
the night was getting quieter with loneliness, there was no moonlight that seemed only visible some stars that slightly illuminated the dark.
and now the longing is really at its peak but not even the owner of the longing comes to treat it, should I give up to be able to let go of this longing?
"rayhan can't you give me reassurance so I can smile through my cloudy day? "
I'm tired of waiting for things that are never certain
he doesn't love me he just runs his parents' trust, he, am I the one who hopes too much that he accepts me not with reason but because of love or am I overreacting to this feeling that is not sure it is love but just an excessive sense of awe.
if this is just my admiration for him then suffice this relationship to get here God..
because I don't want to miss people who can't get back.
but before that I want to know if this really is love or not? can I endure the pain when I see her still thinking of another woman? because it is very clear when Rayhan meets Adila only love and longing that appears in the hue of his sharp eyes, which is very clear, maybe I can replace the adila from his heart that has already occupied the niche of his heart and his days,
it is true that Rayhan has not told about Adila but from his view alone it is clear that there is a love that ever grows between the two of them
"the stars will you tell me this endless shade of mine, the wind please take this restless flying away from my heart, the silence please keep this feeling until the time will no longer be with me".
***
"good morning" said Kayra who was neat in her gray white uniform,
"you're leaving, this is too early" I asked
"be careful kay" said the mother as she reached out her hand at the kayra
"get ready bun, assalamualaikum" said Kayra then go away my death with mother at the dinner table makes the atmosphere become quiet for a moment
"bun Kayla today to meet mila" said I lirih
"don't you have a lecture? why not meet at college? ask mother
"ga bun, today there is no lecture schedule"
"why mila is not here, mother already miss the same child that one"
"all bun roads, make a crunchy taste"
"yes, finish your food going cold"
"yes" I said as I continued my delayed breakfast activities
the clock showed me at 09:54 when mila called me and said that he would wait for me at the restaurant where we had made the appointment because of our different directions so he couldn't pick me up,
after I finished preparing and saying goodbye to my mother, I immediately stepped my feet on the taxi that had been waiting for me in front of the house, and it didn't take long to get to the restaurant where mila and I were going to meet because it was a good distance away from home, upon arrival at the restaurant it was clear mila who had been cool with a glass of ice cappucino his favorite and the other hand was busy fiddling with the phone.
seriate....