love of kayla

kayla salsabila ahmad

this episode the author wants to tell from the point of view of Rayhan ya Gaius

*you?

if you want to know who is responsible for this longing?, then the answer is you and you will always be "kayla salsa if ahmad"*

I love you from the heart not from the eyes, even before I really know you,

maybe you feel that I never noticed you, considering you even liked you, because of my residence all this time.

but do you know? my silence is taming to hide my longing for you kayla, my heart is restless thinking about you every day but how else? I do not want to sin by missing someone who is not lawful to me,

kayla, I once loved but not as much as my love for you, maybe you are not the first in your heart but believe me you will always be the last because there will be no place but you and will be forever,

and if you ask how much do I love you? the answer is greater than my love for myself

your happiness will always be above my own happiness,

maybe we rarely communicate whether it is direct or indirect, but do you know that Kayla makes my heart hurt when we are together but there are no words spoken between us and do you know that I want to spend the day just to hear your story but that's all I never dared to say it, but I could only keep it,

kayla.. I know you do not have the same taste as me but I always hope that God will also grow the same feeling in your heart with me and until that day I will wait for you even in silence

"woy.. just daydreaming" came a slightly high-pitched voice startling me.

"you ain't? " i said softly to the young man who suddenly appeared to spread my daydream

"why else are you ray" asked angga

"think of the future"

"very seriously? relax, bro"

"not always life is just about fun, there are times when we have to be serious about our future" I said seriously

"sorry sir ustad" he joked

"already, there is no point in talking to you" I said as I passed leaving the house alone on the balcony of the apartment

"ye cranky" said angga meledek me

I step my foot into the bathroom, maybe a little soaking can reduce my longing for Kayla so that I do not sin by missing someone who has not been legitimate for me to miss it

seconds change minutes, minutes change hours, hours change days and days change months

it doesn't feel like my marriage to Kayla is just counting days,

it has been 2 weeks or so I did not meet him makes this heart restless want to come to him immediately, looking at her smile and clutching it but what is my power has not been lawful to her I can only stare at her from a distance, looking at her silently, she said,

dreettts...

dreettts...

aunt dinda

calling....

"assalamualaikum" said aunt dinda

"greetings waalaikum"

"ray how are you? "

"well tan"

"when did you come back here? your marriage is less than 10 days"

"goddessa 2 more days tan"

"quick back ray, pity kayla"

"god tans"

"alright ray, aunt still has to take care of your wedding invitation, aunt close first phone"

"yes it's okay tan, thank you for taking care of my wedding preparations"

"assalamualaikum"

"greetings waalaikum"

seriate....