Little Monster

Love is You! (TAMAT)

One by one the plans have been resolved starting from the building, catering, invitations, and also sovenir. There was a bit of drama with the sovenir sellers where they didn't tell us until the day we agreed. I was angry because I was not contacted. It's my fault that I didn't contact the covenir first.

I was very excited to wait for that day.

Three days before the moment I waited, Mas Indra and I went to my father's grave. I was crying there. This was the second time I visited and cried incessantly. Earlier during our religious wedding both and now.

IT'S SO HURT! Really.

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The day before the meeting and reception, Mas Indra's parents, aka my in-laws, came to this city along with several family members.

It was time when Mas Indra made a holy promise loud and clear. I couldn't help but cry over my first love. Dad, your super-spoiled daughter is now legally and officially a wife.

Seeing me cry, my mother-in-law was confused and anxious, she thought I was crying because I was forced to marry Mas Indra. Just-there's. Our reception went well with family and close friends in attendance. Luckily Lea didn't act out at our reception. I was worried that the little monster would ruin my big day. The boy looked happy to see me with his Papa which means I have officially become his stepmother.

Mother Goddess did not come because she was not invited. Mas Indra himself Yan forbade me and did not agree if Madam Dewi attended our reception. I can only obey.

Even though tonight wasn't really the first night for the two of us, it was certainly a historic night and what happened in the room, only the two of us and God knew.

Mama, Papa and some brothers should go home soon. I still want to be with them for a while longer. However, Papa was indeed unable to leave his office for a long time. The solution, one of our honeymoon destinations is to visit the home of in-laws.

I feel happy and more flowery at this time, finally we have officially become a husband and wife who is not only religiously legitimate, but has also been recorded by the state. Until the moment where Mother Goddess told me that she would leave Lea for some time to us, because her mother, or Grandma Lea was returning to her hometown.

In addition to hating the little monster, I also actually do not want if the honeymoon schedule we both ended up having to be postponed just because of the presence of Lea.

So annoying.

"Okay."

That's the word I said when Mas Indra said there was no other option and our honeymoon had to be postponed.

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Tonight the three of us enjoyed instant gravy noodles because I did not cook as usual.

Everything is back to normal.

The activities of the people had gradually risen, although slowly, all of them remained eager to fight from the beginning.

Because there was no news from Lea Hospital or her parents, Mas Indra and I agreed to send Lea to the same school as Maya. The little monster was now a first-grade Elementary School.

Sometimes Lea stays at Kak Vera's house on weekends. That's when Mas Indra and I can be free together without interference.

One day while I was at home by myself because Mas Indra went to the office and Lea was in the middle of school, there were some phone calls that I could not pick up because I was cooking. Foreign numbers, maybe a wrong connection or 'spam' call that often happens not only once.

I was quite curious, after checking the call code, it turned out to be from Australia. I didn't mind it because I thought it was just a misalignment.

Lea went straight home to Maya because she was going to do her schoolwork. Mas Indra also did not come home for lunch because there was a meeting with one of his co-workers. I feel so lonely. Luckily, I have a lot of fun with my personal business. Mas Indra did not give me permission to work, but that does not mean he also forbid me to work from home. Mas Indra meant that if I worked outside the house and did not have much time for him, then he would not allow it.

While I was relaxing while enjoying a bowl of avocado mixed with sweetened condensed milk and ice cubes, I heard the sound of an incoming message. My husband sent me a chat.

[Hun, what's cooking tonight, honey?]

[What do you want to eat, Mom?]

[What I like]

[Haisshh, you are confusing me. Want a pedes-pedes or seger?]

[Surprise me!]

[Jiaahh .. I cooked spicy balado chicken aja yes?]

[Yes, honey, anything. Mwahh! I love you!]

[I love you!]

I got a new recipe from YouTube, balado kampuang chicken or kampung chicken. Coincidentally yesterday Mother just gave me one chicken, so I can use it to cook tonight.

After enjoying dinner and getting things done, although it was not yet nine, we were both in the room. I already understand the movements of Mas Indra if it is in this situation. Yes, Lea was staying at Sister Vera's house, just the two of us here.

"No more excuse, Lea's not home, all the doors I've locked, my windows shut tight, mosquito nets too. Ohya, this is AC I've set to your favorite number, Hun," said Mas Indra after putting the AC remote on a table near the TV.

"Mr ..."

"What else, my dear?"

"You think it's just you, Mom, who wants to?" I said spoiled.

"So?"

Without saying another word, Mas Indra and I took advantage of this precious time just for the two of us, reaching the heaven of the world.

As always, our 'Pillow talk' keeps discussing many of the things we experience throughout the day. Mas Indra joked that Lea should often stay at Kak Vera's house so that there is no interference when we do anything. He also said we must be diligent in doing this activity so that I quickly fill. Xixisxi.

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Mas Indra got a phone call from the Hospital informing him that Lea's biological parents had contacted the Hospital and wanted to meet with both of us and Lea. That afternoon Mas Indra and I rushed to the Hospital but without Lea because my little monster was in school.

The hospital, Lea's parents and we all agreed to a DNA test. I picked Lea up from School and headed straight for the Hospital. After performing the test, it was accurately proven that Lea was the biological child of Kak Sovie and Kak John. We all cried happily after a long time finally the missing child was reunited with his biological parents.

My Lea parents are staying at our house. They will soon take their son back to Australia. I felt like I wasn't ready to see the boy we thought was going to leave this house.

"Momi, can I bring this toy?" lea asked while showing me the toy I had bought. I just nodded while crying. Mas Indra calmed and comforted me not to cry anymore.

Me, Mas Indra, Kak Sovie and Kak John chatted in the living room while Lea accompanied Maya was busy sorting out the toys she would bring. At first Lea did not want to go with her parents, but after we persuaded and gave her understanding, the boy finally understood as well.

We all drove the three of them to the airport. I really couldn't help but cry.

"Momi, don't cry, I love you, Momi," Lea said as she hugged me tightly.

"I love you too, Lea .. huhuhu ...."

Sis Sovie assured me that she would not limit my relationship with Lea and would always allow it whenever the little monster would call me by phone or video call.

We also actually want to visit Mbak Dewi, but since in detention, Mbak Dewi never want to meet with us.

Mas Indra and I hugged Lea tightly before she had to get into the waiting room and the plane left.

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Although Lea has been in Australia for a few days, I sometimes feel that the little monster still lives in this house. I often called her name to eat together or run to her room in the morning, worried she would be late for school. What I found was that the room was empty. Several times I cried, but Mas Indra always comforted me and assured me that all this was also best for Lea and all of us.

Because Lea, my little monster, lives with her biological parents in Australia, Mas Indra and I can freely do sex sessions in all parts of the house. We tried on the couch, on the table, in the kitchen and also on the stairs!

Visa applications for both of us have been accepted and will be out soon. One morning, my mother-in-law contacted Mas Indra and asked her son to go home to see his father as soon as possible. Mama says Papa is very sick and wants to meet Mas Indra. At our wedding reception a few months ago, Papa was sick and could not travel far let alone take a flight of nearly 22 hours on a plane, but Papa insisted on coming because he wanted to see his son's marriage and also because Papa had never met me.

Since my visa has not been issued yet, I cannot go with Mas Indra to visit Papa.

Mas Indra finally went alone because of Papa's worsening condition.

Two days after Mas Indra arrived in his hometown, he told me that Papa was dead, when the night before I had just made a video call with Papa. I remember him thanking me for loving Mas Indra. My father-in-law was gone before I could visit him.

Two days later Mas Indra returned to Indonesia with Mama who now also moved in this city. I asked Mama to stay with us, but she insisted on living alone. Mama is indeed a native here, she lived with Papa abroad after they got married.

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This morning somehow I and Mas Indra really spent an amazing time lovingly together. I told my husband many times that I loved him very much and did not want to lose him. Mas Indra was like that, he said that I am everything to him and will continue to love me forever. Mas Indra even joked that if he left and did not return, I should not fall in love or love another man anymore because he must be my last love.

I just laughed and kissed and hugged her tight.

"Everything is gonna be fine, Hun."

Mas Indra said goodbye because he would meet a new client. He said this new client insisted on meeting Mas Indra even though Mas Indra should not usually meet clients because Jack or Ferry took care of all this. But out of respect for that special request, finally Mas Indra was willing to come to meet him. Before that, my husband asked me to cook his favorite meal for dinner.

I just realized that this month has not been a guest at all. It should have been from a week ago I had my period because I always record the date of my period regularly. I finally decided to do the 'urine' test even though I had my doubts.

After a long wait, I saw the result was line two!

Oh my God, am I pregnant?! I'm not playing while being thankful. I won't tell Mas Indra now. Later when he comes home.

I missed 4 phone calls from Mas Indra because I was cooking in the kitchen for our dinner later. Four hours went by, Mas Indra's phone I couldn't call, not usually my husband did. I was so worried because the last chat message that came in was just the word 'ilu, Sa".

Why should it be shortened to 'ilu' to write the word 'i love you' as usual?

Is it possible that Mas Indra would like to surprise me?

Ahh, my husband is.

*Praaakkkkk!!

I heard something fell. I immediately ran to find the source of the sound. It turned out that my picture figura with Mas Indra who was at the table fell and broke, his glass scattered on the floor. Maybe because there is a wind that can fall like this.

After clearing everything, my HP rang, it must be Mas Indra! I immediately reached for the phone on the table, without seeing who the caller was, I immediately assumed it was my husband.

"Hello, my dear, my love, I miss you, I'm coming home, Hun! there's something I want to talk about!" I said with a spoiled voice.

"Sorry, is this with Anisa's mother?" answer the voice from across there.

Because of shock and did not think it was not my husband when he had said love and love everything, reflex I saw who this caller was. No name, no new number, but where did he get my number?

Haven't asked who he is and what he needs, I heard news I never wanted.

"Mother's Husband, Mr. Indra Kusuma Wright had an accident. His car was found to have been badly damaged in a sharp bend leading to the ravine."

I'm surprised not a bitch! what's the matter? my head felt heavy and I almost fell but I was still able to stay sober. After hearing the location of Mas Indra's car, I went straight there.

Anxiously I was carrying the car at high speed, I just wanted to get to the location immediately. Mama was already there, she was crying and screaming calling her son's name. I got out of the car and immediately approached Mama who was holding me tight.

Police said they could not find where Mas Indra was. But with the condition of the car badly damaged and the position and steering door open, the police assumed that Mas Indra's body fell into the abyss.

I don't accept what the police say. There's no way Mas Indra could fall in there!

Due to the location, conditions as well as circumstances that had darkened due to the night, it was not possible to continue the search. The search was stopped and will resume tomorrow morning.

I screamed and shouted at the police who did not continue my husband's search. I tried to escape from the embrace of Mama and the people around me who prevented me from heading to the end of the abyss. I cried as I called Mas Indra.

I was just about to tell him the good news, but what? he even did this to me? Wh why? Why is this all happening now? Whyyy?!

Last I knew, my head was heavy and my chest was tight. These tears seemed to have dried up, my voice also seemed to have run out.

When I opened my eyes, I was already in the room, Mama, Mother, Sister Vera and some of my friends were already there. I saw them all crying but no one spoke why. They just asked me to be patient and sincere with everything that happened.

What's?! how can I be patient with this situation? There's no way I'd be quiet if I hadn't met Mas Indra.

When I was about to get out of bed, I felt pain and pain in the stomach that was unbearable. I squeezed my stomach and kept screaming for my husband.

Mom and Mama asked me to rest first, I was in a revolt but my stomach also hurt a lot.

After 3 days of searching around the gorge, the police have yet to find Mas Indra. At present the case of the accident Mas Indra suspected that the brakes of the blong car and Mas Indra could not control the steering wheel so that the accident occurred. But I don't just believe in that ridiculous asusmsi. How could there be damage to my husband's car? He is very attentive to his favorite car and always routinely serves and checks.

During that time I also jumped in search of my husband, I want to give him happy news, he must return home immediately.

"Mas, I'm pregnant, it's the fruit of our love. Come back, Mom, you'll be a real father, we'll be good parents to our children!" my screams in my heart while continuing down the seemingly endless abyss.

I again felt an unbearable pain in my stomach. I was asked not to continue the search. My stomach still hurts a lot and this time it hurts more.

Mama took me home, until I just realized my pants were like blood. I rushed to the bathroom and wondered why I was bleeding like I was having a period? wasn't the last time I was positive? I also did not only use one test kit, I had 3 or even 4 tests in that day that the results remained the same, line two. Why is there blood like this?

Mom and Mama hugged and kept me calm who was crying and screaming hysterically let alone the police informed that they had decided to stop the search for Mas Indra, because for almost a week they had found nothing.

In addition there are new reports that Mas Indra is involved as a brain in 'money laundering' or money laundering which is being investigated by the police. In addition to being a missing person due to an accident, Mas is currently also a fugitive from the police related to money laundering alleged.

I'm getting less and less out of shape. What's the matter, actually? why do misfortunes come so close? I kept crying over everything. I did not miss a day not to shed tears.

Maybe my tears are running out too.

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Three years passed so quickly, the news of the existence of Mas Indra also did not come to me. Mas Indra's office has been seized by police over money laundering issues. The house was also almost confiscated, but since this was in my name, so they could do nothing.

In my heart sometimes ask, is this the reason why Mas Indra insisted on buying this house and some assets we have written on my behalf? Is Mas Indra really guilty and ran away because he did not want to be arrested by the police?

"Why did you sell this to me, Mom?" I'm in my heart.

During these three years, I often visited the location where Mas Indra's car was found, I hope that my husband will come from there and meet me and then we can live together again as before.

I've been like a madman waiting for something without certainty. I often cry on the edge of the corner that leads to the end of the abyss. Shouting, screaming and calling my husband's name. The people who passed by and saw me must have thought I was crazy. Not to mention the allegations that say if all this time we ate illegal money from the results of fraud that Mas Indra did.

I've really gone crazy. At home, I assume Mas Indra remains. Every morning, I make coffee and prepare breakfast. I will talk to myself as if Mas Indra is in front of me, I sit in a chair and have coffee with him. No, I mean, with my imaginary shadow about him.

There is nothing I can move from the original. I don't want Mas Indra to come back later, something has changed, I don't want that. My mother asked me to stay with her repeatedly, but I always refused. What if Mas Indra comes home and finds out I haven't cooked for him yet? what if he's starving and just wants to eat my food?

For three years I lived in solitude without the person I loved so much. Sometimes I will laugh if I remember the ridiculousness and not funny 'joke' that Mas Indra made when teasing me.

A moment later I would cry remembering everything that had happened. This pain, a farewell without a goodbye?

Nah! no way! Mas Indra must still be alive out there, he will definitely come back even if I do not know when his time is.

I remember Mama telling me that before Papa died, there was a family matter that I wasn't talking about. It turns out that Mama is Papa's second wife. Papa decided to marry Mama because Papa's first wife did not get pregnant after 10 years of marriage. Mas Indra became the only boy in the family who would inherit all Papa's legacy and become the successor of the company that Papa had built from scratch.

The relationship of Mama Grace and Mami Meghan, Papa's first wife is always fine, even Mas Indra is considered his own child. Therefore, Mas Indra once told me that in fact he had two Mama. The older brother he was telling me about was actually a cousin of his Papa's side. Despite living in the honey, everything goes without problems because the marriage of Mama and Papa even the idea of the first wife because she realized she could not give offspring who would continue the company Papa.

But the family's happiness begins to disappear when Papa is fascinated by the new woman who eventually married Papa without permission from his two wives.

She had a son from a previous marriage.

A few months later, Meghan died of a suspected suicide. But Mama does not believe it, Mama suspects, Katrina, Papa's third wife has poisoned Papa's first wife.

But instead, Mama was accused as a suspect who poisoned Mami Meghan so that Mama was expelled from the house and was not allowed to meet with Mas Indra again who was then 10 years old.

Mas Indra who missed Mama very much and was treated badly by her stepmother finally ran away from home after graduating from college and sought her Mama to Indonesia. When Mas Indra was injured on that cold and lonely night, the real one who came to the Hospital was Katrina, the third wife or stepmother Mas Indra.

Mama Grace did not know if Mas Indra had been looking for her, which she knew from Katrina, Mas Indra was studying abroad.

Mas Indra hated his Papa who had let all this happen because of him. Mas Indra also blamed the Papa for separating himself and expelling Mama. Because of this, Mas Indra grew up to be a young man who was temperamentous, rude and opposed to his parents.

Because he was not proven guilty and Papa began to get sick, Mama finally returned to the house because between Papa and Mama there was never a divorce.

Katrina had no children with Papa, she only had children from a previous marriage.

Knowing that Papa will bequeath all his property to Mas Indra, Katrina did not accept and threatened to harm Mama and Papa himself and Mas Indra. Before he died, Papa had divorced Katrina, but the woman did not want to be divorced.

When Papa finally died and all the inheritance was given in the name of Mas Indra, Katrina did not accept and drove Mama from home. Therefore, Mama finally returned to Indonesia with Mas Indra after Papa's departure. From there Mama worried and suspected Katrina and her son who had trapped and slandered Mas Indra.

Mama and Mas Indra actually do not matter about the property, but the ranks of lawyers still ask Mas Indra to replace his Papa because it has been written in the will. In addition, there is a sense of disbelief if Papa's treasure must fall into the hands of the wrong person.

After returning from his hometown, Mas Indra did try to regain his rights until the accident happened. Mama herself suspects Katrina and her son are the masterminds of all this.

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"Sasa, Dear, it's more than three years we can't even find where Indra is. Don't you wanna let this go, forget him and start a new life without him haunting you this whole time? (Sasa, honey, it's been over three years and we don't even know where Indra is. Don't you want to let go of this, forget about it and start a new life without being overshadowed by it all along)?" mama Grace said one afternoon I went to her house.

"What do you mean, Ma? (What do you mean, Ma)? I'm still Mas Indra's legal wife, how can I forget her? As long as we have not found Mas Indra's body, as long as Sasa is sure Mas Indra is still alive, Ma .." I replied steadily who immediately got a hug and kiss on the head by Mama Grace.

"Thankyou darling, Indra is so lucky to have a wife like you, (Thank you, honey, Indra is so lucky to have a wife like you)."

Then I went home as the day got late. Of course I didn't go straight home. As usual, I stopped by the place where Mas Indra's car was found. That's where I express all the longing, regret, disappointment and also anger at Mas Indra who never returned too!

"Why did you do this to me, Hun?! Whys?! (Why are you doing all this to me, honey?! Why?!)" I shouted in these deserted streets.

I'm sure Mas Indra is still alive. As a wife, my feelings are strong and I can feel that Mas Indra is still coming back. On the anniversary of our wedding, I got a phone call from a foreign number I didn't recognize.

There was no sound there, I just heard the murmur of the waves. Before long, the phone call died from across the street after I said the words 'Hello' and 'goat' as an expression of my annoyance.

After I investigated, it turned out to be a mobile number with an Australian country code. I then contacted Sis Sovie and John to help me track down the number, but the results were nil. Kak John said, it was an Australian mobile number but after being tracked, it could be a caller just a prankster or wrong number. Although I suspected it was Mas Indra who was trying to contact me, but on the other hand, where maybe Brother Sovie and Brother John were not honest with me. They have no reason to lie to me.

Lea is big now, I visited the little monster several times. But every time I saw him, I couldn't help but cry because Lea always reminded me of the days I spent with Mas Indra and it was very painful. Why is Mas Indra so willing to do this to me?

I lost Mas Indra and our future son simultaneously. I even thought about killing myself or dying!

If Mas Indra survived and is still alive, why didn't he come back to me?

Three years is not a short time for me to go through all these really tough days.

If Mas Indra doesn't survive, where's the body? I want to catch up with Father, our future son and Mas Indra instead of having to live in this state of inner torment. I was wounded, so badly, so badly, that I could no longer feel how much pain it had gnawed to the bone.

I cried in the car while listening to "Chord Overstreet" Hold On.

🎶🎶Loving and fighting

Accusing, flinging

I can't imagine a world with you gone

I'd be so lost if you left me alone

Can you hear me screaming "Please don't leave me"

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

I swear to love you all my life

Hold on, I still need you

I don't wanna let go

I know I'm not that strong

I just wanna hear you

Saying baby, let's go home

Let's go home

Yeah, I just wanna take you home

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you🎶🎶

"Mas Indra, and Love is You! I'll always find your smile every night on my own." ~ Sasa.

(TAMAT)

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*Extra :

Somewhere in Australia.

"Are you sure you still don't want to tell the truth?"

"Don't you, sister, she's no ordinary woman, if she finds out I'm here, she'll definitely catch up and it'll harm herself."

"He's getting thinner and he's like he doesn't have a passion anymore, but he's waiting for you to come back."

"Who knows about me, brother?"

"Just your Mama. She was also sad to see her daughter-in-law living in sadness and solitude."

"I'm doing this for her safety, sister, I don't want anything to happen to her."

"You tortured him this way."

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"I'm sorry, Hun, I have to do this. I love you, Sa."

END.

*Originally written by***Aandzee \>, p,•

Thankyou for reading! I hope you enjoyed this story and picked up some of the lesson learned after reading all the 35 chapters.

This was my first ever story which I managed to finish writing until the END.

Alhamdulillahot.

Sorry for any typo and inappropriate words used by me. This story was inspired by \#realstory but most of the event happened is coming from my crazy, weird and wild fiction imagination. ^_***