta will bother me again.. Focus on your school exams first, no.." My whisper in my heart...

visual Raka