love of kayla

undecided

the sun was getting hotter, it seemed like he was burning or was happy, I don't know my heart is very restless, how is this what I should do? what answer should I give Andika or her question in that sky blue letter? on one side there is my mother and on the other side there is my heart, will I be able to choose? ah it's impossible it's too complicated more complicated than math lessons I never liked, ah... maybe I don't have to choose one of the two so that no one is happy and no one gets hurt? this may be the best way, though,

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the hour hand showed at 13:54 today I set off earlier than usual to avoid andika who usually still hang out with abay in front of the campus gate before college starts, I don't know maybe only today I try to avoid andika because usually I always hope to cross paths with her even if I don't see her my heart feels less satisfied and anxious, he said, I set my feet towards the campus lobby which seemed to have begun to bustle with students arriving, some were running small, some were relaxed while leaning their backs against the wall behind them

"kay, the search turned out to be here" a voice that was familiar to me, was heard, it seems that the source of the voice came from behind me it didn't take long for the person who had the voice to trace its way right beside me

"gaggetin me a mile" I protested at the mila that seemed very cheerful today as bright as the sun

"heee, sorry" while showing her a row of teeth that look neat and white

"hmm" I answered while chuckling to the right-left

"why are you kay? " tanya mila looks like a curious person

"i've been avoiding Andika miles" I confided unintentionally

"huh, why? oiya I so remember about the letter that was loved yesterday, what letter is kay? "

ask again, maybe he was curious about the contents of the letter that was entrusted andika in his yesterday

"he proposed to me for miles, and he asked for his answer today" I replied honestly because it was only at this time that I could tell him what had happened to me lately

"uh, lamar? andika mengelamar you" said mila with a rather loud and loud tone so that all the eyes in the lobby focused on me and mila

"sorry, sorry... but I didn't hear wrong, did Kay? " the question is serious

"not why you did not hear wrong that is the contents of the letter that you gave to me yesterday" I explained to mila

"trus why are you avoiding? don't you like it too? ah.. You must be ashamed? the mila ledek on me made my cheeks flushed like boiled shrimp in embarrassment

"i've been matched" I replied spontaneously

"huh, in a match?" asked mila in a voice louder and louder than before and again made the many eyes that were in that passageway once again focus their attention on us

"sstt" I said as I covered mila's mouth with my index finger

"sorry, if I'm surprised, because you really tell me how are all the sudden stuff again?

first in the application and second in the matchmaking" asked his wonder

"who's on the mile match?? " there was a familiar male voice in my ear, it seemed to have come from behind me and mila, it didn't take long for me and mila to turn back and clearly stand firmly in front of us the man I had avoided.

"andika" I said and mila was shocked...

seriate...