Look at Me, Open Your Heart
The Part 144
Aileen's moving fingers rubbing lipstick against her lips slowly slowed down as her gaze fell on the figure from the mirror reflection that showed Virendra pensively in her wheelchair. The man's face seemed to be filled with sadness and a deep burden.
Aileen knew, she must be feeling very helpless. Virendra misses Aileen so much, but circumstances leave her unable to do anything to touch her and let go of her longing. Actually it could be if all is dominated by Aileen, it's just that the pregnant woman was completely unable to do anything, given her condition which is pregnant.
“Your condition does not allow Vir, if too much movement later can affect the muscles and nerves of the back that are still in recovery, it can inhibit the healing process. We wait until it fully recovers, yes!” So said Aileen earlier when trying to give understanding. Indeed, he also misses him equally, only the conditions and circumstances are very unsupportive.
Even when saying that, Aileen had a chance to shed tears when Virendra looked sad. It was very clear on the man's face if he felt very useless. Aileen realizes she shouldn't have said something that could offend Vir. Although Vir had been silent since then, but that was what made Aileen's heart sliced.
While removing the clear circle that had melted back, Aileen moved out from the front of the dressing table, then stepped closer to Vir.
She crouched down in front of her husband who was still looking down with a sad face, I don't know what she was thinking. However, this really makes the guilt in yourself more bloated.
“Hey..!" Lirih Aileen, her fingers trying to hold Vir's hand. But when he tried to kiss the broad hand, the owner of the hand actually pulled away to make him not have time to kiss.
“Sorry!" Aileen really felt sad, “I didn't mean it at all, Vir”
“I just want us to be careful that you recover and we can be like before." His hand was still trying to grasp the hand of Vir who kept dodging so as not to come into contact with Aileen.
Even he felt increasingly tight when the words that came out of Vir's mouth like a slam in his chest.
“I know I'm not as perfect as I used to be, Eil.” The sad-faced man continued to throw away gazes whenever Aileen with her puffy eyes made eye contact.
“I am aware of my helplessness, I realize I am very useless. It's even possible to take care of you I can't, then how can you possibly make you happy with my situation like this!"
What Aileen did not expect, her words some time ago scratched a wound in the heart of her husband who had not completely recovered. It seemed that the man was so sensitive, evidently with him who had instead responded to Aileen's remark in this manner.
“Vir, I didn't mean it that way!" Sela Aileen is trying to straighten out the intent.
“I resigned, Eil.." Vir continues who does not heed Aileen's words.
“Vir, enough!" between the pregnant woman, with tears that began to run down the river.
“I resigned if you want to find someone who is perfect, who might be able to take good care of you. Not like a disabled man like me!" Even the Vir sniffles at what comes out of his mouth.
Aileen who was no longer able to hear Vir's words, could only shake her head while crying without a sound. It felt so claustrophobic to hear such speech coming out of the mouth of the one he loved. In his heart he regretted while continuing to grieve for his words that turned out to offend Virendra.
“Why didn't I just die back then, why did I have to realize I had to go through something like this? Why?" Shouted Vir while banging his thighs.
“Vir!!" With the tightness coming out, Aileen tried to hold Vir's hand so as not to hurt her body like that.
“What's the point of living if you can't do anything and just to trouble others!" Like a person who can not control himself, like a frustrated person, Vir continues to scream on the sidelines sobs.
“Don't say such a thing, Vir!" Aileen tried to hug Vir to calm him down. With limited movement, he was only able to hug Vir's body with a semicircle. Aileen clearly knew and understood what Vir was feeling right now.
“Trust me, behind all this there must be wisdom that we can take. God will not give a test to those who cannot afford.”
“I can't afford either, Eil!" Vir's touch, he unconsciously pushed Aileen's body to the floor slightly. The pregnant woman can only grimace while holding her hips and trying to move.
Vir, who was completely unaware of what he was doing, kept screaming out his heart. “Do God think I can get through all this? My father died and my condition was like this when you and our son needed me. I should what? I just feel like I'm no more like a burden in all of you're lives!" Vir's long speech had to stop when he realized Aileen was hissing, holding pain in the buttocks due to being hit on the floor earlier.
With all his strength Vir tried to rest on the handle of the wheelchair, with a little strength, he managed to get down from the wheelchair. Using his hands, he crawled like a baby to the side of Aileen not far from where he was.
“What's sick?" With a shriveled face full of worry, he cupped Aileen's face, all inches of her body he examined.
Instead of answering, Aileen cried. Faced with this situation makes Vir cry too. His hand reached for Aileen's head, then he landed a kiss on the face of the woman he loved. Vir is really sorry for the ridiculous behavior he just did.
“Did I hurt you?" Vir again cupped the face of Aileen who was still crying softly, he stared fixedly at the face that was getting more and more filled.
“Daddy hurt you too, son?" Vir's hand rubbed Aileen's stomach, followed by a kiss afterwards.
“I'm sorry, Eil.. Forgive my attitude just now!!" Ogre Vir, he immediately brought Aileen into his arms, hugging her tightly as a form of deep guilt and regret.
“Stupid basis! It's useless! Why did you hurt your wife, huh???" Vir keeps on cussing himself. “I'm sorry, Eil, sorry!" His fingers continued to be moved rubbing Aileen's long hair affectionately.
“Vir!" Lirih Aileen, her face was deeply on the shoulder of her husband.
Vir, who hears Eil's voice, stretches out his arms. Holding Aileen's shoulder, Vir stared at the shahdu's face, waiting for what Aileen wanted to say.
“Sorry!" One word that came out of Aileen's mouth immediately made Vir clutch her tightly again.
“I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend you at all, Vir! I just don't want anything to happen in this time of your healing." Aileen's speech stammered with a stuck stuffing.
“I beg you not to say anything like that again!" Aileen was completely unable to hear Vir's words just now. “How can I live a better life if I'm not with you!"
“Once again I apologize if my words offended you!" Aileen repeated the same apology.
“No dear, no. You're innocent, I'm overdoing it!" Said Vir who realized his mistake. “Shouldn't I behave like this.” He shrieked again, as he continued to kiss Aileen's head.
The two hugged each other on the floor carpet, right next to the king-size bed. The room and the string of rounds that exist are witnesses to the blue incident between the two
“You don't know how broken I was when you saw you lying unconscious that day, Vir." A feeling of tightness lingered in the recesses of Aileen's heart every time she remembered the heaviest moment of her life.
“Please don't say such things again!"
“Everyone has his own test, and maybe this is a test for us, Vir!"
Virendra, could only fall silent while listening to what Aileen said without stretching her embrace in the least.
“Trust me, God must be preparing something beautiful for us. If we are patient and willing to face all together until the end!" Aileen took a deep breath of drifting to inhale the favorite scent of the man she loved.
“Stay strong Vir, you're not alone. Me, our son and the rest of the family will always be with you!"
There was not a word Vir could say, he was completely moved by Aileen's words.
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