
Mas Raikhan kept driving his car. Along the way, he was silent, his face anxious.
While I.., trying to throw away fret by always chanting dhikr and prayer for the safety of Mas Abi. "May you always take care of him for me, Robb..." The pinta of a servant wails in the heart.
After penetrating the hustle of the city, Mas Raikhan began to drive his car with more speed through the road to the countryside.
True what the friend Mas Abi said, the road to the village x.., steep and slippery. If not memorized by the road to be passed, maybe a car or other vehicle, will easily fall into the abyss. Naudzubillah.
"Al..., try calling Bima....!!" Mas Raikhan's voice arrived2 breaking the silence.
"I.iya Mas, I'll call her for a second..."
I tried calling Mas Abi's phone number, but it was out of reach. A few times I tried it, I still didn't get any results.
"How is this Mas Raikhan....?" I asked with trembling lips because of the very worry.
"Sabar Al, maybe Bima has arrived at Oma's house.." Reply Mas Raikhan tried to calm this girl.
I keep trying to send messages.., but still nil.
Raikhan continued to drive his car...
"Astaghfirullah's..." Shouted us for a moment. Almost Mas Raikhan's car collided with a truck that passed from the opposite direction.
Mas Raikhan's face was pale, but he kept trying to drive with focus.
On the winding road, we were again surprised by the bus from the opposite direction. Mas Raikhan's car was almost knocked back.
"Oh my God, what is this...??" I'm lirih. Mas Raikhan's face turned pale. His hands began to tremble.
"Mas.., Mas Raikhan baik2, right?" I asked with worry.
"I.iya Al's. I'm ok2 only. Pray for Al.., may we and Bima be granted a prayer..."
"Yes, Alya always prayed..."
"Mas, I'm getting worried about Mas Abi. The road we're on is very dangerous..." I squeezed my hands together, a feeling of worry and fear raging.
"Positive thinking Al...!!! Okay..."
"Yes, yeah..."
I spread my gaze out the window, arriving2 these eyes were fixed on a group of people standing on the edge of the abyss. There are also seen some police who installed a police line.
My feelings are getting less and less...
"Mas..., we stop here huh..!"
Mas Raikhan who understood my point, immediately stopped his car on the left side of the road.
"Al. let me see it.. You wait here!!" He said by looking at me.
"Mas, I'm coming... I-I can't wait.."
"Alya, this time please do not argue..!! Okay..!!"
"Stay wait here, don't go where2...!!"
Without waiting for a reply from me, Mas Raikhan immediately got out of the car. The man approached a group of policemen near the police line.
I kept watching him from the car glass. Mas Raikhan's face changed. I can't stand to know what's going on there.
I impatiently got out of the car. The police showed Mas Raikhan something.
Is.deg..
The more I stepped, the more clearly the items shown became visible.
"Blue ashtray..." I'm lirih.
"Mas.., what is this... Blue tasbih..? It doesn't belong to Mas Abi right? I answered...!!" The question that was thrown in a high tone, attracted the attention of many people. It was as if they were looking at me with pity.
"Just answer..!! What's going on?" Nadaku is rising.
There was a clear circle out from the two corners of Mas Raikhan's eyes.
"Al., strengthen your heart...!!" Mas Abi's best friend walked over to me.
"What happened, Mom...? Please, answer.. Hiks..hiks..."
"This is Bima's prayer beads, right Al?" Mas Raikhan handed Mas Abi's beloved prayer beads to me. I accepted it with trembling hands. I looked carefully, and it turned out to be Mas Abi's.
"I.iya, this is my lover's prayer beads... What the hell happened to him? Hiks..hiks..." I just kept sobbing, imagining bad things happening to Mas Abi.
Mas Raikhan let out a long breath...
"Al.., what we fear is happening. Abi's car entered the ravine and exploded. Abi's body was also found destroyed... This tasbih Al is still intact..."
"Murghhhh..." My body instantly suffocated, as if without the slightest power. I fell in bed. Mas Raikhan tried to strengthen by embracing my shoulder.
"Al.., you must be strong, Alya strong..!!"
"No Mas.., I'm sure it wasn't Mas Abi. The body found was not Mas Abi.. I'm sure it's Mas.hiks.. It's definitely not him.. That's not him...."
"Al. that's Bima. You must be strong to accept reality!! Class Al...!!"
"No Mas.., my heart believes Mas Abi is still alive. He promised not to leave me. He also promised to always look after Alya. Mas Abi also promised not to let his future wife cry.hiks..." My chest is getting crowded. Tears are getting shed. I beat my chest and called Mas Abi's name...
Raikhan kept trying to strengthen me. It looks like person2 who saw this scene, also cried.
"Ndhuk is strong.. Sik patiently, tawakal...!!" A middle-aged mother, approached and patted me on the shoulder.
My crying is becoming... Pitying eyes seemed to surround me.
Tiba2 my view feels dark. My body is getting limp.
"Alyas..." The last sound I heard before myself was not aware of what happened after.....
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The Curhatan Author:
Hiks.hiks, in this episode the author writes with a chest that feels tight, remembering memories that have long passed.
Readers..., the author had felt the same thing, which Alya experienced today, although the accident that befell was not as terrible as in the novel that the author wrote. And.., although the author's feelings have not been as deep as Alya felt for Mas Abi. But still, the pain... πππ
Losing someone to death is more painful than being broken, betrayed or left without a word.
It is only faith and conviction that makes us strong in the face of all the trials of life.
Alhamdulillah, as time went on.., the author was reunited with the man who Inshaa Allah best, as His choice.
Do not love someone more than our love for Him...
"You may hate something when it is good for you, and you may (also) like something, but it is bad for you, God knows you do not know." (QS Al-Baqarah 2:216)
Keep faithfully following Alya's story huh Sob..
In the next episode the author will tell the story of Alya in living a life without an Abimana, although in the depths of the heart the girl still expects a miracle...
Could the destroyed body be Abimana?? Or maybe.., Alya's lover is still given salvation??
Support the author to continue this writing yes Sob, sorry if there is a mistake in typing or use of the word, because this self is only a motivated author with one of the novel works on MT.
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