Love as Beautiful Dusk In Pesantren Season 2

Zahra's Sadness

After helping the Umik neatly wrap all the souvenirs that will be distributed tomorrow Zahra immediately say goodbye to the room.

Zahra was silent in front of the window of the room that led to the side of the mushollah, seen some santri walking into the greetings of the mushollah. But that's not what Zahra was looking at, he was staring blankly with a blank look, the sadness was clearly drawn on his face makes anyone who saw understand if Zahra was sad at this time.

Without feeling a clear water that has been pooling in the eyes of Zahra now began to decay without being stopped or ordered, clear water which is evidence also silent witness how sad the owner.

Zahra continued to dissolve in sadness that felt increasingly stifling, remembering every question and greeting irang addressed to him about the presence of a little angel in the middle of the household he lived.

"Dad!" call Husein when he sees Zahra just silently staring at the window without moving, even Zahra was not aware of Husein's presence was loud enough to close the door.

"Dad!" Husein called again but his call was not heard by Zahra at all, he still remained silent without moving and Zahra's attitude successfully made Husein worried and panicked to see his wife never respond to his call.

The worried Husein no longer called Zahra but walked closer to Zahra, wrapping his hands around Zahra's belly, put a chin on Zahra's shoulder and saw the face of the wife who was crying.

"Why are you, Dek?" spontaneously Husein took off his embrace flipping Zahra's body to face her then gently rubbed the melted tears that still fell without a sound.

Zahra was still silent without a sound, even her eyes were getting more and more flowing making Husein confused.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Husein could only continue to ask while gently rubbing Zahra's beautiful hair, as she was not currently wearing a veil. Zahra who had been silent since then was even a bit in the arms of Husein. Her cries broke even more as Husein came and hugged her sari back.

"Of course, don't cry! tell me what really happened! what's the matter, Dek?" Husein was still trying to ask Zahra.

Zahra just shook her head without any words spoken, at this time she just wanted to vent all the feelings that she had long been craving, Zahra continued to cry while tightening her embrace.

"Dek, don't make Mas khawtir!" said Husein who had run out of sense, somehow again he had to ask Zahra to tell him about what he felt until his tears did not stop flowing since.

"I'm sorry," only one word was spoken after so many questions asked by Husein.

Zahra's answer was not able to relieve Husein's heart, he was even more curious and worried about the answer that emerged from Zahra's sweet lips.

Husein who now understood chose to let Zahra cry as much in her arms, without saying a word, she said, Husein will wait for Zahra to be satisfied to vent any pain she may feel and will ask again when she starts to calm down.

"Have you?" husein asked as he saw Zahra was much calmer than before, and Zahra only nodded in response.

"Wudhu'lah first! after that tell me everything what really happened." Husein.

Although at this time Husein was so curious mixed with worry, but all his strength he refrained from directly asking Zahra, Husein preferred to remain calm and had Zahra wash her face to take water wudhu' to make himself more calm.

"Sit, Deck!" husein said he saw Zahra coming out of the bathroom with a face that looked fresher than before.

Zahra, who heard the husband's command, sat down next to him and faced Husein, who was smiling gently, rubbing Zahra's head.

"Tell me what caused you to cry!let Mas know what really happened to you, honey?" Husein said it with a tone so softly filled with affection and attitude Husein like this is able to make the heart of Zahra that was originally hard so melted.

"I'm sorry, Mas" again Zahra just apologized without saying the reason for what was underlying the apology.

"Sorry for what, Dek? please explain it to me!" husein's word, but Zahra was still silent, she was still trying to strengthen her heart and herself to say everything that stuck in her heart.

"Sir, know that every apologetic word that is said has many meanings, because human error is not in one thing, only, there are millions of mistakes that can be done by humans and I as a husband can think badly about the apologies you say if you do not explain on the basis of what your apologies are say it." Husein tried to explain to Zahra if he did not explain the apology it would have a bad impact on the thoughts that would arise in the mind of Husein.

"Sorry, Mom, I never meant it that way, right now I just feel sad because I still can't give you offspring, I'm not pregnant Mas, and that's what makes me sad." Finally Zahra said what really happened and made him cry bitterly since then.

Husein took a lot of breath and then took it out slowly to enjoy the feeling of relief that he now felt, it turns out Zahra cried and apologized many times just because of the problem of pregnancy.

"Know, Deck! if having a baby is a fate that we cannot predict or know, just like death, if until now you have not conceived does not mean you are wrong, it's just that fate has not been on our side, besides out there there are still many married couples who have not had a child despite being married for years, we have only been married a few months, he said, there's still plenty of time for both of us to spend, maybe I haven't been given offspring because we're still given a chance to enjoy the good times both." Husein who now understands what is felt by his wife trying to make him calm and no longer think about the descent that is not the will of both.

"But what if I'm not a perfect woman? and it turns out I'm barren, Mom?" the successful question surprised Husein so much that he widened his eyes so surprised to hear Zahra's question.