LOOKING FOR RAIN

First Rain

Still in the office .. And I saw from the window the rain starts falling...💦

there was a shade I felt as I enjoyed every speck of rain that fell from the sky....

My heart can't lie that there's still something left in the corner of my heart.

For my best friend I let my heart hurt,

for the sake of my best friend, I'm willing to let my hopes fade,

yes...4 years we have separated and he should I leave for my best friend because it turns out my best friend loves him...

my best friend who has great feelings of love for the person I love...

and it turns out they've been playing behind me, even they've been living together when I left my city for 1 year to do humanitarian missions in disaster areas.

I can't blame my feelings on myself, him and my best friend...

but I hope that what happened will not be repeated and will not destroy the friendship that has already happened.

if I were to be hurt, let me receive that wound and still hope that God will always give strength and healing to this wound.

the rain missed you....

I want to be with you in my tears..

it rained on me in the cold of your race..

rain I let go of that pain with you

on my lap I smelled a coffee scent that calmed my mind very much, and when I turned I saw a man thrusting me a cup of coffee, with a smile and immediately I wiped the rest of my tears with the back of my hand and received the coffee given to me.

" Thank you, sir. " while I smile.

" same - same "he said

momentary silence ... only the sound of rain still faithfully accompanies silence.

" It is not always that wounds should be kept and try to forget and rise from adversity" he told me.

I just froze while nodding towards him.

"Home home." said Mr. Rangga to me.

"So sir, there are still some shipping documents that I have to finish, I replied "

"well, sir. "I replied slowly.

finally we went home, and Mr. Rangga had offered to go home together but I politely declined, on the grounds that I brought my own car. And tomorrow I have to leave the office in the morning because there is still work to be done tomorrow.

no taste, just empty....

There is no vibration just sound...

rain..

dilemma heart....

mornings.....

In a hurry I got up and took a shower, then went straight to the table for breakfast..

" Mom, it looks like the next few months the princess will look for a boarding house near the office because it is tired if it has to go back and forth like now, and in the next few months there will be a lot of work that must be handled princess..."

I said in the hope of being allowed.

" yes..it's okay - what, as long as you can maintain health and eat regularly also take care of yourself." said the mother.

because my mother knows very well my nature is very responsible for the tasks I do in the office so far.

" thank you, ma'am, "sahutku while cleaning the dishes that have been used up.

I stopped and went straight to the office.

about 30 minutes I arrived in front of the office gate, and I opened the car glass while greeting the guard who is on guard, it is my habit if entering the office area must greet the security guard on duty.

☺️☺️☺️

" morning, Mr. Atmo, "my broom to the office security guard who was saluting me.

" morning is also the princess." replied Mr. Atmo kindly.

wait next yes....

don't forget to like....

let's get some spirit...

go.go... zest 😁😁😁.