
a day has passed since my mother told me the reason why my father wanted me to marry someone I did not know at all, since that day my heart was always restless, my mind was always not calm, I don't know what I should do? make me happy or make my mother happy? I don't know if I'm on a very complicated path
"kay, what's wrong with you?" tanya mila who was watching me from the chair she was sitting in
"mil, doesn't everyone deserve to be happy? ask me to answer mila's question
"kay, everyone already has their own happiness path, it all depends on the kita who wants to mengejalaninnya, his, if you want to run your life by enjoying and mengikhlaskannya then you will feel happy and vice versa if you live your life just by regretting it then forever you will feel guilty for your own life kay" mila's advice to me, out of nowhere she learned those wise words because usually she can only joke and never be serious
"you're right miles, it's my life that determines the happiness of my life" I said optimistically
"sometimes we have to choose which path will make our lives happy, you are lucky because many love you" said mila sad I know why he looks so sad maybe he remembered his father who had never noticed him since the departure of his mother 2 years ago because of the cancer he suffered, I really understand what kind of feeling mila must be she really misses the warmth of her family that was like in the past where she was always spoiled and noticed not like now even to meet her papa alone she had to waiting a month or two because of the busy business that makes him rarely go home and prefer to stay in a hotel
"patient miles, I understand how you feel" I said as I hugged mila tightly
"kay, don't waste your life choosing the best he's among the best" mila said in my arms
"definitely a mile" I said firmly while shedding a few tears
***
the time passed 4 more days is the time set by the mother and aunt dinda to carry out my engagement with Rayhan, but even so the mother is still waiting for my approval of this engagement
dreeett...
my phone ring rang that was none other than that call from Andika
"assalamualaikum kay, can we meet tomorrow at the cafe" he asked
"greetings, God willing I will do" I replied
"goddessa"
"assalamualaikum, kay" he said
"greetings waalaikum"
this is the right time if you have to decide everything as soon as possible so that there is no more burden in your heart, I said in my heart
"sister" cried Kayra from outside my bedroom door.
"yes kayra, what's wrong?" sahutku
" call you, make dinner" he replied
" yes, soon again brother followed you go down first" said I
"ok" said Kayra as she walked down the stairs to the dining room.
"hmmm. it smells so good" my praise came from the back of the table that my mother sat on
"hemm.. You if you've been convinced this must be happy again right kay? " ask mom while pulling a chair for me to sit on
"kayla is just kangen mom's cooking" I said to distract
"that's not it we eat every day mother's cooking" said kayra who makes me a little embarrassed and causes laughter between mother and kayra.
seriate....