
After Mas Raikhan's words accidentally came out of his lips, Mas Abi's attitude was slightly different. A cheerful face could no longer be seen, as if my beloved doubted our explanation.
After dinner, we both said goodbye. Scars of guilt appeared on Mas Raikhan's face. After driving us to the front of the car, Mas Abi's friend apologized with a very deep speech.
Mas Abi simply nodded and smiled slightly, without tightly hugging his best friend. I, who stood among them, felt very guilty.
"If only, I wasn't present between Mas Abi and Mas Raikhan, surely they wouldn't be like this..." My whisper in my heart. My chest felt claustrophobic at the extremely miserable sight. Two friends who were originally like inseparable twins, now look different.
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Mas Abi's car drove through the crowded city of Jogja. My girlfriend stopped her car in front of Temp*Gela**.
After putting his car in the parking lot, Mas Abi invited me to enter the store nuanced tempo first. The interior is also a unique concept, there is even a lamp pole2 similar to the streets in Europe.
We sat facing each other, in a corner by the window. Mas Abi ordered two bowls of chocolate flavored gelato for us.
Without waiting for long, the store employees deliver my future husband's order with a friendly smile.
"Darling.., I want to know the truth about how you and Raikhan feel. Honestly, Al..!!! Before we make a sacred promise, I really don't want anything to hide or hide..." Mas Abi started to open the conversation by looking at me softly.
"Mas, trust me. This girl's heart has fallen only on you. Mas Raikhan did express his feelings, but I rejected Mas. There is one heart that Alya wants to keep, forever.. My husband-to-be.." I said with a look inside Mas Abi. I paused for a moment.
"Mas.., your friend is also innocent, because at that time he did not know about our relationship. Mas still remind me, when I told you about the Korean Tourist, one of the customers at the store Ms Martha? He's your best friend, Mas Raikhan. Actually he also wanted to no longer see me, since he found out that this girl already had a future husband. However, the meeting was completely unexpected. I was very surprised to learn that the man, my beloved sidekick.."
I said while enjoying the gelato, looking down, trying to hide the tears that were almost spilled, my eyes reddened.
"Al. I believe in you. I'm sorry I might seem too jealous. If you knew Al, it would be the first time I could love a girl this big. I never had a relationship with a woman.2. My one wish Al.., I'm the only one in your heart. Except, if Allah wills anything else that keeps me from being by your side..."
Glegs....
Mas Abi's words are like a heart-wrenching knife. Why can he say that word2 again?? I really imagine parting with him, I can't afford it.
The tightness in the chest, the more it pushes into my two eyes to remove a circle of clear water that had been retained.
"Hiks..hiks.. I asked you not to say that 2 again. Once again Alya heard it, I will bid on the Lord, let Alya go...." My body trembled even more after releasing the contents in the heart.
Mas Abi got up from his seat, and moved next to me. He ventured to touch and pat my back gently, as if trying to calm his future wife.
"Alya, honey... Forgive me, sorry... I really didn't mean to make you sad again. Please dear, stop crying...!!! Every tear you shed, my heart felt slashed.."
"Mas...., never leave Alya!! Didn't Mas Abi ever promise, will always take care of me...."
"Yes dear, In shaa Allah.., I will not leave you...."
Mas Abi gently wiped my tears with a tissue. He kept trying to calm the girl.
"It's getting late, baby, let me drive you home...!"
I just nodded and got out of my seat, then walked in my lover's footsteps.
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In the car, we were still talking. Mas Abi is no longer talking about Mas Raikhan, it makes me a little relieved.
What we're talking about right now, is preparation for H day. Soon, In shaa Allah we will be a halal couple.
Mas Abi and I set our dreams in the future. Mutual love and love in His Ridho, have the fruit of love and solemn and solekha.
Hopefully the hope of these two people can be achieved, and not just wish 2.
Mas Abi's car started down the road to my house.
"Al, I'll drive you home, okay..?"
"Heem Mas's..."
"Assallammuallaikum.., Mom..." My greetings while entering the house followed by Mas Abi.
"Waallaikumsalam.., Alya.., Nak Abi.."
Mas Abi and I took turns kissing the back of mom's hand.
"Son, take care of his health..!! Keep heart2 drive on the road..!! Five more days you'll be married, I always pray for the smoothness and goodwill of Nak Abi and Alya.." Mother patted Mas Abi's shoulder gently, as if expressing her affection for the ideal son-in-law.
"Express, matur nuwun Ma'am. May all our prayers be answered, there are no obstacles and obstacles..." Reply Mas Abi with a polite and respectful greeting to Mother.
"Alya... Don't sleep 2..!!"
"Yes Mas, hati2 on the way yes... Greetings to Mom and Dad.."
"Yes Al.., I'll tell you later.."
"Mom, Abimana said yes... Asti, Hannah... Titip take care of Ma'am Alya yes deck...!!" Mas Abi said with a sweet smile.
"Yes son, hati2 on the road, no speeding...!"
"Sweep Ma'am.."
Mas Abi started to walk out of the house, towards his car. I delivered to the parking lot.
"Mas.., I'm sorry if I'm wrong and lacking.."
"There is nothing to forgive Al... I should have been more thoughtful. In the future, Mas will try to make you happy, and no more tears..."
"Thank you Mas, Alya is grateful to be able to meet a man as good and perfect as you...."
"Back of love.... I love you Al..., say my name always in your prayers...!!" Mas Abi said, looking at me lovingly. I returned my lover's gaze with a sweet smile for her.
"Yes, I love my future husband too... Say my name also in your prayer Mas Abi..!!"
"Definitely Al... Assalammuallaikum Darling...."
"Waallaikumsalam Mas..."
Mas Abi got into the car, then started driving.
This girl is still standing in the same place, staring at the lover's car, until invisible.
I walked in small steps, back home.
Once at home, I moistened myself with ablution water, then walked to the room.
Klekkk...
My bedroom door opened..
I looked at every corner of the room..
"Alya will soon leave this room, to become the occupant of Mas Abi's room... To enable the servant of O Allah to be a better woman..."
I put on my face, and began to open up His love, as a sign of gratitude for the love He has grown in the hearts of these two people....
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