Look at Me, Open Your Heart
The Part 22
He's back, he's here, he's even met me. I really don't know if he's the lover of that man who's my husband. What am I supposed to do? should I hold on or give up before I fight??
Doesn't this look like a competition? Ah no, this is not a competition, what am I thinking? this is not a pair selection event, even yes, of course I will go outside as a loser because I have to compete with the woman my husband loves.
After the chat with Vir, Aileen returned to the room. He grabbed his diary and spilled all his grievances there.
He was made dizzy by a fact that had just been revealed. Is she crying? of course not, he's not that weak, anyway what to grieve anyway he himself does not know how he feels about Vir, Vir, he was just his own distraught over how to navigate the household over the relationship that was established before their marriage took place.
The ballpoint pen continued to dance beautifully between Aileen's flickers, racing to spill ink over the immaculate white sheets carving out every phrase that was set out from the recesses of the heart..
If asked if I consider him a husband? the answer is yes, even if we are betrothed but this marriage is sacred, I must still appreciate it, and if asked to choose to stay or separate I am really in a dilemma.
Divorce is not the best way! Because I'm one of those people who hate what's called separation and I'm a woman who upholds commitment in a relationship, I just want one for good. But can it be?
Don't I selfishly want my husband to be just one for good, even though I know it's not easy, there's not even love between us. it sounds so silly to expect this relationship to last forever while there is no love in it. Like a ship that sails without a captain in the middle of the vast ocean, not necessarily where to go.
It's all too complicated for us. When I don't know who will be the actor in this relationship and who should be blamed..
Please help me, give me the strength to go through all this.
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"Eil, Aileen!! where're you?" Vir yells around looking for Aileen, he goes through all the rooms downstairs.
No one knows since when he returned home, whether to go home late at night or even stay at another place.
Vir returns to search for Aileen's whereabouts, not knowing what made him look for the woman this early. But more strangely, usually Aileen was the first to wake up, even usually this early she was already in the kitchen wrestling beautifully there.
Already down every room, even already looking up to the front yard but the woman he did not meet.
There's one room he hasn't checked in yet, room! vir runs up the stairs, looking for Aileen in his room.
Vir opens the door, revealing Aileen who is still wrapped behind a thick, fluffy cloth. Some are awkward, not usually Aileen is still asleep like this, but there is something more important than that, making Vir dismiss all the questions and immediately move to the side of the bed.
"Eil, get up, let's get up!" He woke Aileen up but in a more gentle way.
Either he was possessed by a demon or maybe an angel so warm this early. Rarely does a Virendra behave sweetly towards people he says he doesn't like.
Eil blinked his eyes, he changed his position to sit and leaned on the head of the bed. This time he looked a little calm, He just kept silent while looking at Vir with a flat expression as if saying what is happening but only showing with a voiceless expression.
The arrogant chatty man was either conscious or not, he was sitting at the side of the bed and so close to Aileen who was sitting straight away.
"We have to make a show again." he said which made Aileen who was still quietly frowning confused
"So mom called saying she wanted to see her daughter-in-law" said with a shitty face as she grabbed her phone and pressed something there "So I said you were still sleeping, so he'll call again when you wake up"
Aileen exhaled her breath that felt hot. It turns out that this is the motive behind Vir's search, he just wants to get Aileen to play in the morning blind just because of her mother.
"Be prepared.." Vir pointed his phone in front of their faces, Now he has come to sit leaning exactly the same as Aileen
The phone rang, signaling the video call he was on, just waiting for an answer from back there.
"Hey Dear's.. Good morning" greet the middle-aged woman from behind the scenes.
Aileen smiled clumsily. While Vir, the man runs his own charade so well without realizing his co-star is not doing well.
"Mother stop being such an Englishman" Vir rolled his lazy eye "Not even a month in the land of people but mother has forgotten her own language" he protested.
Not a Virendra by name if you can't criticize a small thing.
"Haissh you, your critic's soul is never lost! step aside, I want to talk to your daughter-in-law.."
Vir grunts resentfully because his mother misses his son-in-law more, even though he remains happy, because since marrying Aileen the relationship with his family that had been like the north pole again melted.
"Mother how are you? Where's dad? aheemmnt" Aileen asked in a raucous voice
Vir stared intensely at Aileen's face that was so close to him, yet no one knew what the gaze of a Virendra meant.
Melinda smiled, she was happy to see the relationship of her son and daughter-in-law getting closer. But he did not know it was just a mask that covered so much falsehood
"We're all good, Dad's playing golf with his partner"
"Where is Vino? how's things going?"
"Vino well, your brother's in town A"
Vir again threw a difficult gaze, whether he was angry because he was ignored or even he was angry because Aileen asked about Jevino. No one can guess his expression, unless you are an expression expert.
After a long chat, the call was interrupted. Vir breathed a sigh of relief, finally able to finish the charade that lasted long enough to drain the energy and emotion
Vir who was already standing turned to look at Aileen who was back to lay down herself and curled up under the blanket.
"Why go back to sleep? aren't you going to the hospital?" he asked, "Are you not the one who always gets up early, but why is this? Ah I know you must be tired of doing homework huh? so you want to laze like this" she said with a variety of words that make no sense.
Aileen does not respond to every word Vir makes. It makes Vir furious, because the woman who has always answered and denied his words did not budge at all when diomeli, making Vir feel surprised
"Let's get up, you'll have to do all the homework after that and go to the hospital" Vir pulled Aileen's hand. However, he gasped when he accidentally touched the part of Aileen's hand that was so warm.
"Are you sick?"
Aileen did not budge at all to frustrate Vir, she sighed deeply. He pointed his hand at Aileen's forehead
Vir grabs his phone and types something in there and refocuses on Aileen.
"Alright, since you've performed for me, for today I'll take care of you"
"It turns out doctors can also get sick!!" gerutu Vir as he breezed out of the room
While Aileen who heard Vir's words just now, immediately turned around and snatched away the annoyance
"Doctors are Vir humans too, you think doctors are angels who can't get sick??" he shouted with a loud voice.
Whether the strange creature heard it or not, the important thing was that he had already let out his heart.
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"Today I didn't enter, I will accompany this sick woman at home!!"
Dito, who had just received a message from Virendra, smiled after a few minutes of brainwashing, trying to understand the meaning of the word 'this sick woman at home' in her best friend's message
"Look, you've even started caring about your wife!!" the message reply for Vir
Ting..
"Don't care, I'm just replying to her for playing for me in front of mom.."
Dito smiled again when his best friend was so quick to reply to a message from him.
"That's the same, starting from caring to ending up falling in love with each other.." Dito sent back a message
"Sih you suck!! you've always been a poetic ass.. Talking to you will never happen!! never mind, I just want to order you to take good care of my hotel!"
"We're not talking Mr Virendra, we're just chatting through messages!! L.O.L..!!"
Dito can imagine how the look of his best friend's upset face was due to a reply to a message from him.
He chuckled and started a morning briefing at the Angkasa Grand Land Hotel
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"Eat, I've been bothered to make this for you" Vir gave Aileen a bowl of porridge sitting on the bed.
Aileen stared in wonder at the bowl of porridge that Vir made
"Can I trust you?" ask Aileen which makes Vir look upset
"It's not poison, is it? What's the guarantee if you don't mean to me" Aileen squinted her eyes at Vir
"Haissh basic sucks, you're accusing me!! even I have kindly tried to cook so that you can have breakfast and recover, This is my first meal!!!! but look at you accusing me of being a no-no" Vir protested
"Yes I'm just being careful. Moreover, you will hate me, you may intend to kill me" Aileen said softly to the last words she said
Vir glares in disbelief.
"You think I'm such a big-time criminal that I could commit such a heinous act?? After all, I just hate it doesn't mean I want to kill! Ah, eat fast..!" his orders then sat on the sofa
Aileen is forced to start bribing the porridge that Vir made for her.
His eyes turned left and right as his tongue began to taste Virendra's porridge, which he said was his first meal.
Hmmmnt is good enough to block the stomach..
"Eat a lot!! it must be good because I made him follow the instructions from YouTube" Vir kept raving while playing mobile
"You're not going to the office?"
"No." said without looking at it
"Why?"
Silence, no answer
"Vir..."
"Aiii shut up Aileen, you're so noisy!!" ketusnya without looking and still focus on the phone
