love of kayla

conscience

deg..

andika question instantly makes me silently pecking tampa there is one word said, I can only bow my head tampa know what to do, my tongue moaned like in a tie so it can not be moved in the slightest, I don't know how long the atmosphere became quiet because of the question posed by andika, mila who was chatty because of hunger seemed to feel anxious and participated in silence, too, until then andika started a conversation that was delayed a few minutes ago

"kay, I'm not pushy, it's just that I need an answer" he said breaking the silence

"i need time to think" I replied

"alright, I'll wait" he said again expectantly

"thank you"

"sama, "he answered by showing a smile that seemed a little forced

***

the sun is now in the western horizon with a reddish yellow color making the sky color is very beautiful, exactly 17:30 I got home after going through a half hour drive after eating meatballs at the stall of Pak jono with mila and andika from outside the entrance I saw the mother sitting daydreaming on the sofa of the living room, his face looked anxious whether what was in his mind I could not guess, slowly but surely I stepped foot to approach the mother who seemed to have realized my arrival

"assalamualaikum bun. " said I saluted.

"greetings waalaikum, here you first want to talk" while clapping his right hand on the empty sofa next to him a sign asking me to sit next to him

"what's up bun? " ask me curious

"kay. mother just wanted to say that you want to refuse this matchmaking mother is okay, mother, it's up to you it's just that this is not the mother's wish all the messages from your father because he wants the best for you" he said straightforwardly

"what do you mean" I asked increasingly curious

deg. I felt like I was struck by lightning.

"what? " i asked in shock, how could I have gotten married so soon even with someone I didn't know even once, this is beyond my reasoning, I only talked to her once through a cell phone, how can I live with people I don't like "contact me in the heart"

"mother does not force kay, but if you agree in a week Rayhan will be here to propose you officially" said the mother

"apply? " ask me in shock

"yes, the mumpung om Rayhan is here, you already know that rayhan is an orphan.

yes muhammad rayhan maulana is the son of om hendra and aunty rima, rayhan's parents were none other than their high school father's best friend who always supported the father in his difficult times until when om hendra and aunt rima had a car accident that resulted in both died in accident, that's when dad promised himself that he would take good care of Rayhan maybe that's why you're setting me up with Rayhan, that's a little rayhan story I know from aunt dinda last time she visited the house

"yes, and after that you will immediately prepare for the wedding, everything is in your hands

listen to your inner voice" said the mother while pointing to my left chest right in my heart and my heart beating

"kayla kayla time bun. This is still too early for kayla to understand" my pinta to mother.

"choose your heart's choice, don't listen to others but listen to the sound of sincerity from your heart so that you don't regret" she advised

"well bun, kayla will definitely choose the best and according to the contents of kayla's heart" I said while shedding tears and mother immediately hugged my body tightly as if afraid of losing me.

seriate....