Love Ordinary Girl "Alya"

The Answer to Doubt

Five years ago, I was still in touch with my six best friends, especially after work I could buy my own cell phone. We chat often or chat with each other.

Aldi, now continuing S2 at Ug* medical school. Although he was busy, sometimes he took the time to come to my small club, accompanied by his beautiful girlfriend, Renata. They are a faculty. Renata is a suble girl, her nature is almost like Aldi. Fix.., they're very compatible.

Vita also often plays at home, during college holidays. He also has a lover named Diki, a patient and mature man.

Dara, I think I'm still dating Arjun. He who rarely met me, because he was preoccupied with his boutique efforts.

Ale and Ardhi, married. Turns out our chat five years ago, while chatting in the schoolyard instead of main2.. They got married two years after we graduated. Ale is married to our classmate Maya. Ardhi is married to the sweet girl from Temanggung, Melati.

Rudi, he often plays to Ms. Martha's shop on the grounds that he wants to just chat with me, while on a work holiday. Though he was trying to find a soul mate with a spread of charm on the female customers who come to the store. Rudi works at one of the leading private banks.

How are you doing with Arif..?? Every time I remember the last meeting with her that night, my eyes are always teary. He's the only one who never sends word. Said Aldi.., Arif is still completing his studies at Berlin International University of Applied Scie***. He had prepared his father to manage the company.

As for me.., it has been a week officially become Dimas' girlfriend, even though my heart is not for him.

"Al.., what do you want to order..?" Asked Dimas when we were at the steakhouse at the moment.

"As far as you are Dim, drink it I order avocado juice yes..."

"Ok baby.."

After ordering some menus, we talked.

"Al... when do we get married...?" Tanya Dimas looked at me fixedly.

"We've only been trying to have this relationship for a week Dim, why does buru2 ask like that..?"

"I just want to hurry up to have the girl I've wanted all along.. I don't want to let you go Al.."

I just sighed, when I heard Dimas say, then I was a little dreamy. For a normal woman, it should be a breath of fresh air. I don't understand my feelings. Though Dimas the figure of a man who has a pretty attractive face, he is attentive and certainly very loving to me. My heart is still in doubt, it feels like I want to end this relationship. But I kept trying to push him.

"Darling.., kog is daydreaming instead..?" Her question broke my daydream.

"Ehh.., sorry Dim.."

Apparently the food and drinks ordered by Dimas were already on the table.

"Honey, eat first gihhh...!! I'm a bribe, huh..?" Say Dimas, while taking the steak on his plate.

"No need Dim, I can eat myself kog.." I answered by trying to smile.

"Al.., it seems like you are different now, unlike Alya who is always cheerful and funny when with me?"

"I'm still the same kog Dim, maybe because this week2 my work is a lot and quite tiring.."

"You take your leave yank..!! We're refreshing to the beach, or somewhere you like.."

"No Dim, pity Ms. Martha if I take a day off, she's old.."

"Well, if that's what you want, Yank..."

"Dim.., when did you return to Jakarta..?"

"I decided not to go back there All.." Lirih.

"Why? There your job is already very good, not you the manager at the company Dim..?" Tanyaku.

"Here Al.., don't talk about it..!! I'm gonna find a job in this town. I'll go to the toilet for a second, Yank..." I just nodded back at her words.

The sound of the vibration of Dimas' cell phone that he accidentally left on the table. Apparently there was a phone call.

I doubtfully took the call..

**"Hallo Dim, where have you been?"

"Sorry who?"

"I'm Sofia, Dimas' girlfriend. We're getting married soon.., I'm pregnant with her child"**...

Gleggg...

I spontaneously hung up on that phone.... My hands vibrate... I put Dimas' phone on the table. My body shook violently, trying to hold back the crying that was about to spill. It was as if a heavy burden had fallen on my entire body... I feel like this is dejavu.. I've felt this feeling.. Disappointed and betrayed.. Now I'm experiencing it again.., but it's more painful...

I sighed deeply 2 and closed my eyes, trying to calm my emotions.

Dimas was already sitting in front of me, when this eyelid opened...

"Sorry dear.., make you wait a little longer.." She said with a sweet smile while looking at me. I returned his gaze with an angry look...

"Al.., what's wrong with you?"

"Dim.., explain to me all this..!!!" I said softly.., restraining the growing emotions.

"What do you mean Al..?"

"Already Dim.., stop your skit..!! I've mua* seen you.. Explain who the woman carrying your child is...!!"

Dimas's countenance changed, seeming to be surprised by what I said.

"Al.., how do you know about him...?"

"Just now that she called you, you accidentally left your phone on the table.."

"Al.., I can explain to you, please forgive me..!!"

"Quick explain to me Dim..!!! I'll hear it.." I said without looking at him.

"I was framed Al. That night I was invited to dinner by Sofia's son director, at a villa. I can't resist, out of respect for his father. I don't know what he gave me, so my head was dizzy and unconscious.. Beware of the day, when I woke up.., I saw my body and the woman's body was swallowed***, we hugged. Arghhhh.. I slammed into the woman's body, and left her after wearing my clothes.... For a month I tried to avoid him, but by all means he kept trying to see me. She gave me the pregnancy test.. At that time I felt like my life was ruined Al.. Then I came back to this town to see you, I was determined not to marry Sofia... I'm sorry Alya...!!" After giving an explanation, Dimas cried sobbing..

I looked up at sky2, trying to hold back the cries... I feel sorry for her. I just realized how much love Dimas had for me, until the daughter of a director he refused....

It was as if an incision had scratched my heart.. I want to cry over this reality..

"Dim., I understand your feelings, I also understand your current position.., but as a man you must dare to take responsibility for the presence of your future child.. Poor him, that little creature is completely innocent Dim.." I try to speak loudly..

"But Al.., how do I feel about you..? I really can't break up with you.."

"Dim.., we can still be as we used to be, we can still be friends.. Shouldn't love have..?? You must be strong Dim, In shaa Allah this is best for you.."

Dimas clasped my hand tightly, as if trying to strengthen himself..

"Yes Al. I will try hard... I'm sorry Al.., sorry.." His words are still sobbing.

"Yukk we're home...!! Not good to linger in this place.., especially with the condition of our eyes that are swollen..." Invite me by trying to smile....

We also left the restaurant... On the way we fell silent to each other, as if trying to suppress an equally painful feeling...