LOOKING FOR RAIN

Sadness 2

My screams are still echoing inside the hospital room that my mom is in.

the nurses cleaned the room and the mother.

Finally accompanied by a rain spatter, reporting deep sorrow...

mama was buried in her final resting place.

there was no pain, no more suffering for my mother.

there was no message at the last moment....

it carries a wound in the chest...

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Papa became the most sad and poignant person after the death of his mother.

his soul mate is gone forever...

our house is deserted...

sitting down I leaned on the living room sofa, thinking what would be in the future of this house, my life, my father's life without a mother.

there was no water dripping down my cheek, ......

I remember at the funeral I didn't see my sister at the family and mourners.

in the kitchen and in the back room I saw some ART and my neighbors and mama's group friends were busy preparing for the event for later tonight.

FLASHBACK OFF

I saw Mr. Rangga breathing heavily in the middle of the story and while fixing his seat.

I rubbed the shoulder of Mr. Rangga sign giving strength and support to his story.

Mr. Rangga looked at me with a faint smile at me.

FLASHBACK ON - Rangga

Days without mom make papa drop, mentally and paternal soul really - there is no hope.

whereas I have to continue the company that can not be held papa because of papa's condition that is not possible.

my sister doesn't know where...

Agh.... I'm fucked up.. There's no one I can lean on.

In my heart I strengthened myself,

The day changed I went through by looking after papa, even though there were nurses I hired to care for and help papa's needs every day.

Until finally I can succeed by strengthening the papa company that I manage, but my heart is still empty.

I miss my sister but I tried to find her but never met her.

until finally I got the news that my sister was with Auntie and my om. in the city of S.

There was a little bit of pleasure because he was fine, and was under the care of a very good man, but he still did not dare to go home for fear that I would be angry at his actions.

Deeds that cause families to fall apart, deeds that cause mama to die, papa prolonged illness and that have destroyed the future of a girl.

But I tried to wait for him even though I was afflicted with a deep longing for my only brother.

Misses playing, misses her laughs, misses her babble, misses everything about her....

My sister.only he I have, I also heard from my Aunt that he is now in medical college in accordance with his ideals, he said, the reason is so cliche that he wants to help people who are acute and who are unable to pay for their pain.

Noble mind and beautiful purpose of life, that's my sister.

behind her brengsenya there is a good side in her that is unknown to others.

Actually I have forgiven him, I do not want to live holding grudges and bitterness, I must be able to forget the dark past in my family life journey.

as evil - evil and ugly - he is still blood on me.

How can I hate it while with others I can do good and help sincerely.

Silently I also sent money for tuition fees and I deliberately entrusted to Aunt, and I asked Aunt not to tell my sister.

I knew that if he found out I sent him money, he would have refused.

but whatever it is, it's still my responsibility as a sister.

So far I have not seen my sister....

I hold my longing until the time comes.

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Until now the story is only fictional yes gaes