Look at Me, Open Your Heart
The Part 146
“If you can, I want to meet directly with sister Fia and brother Niko at once!” Virendra said to the prison guard after some time ago doing some procedures before being allowed to do besuk on the inmates in the field.
Starting from reporting, submission of identity cards, removing all luggage and even conducting searches to several other procedures.
“Can meet one first, sir. After that, I can find another one!” Said the officer in front of them
Aileen who saw Virendra show a disappointed face immediately rubbed Virendra's back to calm him down.
“But Sir, I beg you! I really want to talk directly to those two people.”
Instead of answering Virendra's remarks, the father immediately hinted at two prisoners to immediately take them to the besuk room.
“Mari sir, come with us!"
“We just follow the procedure!” Aileen again tries to calm down before she finally starts pushing Vir's wheelchair after the two officers just now.
After passing through several corridors long enough to several rooms, they finally arrived at a room large enough to be guarded by a male warden, then in the middle of the room there is a long table and several chairs.
“Please sit Sir, Mom!” Said one of the men who was driving them. After that, the two men stepped away.
“You sit on a chair ...”
“Here alone, Eil!” Not yet Aileen had time to finish her words, Virendra had already cut it first.
The clinking sound of the clock in the big room became natural music that accompanied the silence in the room. Aileen and Virendra were both still silent while waiting for one of the two people they would meet.
Anxiety haunts Aileen's heart as the sound of footsteps starts to sound and gets closer. He was really afraid that Virendra could not hold his emotions, he was afraid that something unwanted could happen, considering the condition of the husband has not fully recovered.
“Vir!” lirih Aileen while trying to reach Vir's hand which was in chains right on the table.
Vir turned his head without saying a word, a warm smile accompanied by a fingers that moved rubbed Aileen's cheeks as if hinting that he did not have to worry about anything.
“Must be able to withstand emotions yes!" Said Aileen again with teary eyes.
Vir had not yet answered his words, both of them were made to look back when the voice of a guard appeared behind the door.
“Please sit in front of the cleaner!” One of them began to lead a man in plain clothes, wearing a collared shirt with knee-length cloth pants, his hair looked a bit shabby. While the other is a female prisoner wearing a black oversize shirt and long training pants. Both faces looked unkempt.
It was unexpected that the officers allowed them to meet directly with the two people that Virendra really wanted to meet. One of them is Fia.
“Please, you have 30 minutes from now!" Said the officer while glancing at the watch in his hand then passed out and sat down with the officer who was in front of the room.
In contrast to Vir who kept throwing sharp glances at Niko and Fia who continued to look down, since the arrival of the two people Aileen was completely reluctant to look at the cause of her life was filled with injuries some time ago. The contents of Aileen's head suddenly filled with gunshots and screams where she cried Vir when hit by gunshot wounds due to two heartless creatures in front of them. It feels so painful.
Virendra looks so tough facing the two people, the look in his eyes really looks like a lion ready to pounce in silence. However, when the look in his eyes turned to look at the look on his wife's face, his gaze immediately softened. His fingers moved to grab Aileen's hand, linking her so tightly over her thigh.
“Even at a time like this you have no intention of apologizing for what you have done to me?” Vir started to open the chat.
Instead of looking up, Fia and Niko just lowered their heads. As if on his neck there is a necklace made of stone, so to show the face they can not afford.
Virendra showed a grin at the end of her lips, it felt so tight. But he also has to control himself. What could he do in such a situation?
“Are you satisfied to have made me disabled like this?”
“Did you guys fast almost make my son and wife live without a husband and father figure?”
“Are you satisfied that you took my father's life because of that?” Vir asked once more with a pushy look.
As for Aileen, she was seen repeatedly holding back the saliva of hearing the question that Vir was asking. It felt so stifling, but he felt it was inappropriate to drop a tear in front of the two bastards. All Aileen could do was strengthen each other with fingers still firmly attached under the table.
Vir sighed harshly, he still could not stop thinking about seeing the two people not budging at all. Even the hearts of the two were completely unkapped after hearing the expression of the pain that Virendra was experiencing and feeling.
“Vir!!"
Right after Vir said that sentence, a lump of body with lightning motion suddenly already rested at his feet. That certainly made him and Aileen immediately turned to what Niko had just done.
“I'm sorry!! I was wrong and too bad for you! I'm really sorry, Vir!" Yes, it turns out that Niko did this unexpected thing. Reckoning and shedding tears, the man confessed his mistake while apologizing to Virendra.
“I have absolutely no right to refute everything you say, Vir! I was that bad to you and your family. I know my apologies and regrets right now might not change anything, but I just really want to beg for forgiveness and expect forgiveness from you!" Said Niko who was still trying to hug Vir's leg.
Vir is seen several times trying to get Niko off her legs. It seems that the person who had been his best friend really regretted his actions, clearly visible from the look in Niko's eyes every time he looked up to apologize to Virendra. However, it is very different from the figure of a woman who does not show good behavior at all as Niko did. Fia who was just looking down now actually threw a humble gaze at what Niko was doing. It seems that the woman really lost empathy, she did not even apologize or say anything to the person she had hurt.
“Niko!" Sentak Fia who even started to make a sound.
Fia's voice made Niko gradually lift her body, while wiping away the tears, Niko slowly turned to look at Fia. So did Aileen and Virendra.
“We are wrong! But you don't have to humble yourself like that!" He said in a voice almost whispered but could still be heard.
“Fi!" Sentak Niko doesn't like it. He could not understand why the dark life in prison did not make the woman change or even regret her actions. It is not impossible if Fia ever received unpleasant treatment from Officers or even other inmates, he said, just like he experienced and even that is what makes Niko realize all the bad treatment of others. But why is he different? Niko thought as she shook her head to look at Fia's behavior.
“Low as what does it mean?" Vir who was interested in hearing Fia's words immediately took off his grip from Aileen's hand and folded both hands on the table.
“By!” Lirih Aileen so gently hugged her husband's arm accompanied by a small swab.
Virendra turned his head while nodding, he signaled to Aileen that he would not be emotionally stirred. Vir then continued his words.
“Is apologizing to the person you have hurt an insult?” Sarkasnya with a bit of head inclination.
“Vir!" Unlike Fia, Niko was even more embarrassed to hear Virendra's words.he returned to shed tears while looking down.
“I was wrong, Vir!”
The atmosphere was silent for a moment to hear the words of Fia ya g look so serious, even the woman who had been reluctant to throw a gaze at Aileen was now starting to dare to look at her.
“I was wrong for everything that befell you ... ” He paused his words, “But it is not entirely my fault, but it is also your fault!”
“Fia, don't you go crazy!" Niko Sentak.
While Vir, he actually kept his promise to try to stay calm. Unlike the old Virendra, where he was so quickly ignited emotions. It seemed like trouble really taught her a lot and brought about a great change to her.
“If Virendra had never married this woman, if only she had not left me and that night you would have come back to me, it would not have been so Vir!" Said Fia who began to shed tears, “Even I will never be in this terrible place!"
“Fia!" Aileen who had been silent earlier really felt ignited to hear the woman's words.
“Fi! Please, please understand the situation and be aware of our mistake!" Niko tried to remind me.
Unlike Reakai Aileen and Niko, Vir just shook his head in response to Fia's remarks. “I, come here not to hear this speech, Fiani Litisya!" Say Vir full of emphasis with forefinger pointing table surface.
“My intention is good, just want to hear your sincere plea for what you have done! But you ... I don't even see the look of regret on your face!"
“It's not like that!” Fia Pungkas
“You only affirm as if you were the one who was hurt the most without thinking about how much you hurt someone else, how much someone else suffered because of you!" Vir said with emphasis.
“I'm actually sorry, I'm sorry I made you like this!" Sergey Fia again.
“Don't feel too hurt yourself the most, because you're even a dagger to others!”
“Vir!!" Lirih Fia's.
“Time out!!!” The appearance of the warden became the end of the conversation between them. Even there is still much that Virendra wants to tell the creature does not know the self that is in front of him, especially Fia. But time constraints should be a cover.
