Look at Me, Open Your Heart
Part 62's
"We sit down first" Vir took Fia to sit on the couch.
Vir gripped both Fia's hands.he let out a rough sigh. It was so hard for him to say this, he was also so confused where to start.
But he also does not want to be selfish, Vir again took a deep breath..
"Fi," Vir looked down, his eyes glazed over.
Fia was astonished by the behavior of her lover, since when the man she loved turned into a man who melow like this.
"Hey, why? Tell me what's up?" Fia said while cupping Vir's face which began to be shrouded in a fog of sadness.
"You know I love you, I love you so much" Vir said with trembling lips.Her chest was seen rising and falling with her sobs. He doesn't want to look weak by crying.
Fia nodded, for some reason she felt that there was something shocking that she would hear
"But you also know that if my status is different, I'm already married to Fi"
Fia replied with a nod. Now his eyes also began to tear up.
Vir took a breath.
"Fi, I'm sorry! we can't stay together. I still love you but if you continue with me you'll only hurt Fi. So before the wound goes deeper I want to take you off, I don't want to hurt you too deeply. you may forget me and seek your own happiness. Let's end it all now, I want to return your heart well and let's try to open a new page" lirih Vir still stared fixedly at Fia's face.
Jedar..
Like being struck by lightning, Fia's heart shattered into pieces.
Now that the clear hair from the woman's face had decomposed profusely, Fia shook her head in between her sobs that began to fill the room
"But why vir, why do you want to end our relationship? we're this old, we've had so many obstacles together, you can't do this! Hicks.." Fia's tears poured out, He tried to adjust his breath to keep speaking clearly
”And about the wedding, while you don't love her I'm fine Vir. It doesn't matter to me, I know you love me too. I'll wait until you part as long as it's not like this" said Fia sobbing, He removed Vir's grip from his hand and occasionally beat the chest of Vir's field which was just silent resigned.
"You said you loved me but why do you want to end it all, you said you want to fight once again with me"
Vir guessed Fia's body was shaking violently because of her crying.
"It's hard for me too Fi, but we can't keep going like this, a married man like me doesn't deserve to be in a relationship with another woman" It's hard for Vir to say this, '' he said, but he also did not want to make Fia more hurt because of her marriage.
He used to say he wanted to keep Fia but everything changed after last night, he couldn't have left his wife after what they had been through together. For Vir to heavily release Fia but he will only be a depraved loser if he is still in this relationship let alone intend to leave his wife who he has taken his crown.
He knew when he started his relationship with Aileen was indeed without love but after what happened he would try to learn to love his wife
Fia wept and rebelled in the arms of Vir "you heart, hikkss. You can hurt me!!"
They were just as silent, Fia sobbed . He looked closely at Vir's face which had just looked down.
"You said you didn't love him but why would you want to keep him you don't love, what makes you like this, hikks.you have the heart!"
"You said you wanted to divorce her, but look at me you want to leave!! why Vir, answer me!" Urged on Fia, he wanted to know what the reason was
Vir was silent and refused to answer
"Vir answered, don't just shut up"
"I can't divorce her Fi, my parents won't let that happen"
Fia flashed a cynical smile in between her cries "You said you were going to fight the whole world that was going to separate us but look what you did, you even gave up before fighting anything"
Fia fell silent again, trying to stabilize her breathing
"Have you slept with him, so you want to take responsibility and want to end it all with me" Fia said so heartily, making Vir turn to look at him in silence.
Fia manages to find the answer to her question, from Vir's guilty gaze.
The woman shook her head again, She knew what her lover had done to his wife.
"Huaaa Vir, hikkss you have the heart.You said you didn't love her but you slept with her instead! Goddamn it" Fia grabs a couch cushion then hits it on Vir's body.
"You always refuse to sleep with me, but instead you sleep with a woman you don't love! Bullshit, hypocrite!" Fia completely spilled out her frustration by hitting Vir with all her might.
Vir rubbed a drop of clear grain that escaped from his eyes.
"Hit me Fi, hit me if it makes you satisfied. If you need to hate me so we can forget everything! I'm not a good guy, I'm a jerk! Therefore I want to restore your heart that you once gave to me, I return it well. Remove me from our memory sheet and make a new sheet, you deserve to be happy even without me" Vir tried to hold Fia's hand that had been struggling and beat her with a pillow.
"It's not as easy as turning your palms. Relationships that have been knitted for 5 years are not easily forgotten! Even so I will try to hate you as much as I can! you've ruined me by sleeping with him it means you betrayed me. Maybe I can accept your marriage because you say you don't love her but I really can't accept you betraying me by sleeping with her, it hurts Vir so much" Fia said sobbing, his appearance was already disheveled with a reddened face.
"Sorry, I'm sorry! I was wrong" Lirih vir with still lowered his head.
If anyone saw the incident, they would probably see Vir who looked so weak and fragile. Makes him invisible as usual who always shows his side.
"Go, get out of here! I don't want to see you! I don't need your forgiveness" Fia said, standing up as she pointed to the door
"Who..!" lyric Vir
"I said get out of here! Go" Fia snapped while pushing Vir's body, making the man stagger to the side.
"Sorry, I have absolutely no intention of hurting you"
"Bullshit up! I said go, hikks" Fia's voice echoed back
Vir went outside leaving Fia who was still sobbing bitterly .
All the visitors and staff there stared in wonder at Vir who was out in disheveled clothes and hair. All suspect something has happened in there, it's just that their guess is very missed far from the actual event.
Vir drove his car from there. There is a sense of relief that he feels though honestly from the bottom of the heart he feels very sad, but this is what should be, he should not be selfish and the actions he did was right.
Although for him it is not easy to take off his love that has accompanied him for five years.
Vir heads to a bar just to calm himself down.
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"Tonight can't be sister, Nita has a night duty" Aileen told Risa
The three medical teams were walking in the hospital corridor, two of them doctors and the other a nurse.
They went hand in hand, the three men were planning to Dinner with their respective partners, of course, who made this proposal was the doctor Risa the dentist.
"Why you should invite each other, you both know I'm a true jomblowers" Nita throttled her lips with the idea of a complete doctor Risa who always harmed+ cornered herself who was a single fisabilillah.
Because tonight he got a guard shift so Diner's plan will be pushed back until the appointed time.
"My business is good also Nit, so you can take the initiative to find a partner with more vigor" said Dr. Risa while raising her hands encouragingly
While Aileen, she was only a true mediator between the two partners.
"Stay, all this time I've been lacking what effort try? Even I always go on dates through the application line but still, maybe it is not the time.hmmmnt " complained Nita, he does often follow dating in various dating apps like the current trend, but of all he met there is none that makes him interested.
"Yes it's your own fault that is too picky" said Risa
"Yes, it must be, looking for a partner is like choosing the right scincare for our skin, of course we will not choose the origin, indeed you want your face to be irritated because of skincare abal-abal. Well so also with couples, the time yes looking for the best to accompany a lifetime while there will later make suffering and break up in the middle of the road" said Nita at length.
"Well that fits, my Nit spirit to me" said Aileen grinning which made Nita who had been happy because she got a defense instead back to her lips because the end of Aileen's sentence encouraged herself
"Aigo, whose child this is why the more day your language is more poetic Nit" Risa shook her head to look at Nita's behavior with the parable he made.
The three of them then chuckled together.
"Where come in, don't wander! take care of your patients properly" said Risa while waiting for Aileen to take her car because Aileen will take her home.
"Who asked to take you outside? you guys right" exclaimed Nita who was just out to take the two doctors to the front page.
"I'm Nit first, good night!" Aileen waved her hand from inside the car
"Good fatigue" said Risa while chuckling
"Don't be clear!" nita shouted at the two colleagues who had entered the car
