LOOKING FOR RAIN

Personal Forgiver

Today we plan to walk in the tourist areas we visit, we still want to linger in this cold place and we have visited some beautiful places - beautiful in some tourist sites.

Finally we agreed to have lunch at a restaurant near the waterfall tour with a very beautiful atmosphere.

We both took a table near the window so we could see the situation outside the restaurant.

When we ordered, I didn't expect two people to come up to our table and greet me.....

Princess...

I raised my head and looked with surprise because in front of me there were two people I had forgotten all along, two people who filled my days in the past.

I stood up and smiled at them, and as I approached Ella, I held her hands together, I looked at her face with a deep sense of awkwardness and hugged her tightly, and so did Ella, she returned my arms, even she cried first.....

Put, Sorry... sorry I ...

I looked at his face and said,

Nothing needs to be forgiven, everything has happened, and it is long gone, through the incident all bring good to each of us.

I'm glad you guys are together, even I'd rather see you again.

Start everything from the beginning, I have been sincere and accepted all of this, I said steadily.

Ella tightened her arms to me.

then I broke my arms to Ella, and looked at Adit then I reached out my hand and Adit responded quickly shaking the size of my hand to her.

Then I looked at Rangga, he was a little confused by what he saw.

Then I introduced Rangga to Ella and also to Adit.

Not knowing this Ella and Adit, they are both my friends, old money has not been met, I told Rangga.

Rangga extended his hand towards Adit and Ella while introducing their respective names.

sorry if we didn't bother you Adit told me and Rangga.

Of course not, we are happy Rangga said with a sweet smile.

finally they both sat with us at one table.

Honey, the message is also blind Adit and Ella yes Rangga said to me.

I nodded my head and smiled at Rangga, confirming what Rangga asked.

Adit and Ella were surprised when Rangga called me with a word of affection.

Finally we ate together while occasionally talking about Ella and Adit's long journey I did not meet.

There are many rights I didn't know about their lives during their disappearance from my life.

I have made a commitment to myself that after that incident, I do not want to hold bitterness and resentment but I want to be a new person, a person who can accept even the bitter circumstances.

for I know that I am merely acting as a creation who approves of whatever God wills in my life.

I believe that if I am allowed to experience pain then I must be given the strength to deal with it and I must be able to forgive those who have hurt my life.

No human being is perfect in carrying out his life role in this world.

yesterday Adit and Ella who hurt me could be me who is weak is giving hurt to others.

For sure I want to be personally forgiving in my life role.

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Don't keep gaes' wounds....

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