Love Ordinary Girl "Alya"

A Decision

Today is my last day of school. All I did was eat, watch tv, lie down in my room, and think about ending my feelings. "I have to meet Angga, I will ask him to immediately delete his post about me, he should immediately stay away from me...." I said to myself.

"Ndhuk.., eat first..!!" Shouted Mom from outside the room.

"Yes Mom..." I immediately walked out of the room towards the dining room. There are already Asti and Hana who have prepared2 to eat vegetable soup, tempe fried and sambal trasi.

"Al....., kog not so go refreshing with your friend2.." Ask her while enjoying her food.

"No ma'am, Alya is still dizzy.., want a break, tomorrow the first day of school..." I answered while drinking the warm tea that had been provided on the table.

"Yes, eat a lot, let tomorrow the school spirit.." Mother said with a smile, I nodded and returned her smile.

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Today I went to school for the first time, after two weeks off. In the classroom, I saw Angga joking with Andi. I approached Angga..

"Let's go..., later the first break, we go to the cafeteria.., I'll say.." I said without looking at him.

Angga looked surprised.. "Yes Al, I'm glad to accept your invitation.." He replied gently, on his face as if shrouded in question.

Apparently sohib2ku...., oops.., all my friends have come too, they greet me. We chatted and joked as usual, so there was no sign of the start of the lesson ringing.

In 3rd grade, all the friends in my class stayed the same. The guardian of our class in this 3rd grade, named Mr. Umar. He was a very humorous teacher.

The first subject to be taught today is Indonesian. Currently Bu Ani (guru Bahasa Indonesia) reviews about literature. I am interested in the reviews given by him.

Three hours later, a bell indicating time to rest rang. I immediately walked to the cafeteria with Angga following behind me. Arriving at the Canteen, I ordered orange juice 2 cups, the drink was a favorite of Angga.

We sat face to face.., with a long sigh, trying to calm down, I started the conversation..

"Ngga.., you know Ratna?"

Angga seemed to frown.. "Of course I know Al, he's my classmate?" Answer it casually.

"Not that I mean, Ratna's a pretty girl, her skin is white, her height is almost the same as mine, her eyes are a bit narrow.." I said describe Ratna's character2, Angga's girlfriend.

"Saturday night, the girl came to see me, she said.., that she's your boyfriend.."

Angga seemed surprised by my words.. "Al, I can explain everything.." He said while looking at me deeply.

"Well, I don't need an explanation,

all I want, you immediately delete your post on fb about me, stay away from me Ngga..!! There's already Ratna who will be faithful to be your girlfriend.." I said without looking at him.

"Al.., she's my boyfriend, but I had to be with her. All I have in my heart is you.. As you tried to get away from me, I received a declaration of love from Ratna. I think I can forget you, but I can't Al. I love you, but I also need an impingement...." Angga does not continue kata2nya, I try to guess what Angga will say next.

We were silent.., Angga still did not continue his speech.

"I understand with your words Ngga, it seems we are not in line, your world is a world of band children who want to feel the beauty of youth freely, while my world, a girl who was old-fashioned, could not get along freely.. End our feelings..!!" I began to berkaca2, as if I could no longer continue kata2.

Angga looked at me. As if with a guilt-ridden look.. "Al..., I'm sorry...!! There is no more chance for me.. Alllll??"

"I've made up my mind, we're just friends, as if there's never been a feeling between us.. Toch, all this time we've also never been.." After saying that kata2, I got up from my seat, and ran away from it. My tears were dripping, I couldn't control my emotions.

Vita and Dara saw me running, they were chasing me. We were sitting in the back of the UKS building, they asked me for an explanation.

I told them everything, from my meeting with Ratna, about Angga's relationship with the girl, then my interpretation of Angga's words "opening", and about my decision..

Dara & Vita were angry, they were eager to meet Angga and slap him, for making me cry..

"Here you are.., don't slap Angga!! I don't want to be in touch with him anymore.."

"But Al, he's been so outrageous.., it turns out I don't know Angga, who I know is a loyal person.., huh..." Vita looked angry, she hit the wall in front of us.

I hugged my best friend, trying to calm her down.

"Ngga.., from this moment on.., I will erase all my race to you..." My voice in my heart still languishes.