LOOKING FOR RAIN

Letterbox

I stared at the rain behind the glass restaurant, as if to feel the pain that I experienced, so tragic my love story with Adit and also Rangga, so tragic, I don't know whose heart will be anchored in my heart at the next opportunity.

Whose fault is all this I do not know, but I only beg Him to be given strength for this test of life.

Slowly I opened the letter that Rangga gave me, a letter from Santi's mother...

Make my sister who I love.

Forgive me. Even millions of sorry cannot be forgiven. Mbak has made a wound in your heart, mbak seems to be a traitor to you, even mbak is a despicable human who deserves to be thrown away and thrown away, don't remember our brotherly relationship because you don't deserve to be your brother.

Dear daughter.. mbak has reneged on the promise of mbak to your brother to keep and accompany you but instead mbak became the one who destroyed your brother's trust and mother's trust, but instead mbak, even the trust you have given me.

Starting from the lonely days that mbak went through alone unaccompanied, even had to struggle to raise David without the affection of a father, making a blind mother that in front of mbak is the property of his sister mbak....

The presence of Rangga makes the days - days mbak and David more colorful and full of joy, until - until David does not want to be separated from Rangga, the, his fatherly attitude and his attention made David find and get a complete papa figure in place of your brother, mbak helpless over all this.....

Please forgive me and David that above our happiness there is a wounded and hurt heart.

Even if you cannot forgive us, you are willing and accept all your decisions.

Dear daughter, please forgive mbak and David...

In the stomach now there is a prospective brother David the result of an illicit relationship with Rangga, and soon we will have a marriage.

Another week mbak and Rangga will hold a marriage, mbak not demand you attend if indeed you do not want to attend, but mbak will be happier if you can attend, mbak, signify that you have forgiven mbak and David.

Through this letter it is not possible to disrespect you, because you do not have a face to face with you. Mbak is too shy to talk directly to you, even mbak have no self-esteem if you meet face to face with you.

once again forgive me, David and also Rangga...... 🙏🙏🙏🙏

mbak was not worthy to ask God, but with great determination mbak still pray for your happiness , mbak hope in the future you are met with your ribs, a very good and faithful person.

Dear daughter, until we meet again, dear.

Sweet hug from mbak and David ______5

That's the contents of the letter I'm reading, a letter from the Princess Mother.

There was pain and anger mixed into one when I read the letter, but I had no power to resist this test of life. I try to accept slowly what happened.

I squeezed the paper and put it in my bag.

While drinking coffee that was cold I tried to draw wisdom from this incident.

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