Love Indira (My Ex-Lover's Mother)

Forgive Me

Indi in the room. He wants to calm down. Immediately he downed a large glass of water to ease his disappointment. But he couldn't, he was disappointed. Angry, sad, everything mixed into one. At all he had never expected the happiness they had just created to be melted away by Arga's dishonesty.

Lia understands the nature of her brother. In this situation, Indi only needs to be left alone. Music is his best friend. And sure enough, the sound of music was already faintly heard from inside the room. Indi started crying. Indi slid her face under the pillow. She let herself drift away with her feelings, then cried as hard as she could. His chest was filled with disappointment. But he knew, tears could wipe away a bit of his wound.

Arga didn't call Indi last night. "Anga should disappear often. Apparently she's dating her boyfriend." Indi began to connect every incident.

Indi tried to open Hera's profile through her account, but could not be found. Indi account has been blocked from Hera account. Arga must be the culprit. The guy's pretty clever. He wanted to remove the trace so that neither Indi nor Hera could smell the stench of his affair.

During this time, Indi always thought positively about Arga. He never wanted to curb Arga. Turns out he was wrong. Often Arga claimed to go with his friends or there was busy so he could not reach him by phone, Indi always believed.

"Hufft. Not a day" Indi's inner. The louder Indi cried, the calmer her feelings became. Indi let herself sleep in the beautiful sound that made her a little calmer. That's music.

***

Monday morning, as usual Arga will greet Indi through short messages like usual days, without the slightest guilt. Starting from waking up in the morning, until the time Indi went to work. But this time, none of Arga's messages got a reply.

Arga was worried. "What's wrong with yesterday's meeting? Why did India suddenly change?" usually Arga does not take more than five minutes to wait for a reply to a message from Indi. But it's been two hours. Arga tries to call her, but her calls are always rejected.

During the break, Arga also sent several messages to Indi. Again, there is no message. "Did he regret meeting me? did I not meet the criteria of the man she wanted? Then why did he return my every word of love yesterday and look so happy?" Arga was starting to worry. She did not suspect Indi knew about Hera at all. But Arga had to be patient waiting for the night to come to be able to call Indi.

That night, Arga called Indi. This moment had been waiting for him since this afternoon.

Indi felt that it was enough that he had been silent about punishing Arga all day. He also needs an explanation about Hera.

"Call...." Indi raised the call from Arga.

"Darling, you finally picked up my phone. Where have you been all day?" Arga's tone of voice trembled slightly. Between him being happy or worried, it was indistinguishable.

"I. I do activities as usual" Indi replied coldly.

"Why are you cold all day? You got a problem? Not one of my messages you reply. I'm worried" said Arga.

"You worried? Are you sure you're worried about me? When you came home from my house and you disappeared, you thought I wasn't worried? Where were you last night?" Indi reversed the word Arga. Sadness filled his chest. He remembered the photo that Doni had shown him. In front of his eyes was the image of the photo. Very plainly. Arga sat on a wooden chair and Hera sat on Arga's lap. Hera's hand was wrapped around her neck. Their noses were about to collide, a little more, their lips meeting.

"I'm sorry. I'm.....I'm...." Arga could not continue his words. There's no way she told Indi that she was with Hera that night.

"Well, I'll forgive you. But tell me everything." Indi fishing.

"tell me? whahuh? What story do you want to hear from me?" Arga did not understand Indi's intentions.

Arga's heart skipped a beat, he was scared. "What does he really know?" Arga begins to suspect that Indi knows something about Hera. But he didn't want to talk wrong. There may be something else Indi meant.

"Darling, wasn't it just yesterday. We should be happy today, but why are you crying?" Arga was trying to cheer.

"How can we be happy if our relationship is not based on honesty? I even found out about it the first day we were made." The Indian cry is getting louder. It seemed like this time Indi did want to show Arga how much his heart was hurt.

"What do you mean?" Arga doesn't understand anymore.

"Herah." Indi mentioned a name that had managed to ravage his heart.

"It turns out to be true, Indi knew about Hera." Arga doesn't know where to start. But he felt, he had to be honest with Indi.

"Darling, I'm sorry" Arga's panicked voice began to weaken.

"I can explain" Arga said slowly, trying to calm Indi who was still sobbing.

"I, please stop crying. Just listen to me for a second." Arga pleaded with a soft voice. Indi stopped her crying. But he still nodded slowly.

"I'm ready to listen." replied Indi while wiping away her tears. Although the reality he will know must hurt him greatly, but Indi better listen to an honesty than happiness in a lie.

"I need time to let go of him. I'm still looking for the right time. I was in a relationship with him, but I didn't love him. You know I've admired you for a long time. And when you told me not to call you again, I felt like there was no hope of you. So I accepted Hera's love for trying to forget you. But it turns out that you came again to give me a chance, you opened the door of your heart for me and the opportunity to be with you will not come twice. Before you are with anyone else again, I must take what should be mine." Arga explained at length in a very slow tone.

"Please baby, I promise.Give me some time" he continued.

Indi can't hold back her tears anymore. He was crying a mouthful. In his heart, he felt a little guilty. This happened because he once closed the door of the heart to Arga.

"But...do you really love me?" indi said sadly.

"Dear, I love you so much" replied Arga excitedly.

"How about Hera?"

"I'm just asking you for time to part with him. I can't live without you anymore." Arga convinced Indi.

Indi forgives Arga. On condition that when the time comes, Indi only wants to have Arga alone. But if that time does not come, he is sincere if he has to part with Arga. I don't know when he should wait.

~****Enjoy yesa**~**