Look at Me, Open Your Heart
The Part 75
A woman wakes up from her sleep.
He stretched out his arms, stretching out the stiff muscles due to sleeping in an uncomfortable position.
Sleeping on the couch all night made his body crumble.
Aileen spread her gaze to look at the entire room, looking for the whereabouts of her husband who had returned unpromising.
His heart was getting sliced when he woke up still did not find the man at home, he had checked all the rooms that were there but did not find him there at all.
I don't know where and where he didn't come home and there's no news at all.
Aileen was fluttering at the door of her room. He held his head while slightly squeezing his long hair.The bitter smile on his back from the full face was disappointed it was “He didn't even go home" she wrote in agony
He took a breath and then stepped into the bathroom.
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In the hospital courtyard, a beautiful woman with makeup.natueal makeup wearing a blue midi dress, combined with black widges lining her legs walked into the hospital building.
The scale is limped as if carrying a heavy burden within. His face was so tired that he still smiled at everyone he passed along the corridor.
But slowly his steps began to slow down when a man who from last night he was waiting was in the hospital.
The man looked at him guiltily, Vir still wearing the clothes he had been wearing since yesterday.
“Eil..” Ogre Vir, he instantly removed his grip from the wheelchair
Bak was torn apart by reality, Aileen's heart was broken when her eyes caught the figure of a woman sitting in a wheelchair.
He knows exactly who that woman is.
“A-I can explain everything. It's not like you think” Vir wavered, he really feels guilty to Aileen
“Fia is sick, she called me and I brought her here! his family is still overseas, I just helped him” Vir walked towards Aileen
“Sorry, last night I didn't tell you. Hp I lowbath” connect Vir
“I'm sorry Eil, I really have no one nearby other than Vir” said Fia
Aileen who was still fixated immediately came to a realization. He tried to look ordinary.he did not want to look weak in front of others, as much as possible Aileen stemmed her heartache which seemed to be breaking down the fort to vent her disappointment there.
Who is wrong and wrong? he broke my heart out of disbelief or I expected too high.
I had mistakenly thought that he would easily accept me changing the position of the woman but in fact all were just false hopes, all just one-sided.. I could have expected a taste to someone who could not repay that feeling at all. I'm too naive to leave a sense to him who is still stuck in his past.
Aileen in the heart.
He looked up and then exhaled violently.
A smile from the lips adorned with that nude lipstick.
Making Vir feel even more guilty, the smile that Aileen was waiting for seemed to hit her heart hard.
Vir was about to grasp Aileen's arm but the woman dodged, making some distance between them.
“It's Okay. May it heal quickly! Then I go first” said Aileen coldly then go from there.
Seeing that Vir immediately asks the sisters to bring Fia into his room.
“Sus, please take him to his room” Vir said then ran after Aileen
But Fia seemed to be inadmissive.
“Vir..” prevent Fia but Vir does not pay attention to it at all.
Vir is overwhelmed by Aileen's pursuit, he is hindered by the patient's banker passing in front of him.
After a few minutes of searching for Aktiya Vir finds Aileen in the back garden of the hospital, the woman is seen chatting with fellow medics.
“Eil.” He nodded, gasping a little for running.
Aileen looked at the man with a flat gaze.
Aileen's partner turned to Vir
“Then I first ya dok”
“Eh yes doc, later we discuss again about the previous”
The woman nodded then left, Aileen turned to look at Vir
“What's up? I don't have long.” sighed while folding both his hands on the chest.
Vir pulled the woman a little away to a pretty quiet place
“Eil, I know I'm wrong, this is not what you think” said vir wirih, as if trying to convince Aileen if this time was an exact misunderstanding like that time.
But Aileen, who was already disappointed, really did not understand the man before her, the man who had offered her certainty when he struggled himself, now re-inclined the wound when his heart began to hang on to hope.
“What? What do I think?” said Aileen loudly while staring intently
“You misunderstood eil, this..”.
“It's not like I thought because I'm really coming but she (Fia) needs you more right??” Aileen interrupted Vir's speech and continued her speech
”the situation is more important than dinner it” Aileen shook her head slowly. He gave no room for Vir to speak.
“Bulsshit.! I know the answer, I know Vir. Without even being explained I understand, I am aware of my position. I am indeed your wife who won in status but did not win your heart! Obviously I lost, I know it was” Irih Aileen with quivering lips.she really couldn't hold back her overflowing emotions just like that.
This was not him, Aileen who could always resist now could no longer do that
“you will never know what it feels like to be disappointed, maybe for you trivial things but for me no, a man who can not keep his promises is a man who can not be held to his nonsense. You know, I waited all night for you but you didn't come at all! Even if it can't, is it hard to tell me Vir?"
Vir really feels guilty. Just this time he was powerless to refute every speech that Aileen threw out.
“Eil, please. Let me explain everything. I don't want any misunderstanding between us”
“What? Try, I want to hear..”
Vir took a deep breath before speaking again
The Flashback
That afternoon, after going through several sessions at the meeting that must be attended by Vir as the leader has just finished, he said, He left a second session meeting that was back running which this time led directly by Dito.
When he was in the middle of the road, he received a call from Fia. The woman sounded grimacing in pain.
Vir who initially refused to continue to think about the situation of the woman, even though he already had no relationship but he still felt sorry let alone Fia just living alone in her apartment.
When he got there, Vir found that the woman was already lying on the floor with a pale and hot face that spread all over her body.
He took Fia to the hospital.
“How is it doc?” vir asked as a middle-aged man walked out of the IGD room
“There is nothing to worry about, people affected by chronic ulcers are like this. Because an irregular diet causes stomach acid to erode up. So that makes patients like this” clearly doctors.
“But this has nothing to do with cancer right doc?” Vir who is worried that cancer in Fia recur looks riled up
“Not at all, it's purely because of maag”
Vir breathed a sigh of explanation from the doctor, instead of excessive worry he only felt sorry if Fia again suffered from severe disease. He only empathized and did not want to live Fia suffered, considering that he was one of the people who also made her suffer..
“Then I say goodbye first” said the middle-aged man, judging from his name he was named Arta
Vir nodded in understanding.
After a few steps, Dr. Arta turned back
“ohiya, since the nurse on duty tonight is on leave can you accompany the patient?”
”Is there no other nurse doc?”
“For, tonight is not there. because all have got their respective guard shifts”
With a heavy heart Vir agreed to it.
“Good doc, I'll keep it here”
After the departure of Dr. Arta, Vir settles down in the front seat of Fia's room.
He breathed a heavy sigh, rubbing his face in a huff.
He grabbed his hanphonen and was about to call his wife but the power of the phone even runs out making him unable to contact Aileen.
“Arghhhh, why so here” Vir ruffled his hair.
I'm sorry for always disappointing you, but this is completely out of my control
Flashback Off
“...I hope you accept my reasons, we have absolutely nothing to do, we are just friends and I as a friend could not bear to let him sick” Vir grabbed Aileen's hand trying to convince
“You exist or nothing what cares about me?.” Aileen brushed Vir's hand
“One more time, Stop giving me hope! Like you want to but in fact you don't want to be with me! I also know it's heavy so don't force” he said then left from there.
Aileen's words were so heartbreaking that Vir was upset at the circumstances that made everything like this
“Arghhh..why is this so. bangs*t” Vir kicked the wall and shouted in annoyance, He destroyed all the objects that were beside him.
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Aileen drowned her head in both hands, occasionally banging him on the table. What a poor woman.
“Ago can I if I start wanting him just for me? am I wrong to feel jealous of the woman who once filled your heart.”.
“But I'm wrong to blame you completely. It concerns people's lives, and I as a medical expert should be able to understand.”.
Aileen continued to monologue on her while refuting her head with her hands resting on the table.
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“Still looking after me” said Fia to Vir who just entered the room
"Same” Vir looks uninspired, he continues to think about how to make his wife no longer angry with him.
He used to want to see Aileen crying but why now when he saw the woman's face was sad his heart was so sliced.
He condemned her stupidity but he also did not regret his actions for helping Fia, otherwise the woman would have died in his apartment.
“Vir, if you may know if you love your wife?” asked Fia hesitatingly
So busy thinking about Aileen, Virendra did not hear Fia talking to her..I
He was pensive, soluble in the problems that occurred.
“Vir.”
“No...” said spontaneously in surprise
“Eh sorry earlier you asked what?” ask Vir who is back in focus.
“Do you love your wife” asked Fia
Vir smiles at the question, seeing the face of fia who is mediocre in asking this makes him sure if the woman has really mengikhlaskan their relationship is over. This makes Vir happy.
“According to how?” Vir reveals his best smile, asking Fia to guess his heart.
Cih, what kind of gaze is it. I never even saw him show an expression like this when I was with me first. he was like an unstable abg who was kasmaran..
“A-I guess, yes, you love her?” fia said with an intercepted voice. His breath rose and fell as if holding a heart-wrenching semblance.
“Fi, why are you?” Seeing Fia asphyxiate makes Vir immediately squeeze the bell on the wall of the top of the bed, hoping the doctor will come soon.
Meanwhile, at the door of a woman was about to go inside, but whatever made her stop, she dropped the fruit basket she was carrying, then ran from there with a face of pain.
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