LOOKING FOR RAIN

The painful decision

It's been three months since I had to focus on handling this project, only occasionally I call my mother to let me know about my situation on the project.

It has been two months also my communication with Rangga did not run smoothly, even Rangga also never visited me on the project, even though the distance between my city and the project location is only 1.5 hours, only, but somehow he refused to visit me.

Actually I do not dispute it but the way he refused and dodged the more I wonder, what is with Rangga..... ???

Klunting..klunting..tone of voice came in from Rangga, long life he just I think about it and then I raised ...

Hello no.....

Hi.yank how are you, sorry I didn't call you long ago..

good and healthy news, okay, I said

Yank this afternoon finished from the office I want to follow you there is something I want to convey to you yank, said Rangga limp

ok.. I wait, no. You're healthy, right,

I said I was worried about him because his voice was weak.

yes, I am healthy, only soy sauce, yank,

I'll see you later, yank.

okay, hearts are on the way...

I'm waiting for you at the hotel's old restaurant huh, I said as I ended our conversation.

I went back to the Contract house that was the basecamp of our project, then I took a shower and prepared - ready to head to the restaurant where I made my appointment with Rangga, he said, I have also told Anton if you want to make a deal with Rangga, even he had time to tease me with dimekannya.

I arrived and waited at the table we used to wear for dinner.

about 15 minutes I waited and finally Rangga came and immediately stepped his feet towards the table where I was waiting.

We hugged releasing the kangen, but instead Rangga tightened his embrace to me, it seemed like there was something strange about him....

My words broke the silence and also loosened his arms to me, but instead he ...

Let it be like this first yank, he said in a frustrated tone.

What up.kataku.

Shut up. There's no answer...

It's not good, it's not good to see a lot of people I told Rangga.

What do you want to eat, I said

It's up to you yank...

Ok, I ordered ya.sambai waving a hand calling the waiter restaurant.

I ordered some hot drinks and a menu.

Our order came and I took rice and side dishes to Rangga's plate, as well as mine.

We enjoyed our dinner, but I saw Rangga like there was no appetite.

Why not eat it not spirit, you are sick....

I'm healthy, but I'm lazy to eat he said.

We ended our dinner by ordering two cups of coffee.

Put, .. said Rangga while holding my hand

Yes, what do you want to say I said

Rangga looked at me softly as if he would be gone forever from me.

I'm still waiting for what to say.

Put, I have been guilty with you, said Rangga slowly, a...aku.... have betrayed our love.

I, surprised and release the grip of his hand, while staring intently at Rangga.

You mean not.explain it in detail.

even though I was in shock but I still realized I had to accept it with adults.

A.. I have done it with mbak Santi. I'm the same mbak Santi have slept together.

Like lightning during the day, the thing I never imagined happened for the second time in me.

I stared and felt no tears on my cheeks.

Don't forget to like.... 🙏🙏️😭