Love as Beautiful Dusk In Pesantren Season 2

My Heart is Like Glass

Actually the heart is like a glass that will never be able to return to its original state when it has been broken, even though it has been glued with high-quality glue cracks created will certainly remain visible.

Such is the current state of Huda's heart, what he has been guarding and he loves all souls has now betrayed, he said, at this time Huda feels that if there is no love that can be believed all is just a mirage, it looks beautiful but painful.

Huda continued to stand staring at the orange sky, now dusk has come to illuminate the earth with orange color that looks so beautiful. But the beauty of the sky this afternoon is not in harmony with Huda's heart that is in chaos.

"Sir Huda," called Arum who accidentally saw Huda standing on the edge of a small river behind the pesantren.

Arum who got the task of disposing of garbage in a large hole that was deliberately dug to accommodate garbage that is easy to burn, and will be burned when Friday arrives. Arum saw Huda was pensively staring at the twilight sky.

Hearing her name being called by the voice of a person she knew so well made Huda throw a rough breath as if he wanted to complain but was unable to say it.

"I'm sorry" one word was said from Arum's lips that made Huda's feelings more broken.

"Sorry for what?" sahut Huda as if no problem whatever happened even though his gaze showed something else, the gaze directed to Arum looks so bitter disappointed gaze mixed with sadness.

"Sister, may I ask you for a minute?" asked Arum with a hopeful look.

"For what?" huda's tone of voice sounded so different, he who always spoke softly as soft as silk now sounded so cold as the poles.

"I want to explain everything, brother." Replied Arum who was currently feeling so guilty after looking at Huda's eyes.

"It's over, Arum, I don't want to keep blaming you or Hasan. Maybe we're not a match, but one thing you should know in this world is that the feelings I give you are sincere from the bottom of my heart," Huda who did not want to hear Arum's explanation immediately said what he now felt in his heart.

Huda's tone of voice sounded so disappointed that mixed with emotions and Arum who understood it could only silently bow his head avoiding Huda's gaze which also cut his heart.

"Sorry Brother, I have been betrothed since childhood by Mother with Hasan and I only found out a few months ago, there is really no intention to betray or hurt your heart Brother, once again I'm sorry Brother, I hope you can find a girl who's much better than me," Arum continued to explain what happened even though Huda did not realize even he turned away unwilling to look at Arum while listening to Arum's explanation.

"Go! it really doesn't look appropriate if we're just the two of us here, especially if anyone sees it, you better get back to the dorm right now." Huda said in a cold tone and did not look at his face.

"Did Brother Huda forgive me?" Arum continued to discuss his apology even though it was not approved or responded to by Huda.

Silence, no sound was heard which meant Huda did not reply or respond to Arum's apology.

"I will still apologize to you, brother, even if you don't forgive me, however Big Brother is a good person and is always there for you, may God turn my sister's heart to another girl who is more perfect than me." The strand of do'a that should make the heart of the person in prayer will be happy but different from Huda who actually felt hurt by the do'a said by Arum.

Do'a seems to affirm that Arum really wants to part with him, and Huda feels that Arum has no taste for him until he prays that Huda will find a suitable partner.

Arum who no longer heard the response from Huda again continued the journey to the dormitory leaving Huda who was still loyal to stand staring at the sky and even now Huda turned no longer facing Arum.

'Do'amu really hurt my heart Arum, if you know if my heart is broken right now, even very broken as it was destroyed, Arum I still can not accept everything that happened. I want to believe you but the other corner of my heart rejects that, ' Inner Huda just keeps saying disappointed words.

This afternoon was the worst afternoon of Huda's life, whether he could still believe in love or not later in the day that he knew there was only one, he was hurting and his heart was breaking.

"Arum," called Hasan who saw that Arum had just entered the princess's cottage with a basket of garbage in his hand.

"Sir Hasan" said Arum, stopping his steps and turning towards him.

"Where are you from?" asked Hasan who was curious about what Arum had just done even though he actually did not have to ask, Hasan should have understood if Arum had just returned from throwing garbage.

"I just finished taking out the trash, sister, what's wrong?" asked Arum who was confused by Hasan's sudden call.

"I'm looking for you." Answer Hasan

"What's wrong with me, brother?" Arum asked again because he did not understand why Hasan was suddenly looking for him.

"Change your clothes and get ready! after it came to the house, my uncle wanted to see you." Hasan's Word

"All right, brother, I'll get ready first." Replied Arum who got a nod from Hasan.

Arum walked towards the dormitory in doubtful steps, in his mind at this time Arum was confused and worried thinking if Hasan's uncle who would come was not a problem but the most feared Arum if they knew Arum.

Although never met with Uncle Hasan which means the father of Huda, Arum many think they will recognize him or vice versa, since long ago Huda often told me that he had introduced Arum to his family and Arum's parents were so happy when he heard that his son had an additional heart, but the rice has become porridge so whatever happens they must stay on good terms even though there is no longer a bond of love between the two.

Arum immediately get ready not only prepare the appropriate clothes, Arum also prepare mentally to keep things that will come as bad as it is.