Love as Beautiful Dusk In Pesantren Season 2

Desy's Heart Spout

A hard day has passed, leaving a million undecided in Arum's mind. The excruciating indecision of choosing one among the three men so well made it a dilemma.

"Woiii muddled," said Desy.

Currently Arum is sitting on the roof of the third-floor building, next to the dormitory right Arum living there is an addition to the dormitory. The roof that has been cast but is still not built makes the building a favorite place of the students, the, usually the santri will use the building that has not yet become it as a place to dry the pillow is not infrequently also drying the bed.

Sometimes they also use the building to just sit enjoying the morning weather with a view of the rice field that stretches wide beside it.

"Desy" said Arum who was surprised to see the arrival of Desy.

Arum who sits on the edge of the building staring straight at the rice fields in the rice field, winding beautifully with the dim light of the sun completes the beauty created.

The orange color slowly fades away with the warmth of the sun, but that warmth cannot warm a worried heart.

"Why are you here by yourself?" desy asked while staring around which there were some santri who were learning to memorize nadhom.

"Nothing, I just enjoy the view again," replied Arum who was still staring straight at the rice field.

"If not in the pendam itself is not good, try a story item times I can help even though it is just a suggestion that I can love," desy said as if understanding what Arum felt.

Arum took a breath and let it out slowly as if neutralizing the mixed feeling.

"I feel confused Desy," said Arum.

"Why?" ask Desy who is increasingly convinced that Arum is in trouble.

"I have to choose one of the three men I know for sure all three have such good qualities, and they deserve to be chosen, too" give up already, he said, maybe it's true that Desy said if Arum told me he would feel if the burden was slightly lifted.

"Huh? three guys? how lucky you are to be fought over by three men at once." Sahut Desy with a face covered with sadness makes Arum immediately turned his head and confused by the attitude and speech Desy.

"I'm confused you said lucky again, '" protested Arum.

"You should not be confused, pray for guidance with Allah, believe that if one of the three is your soul mate, then you will unite with him, in an unexpected way." Advice Desy.

"Really Desy, I don't want to hurt any of the three" said Arum, closing his eyes to enjoy the warm sun and the paddy wind that felt so soothing.

"You know Arum, not every girl gets the love she wants, not every girl gets the love of a man like you who finds three sincere loves, and you just have to choose and ask for a clue who you want to choose" replied Desy.

"meaning?" asked Arum who still did not understand the meaning of Desy's words.

"You know Arum, I've also felt love and loved." Desy lowered her head remembering the bitter past she had in her nature.

"Have you ever been heartbroken?" asked Arum who now turned to Desy and stared fixedly at him. And desy just nodded in response.

Did not feel tears had dripped on Desy's cheeks make Arum confused, was not Desy who wanted to hear the outpouring of his heart, why now even Desy who shed tears.

"I once had a lover she was two years older than me, back then I was in second grade High School, we promised to tie the bond that we lived into a sacred bond. A magnificent marriage and a beautiful home life we often talked about, until one day he disappeared for a month, I don't know where he was at the time I really couldn't see him, so don't go see him on the phone, I can't." Desy stopped her story from inhaling the voracious air and threw it away violently, as if trying to exorcise a bit of the pain she was feeling.

"Keep what's going on?" ask Arum who began to be curious and sympathetic to the story told by Desy.

"At that time I felt a longing that I could no longer bear, a sense of anxiety for one month that I could not hold anymore I could not stand, with firm determination I intended to meet him at his home. With a bold step I went to his house, but he was no longer in that house. The housekeeper who knew me told me that he had moved and told me to be patient." Desy was silent again giving time to her heart that felt pain.

"The message was short but it had such a broad meaning, there were many things growing in my mind. Was he sick or in an accident? all the bad thoughts were lodged in my mind, without much questioning I immediately stepped towards the address that his assistant said. And how surprised I was when I saw him this month I missed sitting with his mess with a girl, they were seen joking and occasionally he kissed the head of the girl, he said, without feeling my tears flowing with wide steps I walked up to him," Desy's tears flowed more and more, making Arum immediately pull his shoulder and try to calm Desy who looks so hurt.

"And they were married, just because the business she left me was so sincerely loving and waiting for her," broke out already crying Desy considering everything she had ever experienced.

"Patience Desy, he is not your soul mate someday you will find a true love that is much better than him," said Arum trying to calm Desy.

"He's one of the reasons I went to boarding school and left all my memories there to start a new life here, in a new place and new environment." Desy.

Arum continued to rub Desy's back slowly channeling all the sympathy that Arum now felt.

"Thank you Arum" said Desy amid her cries that were still ongoing and had not stopped.

"Thank you for what?" ask Arum.

"Thank you that you have listened to my outpouring, really keeping this wound alone is not the right choice, because I still can't forget everything" Desy said.

"I'm also happy that if you feel better, don't despair! true love comes always later." Arum said with a gentle smile on his lips.