Love Indira (My Ex-Lover's Mother)

Surrender?

Arga really felt guilty for treating Indi so harshly like that. Not physically, but words. Actually, he was confused as to what to do. He was eager to end it all with Hera. However, whenever he tried to break his relationship with the woman, Hera always threatened suicide. If that were to happen, he would definitely be in trouble. His name will be dragged in the news as the cause of Hera's death. He will be accused of defaming the school where he works. Moreover, his father Hera was a policeman. He's not ready to face everything. However, he would still try to speak carefully with Hera.

Indi watched the art show while thinking about Arga. Indi also felt guilty too hard on Arga. However, past trauma has not healed properly. When he heard a ban, his brain would react to resist. No exception today.

Indi wants to apologize. He did not want this matter to drag on. When he got home, he immediately took his cell phone. He's sending a message to Arga.

"Darling, I'm sorry if my attitude hurt you." Indi read the message received from Arga two minutes ago.

Indi smile. Apparently Arga had already sent him a message first.

"Dear, I'm sorry, too."

Arga knows Indi can't hold onto his anger for long. Especially to those he loves. Yeah, Arga's right. Indi was always blind because of love.

Arga called Indi immediately. They make video calls.

"How was the show?"

"Umm.great. If only you were here." Indi raised his right thumb. But he looks sad because he really wants Arga to be around him.

Arga understands Indi's sadness. She also felt guilty for not being able to accompany her lover.

"I'm sorry again. You don't have to be sad. Let's tell me, how was the show?" Arga comforts Indi.

Indi narrated the art event with enthusiasm.

Arga enjoys Indi stories. Their conversation was interrupted by a few laughs. Arga wants to make Indi happy.

"I know now that you're missing me" Arga said, showing off a row of white teeth..

"Who said?" Indi stuck out her tongue.

"Say my heart." she replied confidently.

"That's your heart, not mine." Indi hid her sweet smile. He was too embarrassed to admit it. He misses Arga.

"Well, if you don't confess, I'll admit. I miss, I miss you so much." Arga looked at Indi deeply. If only Indi was in front of him. He must have embraced the body and he showered the special woman with a warm kiss full of love.

The heart of Indi is pounding. He felt the longing of Arga.

"I miss it too." he said.

Arga felt drifting into the air listening to Indi's words.

Satisfied with making out, Indi then started a serious chat.

"Darling, when are you gonna be here again?"

Hearing that question, Arga wanted to come to the city immediately. But he can't. There are so many things that make him unable to go to the city to meet Indi.

"How is your relationship with Hera?"

Arga was silent for a few minutes. He couldn't explain. Indi looked at Arga's face through her phone screen.. He looked as if Arga was thinking.

"If you can't leave him, I'm willing to leave him. Even though I love you" said Indi again.

"Tidaaaakk....no!!! It's not you who should be leaving my life." Arga started to open the sound. His words sounded loud.

"Then?"

"Dear, I beg you, I will fulfill my promise to be with you, there is only you and me, there is no one else among us."

"It seems you still can't decide. All right, I'll give you some time." India cannot force. Because after all, it was Hera who loved him first. Maybe Indi who should be hated by Hera because he had become the third person. But, until when can he be patient? Indi is also just an ordinary woman whose heart is easily fragile because of a man.

"Dear, thank you very much for your understanding. Thank you very much for the time you gave. Soon, dear. We'll both." Arga promised. Arga is very grateful to get a girlfriend as good as Indi. Indi is so understanding.

　

***

Four months have passed. Arga and Indi have not yet met. Their meeting was only once, at the time they were made. That'sthat's all. Oh no, twice. The day before when they went for a walk. The rest of them only communicate by phone or video call.

"If I hadn't contacted Arga, I wouldn't have been the third of them." Indi muttered to himself.

"But, had Arga confessed that he already had a girlfriend none of this would have happened." Indi murmured again.

Whatever it is, the rice has become porridge. Everything is already over. Maybe it's time for Indi to give up. Because there is no decision yet what Arga will take. Indi thought carefully about his decision. Is four months enough for Arga? Isn't this too fast? If he backed off and gave up on this relationship, maybe Arga could focus on Hera. Arga will be happy with Hera. And herself? Somehow he didn't know what was going to happen in the future.

At the very least, if he let Arga and Hera be happy, there was only one heart that was hurt. His heart. Now, there must be three hearts that are wounded. Two hearts that feel played with and one heart that is confused look for the most comfortable place.

Arga never told her about Hera's attitude in response to Arga's request for a break-up. Hera would cry screaming, then threaten suicide and throw things until they were all shapeless. He felt no need to tell this to Indi. If he tells this, he is afraid Indi will consider it just looking for reasons to delay making a decision. Arga really doesn't love Hera at all.

A year ago, Hera came close to Arga. Arga felt his heart empty and did not get a way into Indi's heart, trying to open the door of his heart to Hera. During that time, she tried to love Hera but she couldn't. Arga never thought God would give him a second chance to approach Indi.

But without explanation Arga, which is in the mind of Indi, Arga is not ready to part with Hera because she still loves Hera.

"I'm tired of having this kind of relationship. Maybe it's time I give up and let Arga be happy with Hera." She complained again.

As he was preoccupied with his own feelings, suddenly his heart was racing again, his blood was rushing. But this time I knew what was going to happen. In a moment, he will receive a message from Edwin.

And sure enough, five minutes later, Edwin's name appeared on his phone screen.

　

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