Little Monster

Bloods

"Thankfulness makes me feel lucky. I feel lucky to still be given a life." • Susanto 'sedy.

Even if the girl did not help him, if God willed, there would be someone to help Mas Indra that night.

After more than a year of searching, he was finally reunited with the girl who had helped him a few years ago.

Although at first Mas Indra wanted to thank personally to those who helped him, but that intention turned into something more when Mas Indra started to find out more about the life of the girl named Sasa.

Yes, the girl who helped Indra that night was me, Anisa Sasa.

A few months ago I was separated from Randy, my ex-boyfriend for two years. Right now I am in a mood of heartbreak and failed to move on which is quite severe. Before we parted, we planned a wedding after I graduated from college.

Both my family and Randy's parents know each other. But in the back, it turns out Randy had an affair with 5 different women.

This of course makes me angry and hate this situation. It even seems that it will be difficult for me to accept the new man in my life. Maybe until there's something I can really trust, or he's sent directly from God to me.

I believe many things happened with His permission.

One night while others were asleep with the warm blanket covering their bodies, I was still awake and begging my Creator for something.

"Lord, if Randy's not good for me, keep us away. Match me with the best man by Your side."

*t ....

A notification came into my phone that night.

[Hi, are you happy?' (Hi, are you happy)?]

[Who is this?] reply brief.

Strange, usually people will send the first chat with a question like, "how are you?" "what else?" "hasn't eaten yet?" or, "good night" for example. But these? nanyain am I happy?

'Gue again sad woi, still not successful muv on me!'

[I'm Indra, we met before.]

[Where? uhh, got my number from whom?]

[I have no bad intentions, Sasa. Tomorrow at 1pm, I'll wait for you at the Cheerful cafe. You should come, I've ordered a table for us.]

Oddly enough, why would he know my name and without my prior consent, he had already determined a place for us to meet?

Who is this guy? I don't think I've ever met someone like this.

That last message I didn't reply to. Don't think it was Randy because I accidentally saw him with his new girlfriend.

Aghh, goat! why is this all so messed up, how can I just move on like this?

Tomorrow, I come to the Cheerful cafe at half an hour.

I want to know who Indra's name is without me having to see him. Haha.

I approached Ivan, the cashier at the cafe who had known me for a long time.

Since we know each other, I can easily find out who named Indra who claimed to have ordered a table for both of us.

"Beauty, help me, pliss .." I told Ivan that he would help me.

"Where, Ma'am?"

"Lu know if anyone orders a table for 1 o'clock?"

"Who's mom, Mommy?"

"Em, Indra."

"Gue check first yes, Ma'am snapped."

"Snap ...."

"Jam 1 on behalf of Indra, table number 18. Two 'boba milk tea', '2 teriyaki ricebowl', two 'fried salmon skin'."

"Well, that was the last meal I ate with Dafa. The goat! who the hell is this guy?"

I saw Ivan's facial expression change, it seemed like something was up.

Curious, I immediately interrogated him.

I started asking about who Indra was and how she could order the exact same menu as my favorite food.

Despite his doubts, Ivan finally admitted that the one who gave my mobile number to the man named Indra was also himself. The idea of the menu that has been ordered, Ivan who told.

Ivan said he felt sorry to see Mas Indra who was waiting for someone every day.

Then one day Mas Indra finally let go of his ego and was not ashamed to ask about someone named Sasa. Ivan who thought that Sasa who was looking for Mas Indra was me, finally wanted to give my mobile number to Mas Indra because he claimed to have been looking for me for more than a year.

I don't just believe what Ivan tells me. I have to find out for myself the truth.

"I didn't expect you to actually come even though I didn't give you the answer to Semalem ...."

The voice beside me surprised me. I turned my head and sure enough, the man standing next to me was a freak in the Mall a while back who claimed to be my girlfriend when Randy thought I was following him.

We ended up eating lunch together and Mas Indra told me everything including his efforts in finding me for more than a year.

I told him it was just a coincidence that I went down that road and helped him.

Not even me, if he could survive, there would be people passing by.

From then on, we got a little closer. Mas Indra also admitted to falling in love with me.

Still upset with Randy, I didn't trust the men who approached me, including Mas Indra.

After all we just know each other, I don't know who he really is and what his motive is to approach me if his intention just wants to say thank you?

But Mas Indra's efforts to get me did not stop just like that, even I once let her wait for me outside the house when it was raining heavily, while I was sleeping soundly.

Her sincerity made me melt too. Mas Indra also told about Lea which of course made me a dilemma.

Actually Mas Indra will marry me at that time, but because there are some obstacles and also my family who do not want to let me date without a legitimate bond, we finally married first religiously.

At the beginning of our introduction, Mas Indra also began to meet me with Lea and we often invite Lea to spend time together on weekends.

When I first met Lea, I could already feel something unusual, so when we played together and she stepped on my stomach and laughed at my pain, I finally started calling her 'Little Monsters'.

I hate that kid so much. Not only was he not my son, that 5-year-old brat was also very annoying!

I also met several times with Mas Indra's ex-wife, Mbak Dewi.

He seemed ordinary when he saw me. But her mother, or Grandma Lea clearly showed that she hated me so much.

Several times when I picked up or drove Lea home after a schedule of sightseeing at the weekend, Mother Mother Mother Mother Mother Goddess was ever angry and scolded me without me knowing what my fault was.

Although Mas Indra did not feel touched by Mbak Dewi at all, but the evidence of the photos when they were both and the influence of alcohol that could not be remembered by Mas Indra, made him available to be responsible for Lea.

Actually, I do not really like this situation especially even though I have ex-wife status, Mother Goddess often makes the act that often makes me careless.

Ma'am Dewi always asked my husband for money, he said for Lea's needs.

I'm certainly very upset because it's as if Mother Goddess is still the status of a wife.

Then one day Mas Indra's efforts are declining and gradually falling, you could say, we are at the zero point of life. Not wanting to be troublesome and make Mother sad, Mas Indra and I fought together. Mas Indra also did not want to bother his family let alone the decision to return to this city was very much about by his extended family including the Mama.

If I wanted to, I could have left Mas Indra at that time who had nothing and no one.

After all, our marriage was not yet country-bound, so it was very easy for me to just leave it. His closest friends and friends also could not help Mas Indra from the slump. But I think that's the time where fighting from zero is a no-kidding thing.

Slowly, Mas Indra also restarted his business and overhauled everything.

Little by little, his business began to rise again and was in a different condition and situation than before.

Until finally we inaugurated the wedding which was also attended by the big family of Mas Indra.

Neither my family nor Mas Indra's family, they no one knows our financial problems that ever fell at that low point because we never told the truth.

We don't want to worry them.

Moreover, Mas Indra did not want to make my mother anxious and doubted her daughter-in-law's ability to take care of me and also make me happy as Mother had done for more than 24 years of my age.

After college, I ended up getting married, but not to Randy.

As a new couple, we planned to honeymoon in Europe and visit the Mas Indra family there until the day that Mbak Dewi left Lea to us because her mother returned to her hometown.

Of course I don't agree with all that. But there's no other choice. Our honeymoon was finally delayed.

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"Mas, where am I?" ask my husband because this room feels so foreign to me.

"Are you awake, honey? you were at the hospital, last night you passed out after Leah came home. I'm not moving much first yes, I want to call the doctor .." Mas Indra replied with an anxious face.

My head felt so heavy, that I remember, last night Mother Mother Mother Mother Mother Goddess spoke with words that hurt my heart and then on the street I met a real man who accused me of hitting her car.

I also remember when I got home, I could only cry in front of Mas Indra and ask him to haunt me.

I didn't know if I could tell my husband how his ex-laws treated me that night.

The doctor said, I'm fine, just soy sauce and late eating. I am advised to pay more attention to health and maintain diet. I also should not be too stressed or a lot of thoughts because it will affect health.

Mother and Sister Vera scolded me for being late to eat. They also asked me not to think too much about unimportant things.

Ahhh, I wanted to tell you what happened that night, but I don't want my two bidders to be sad to know that I was cruelly denigrated.

I don't want them to know.

I feel good, because I'm not sick, but the doctor hasn't let me go home. Although I was tired of just sleeping, but Mas Indra asked me to listen to what the doctor said.

Mas Indra looked very worried, but she hid behind her sweet smile.

Coming home from the hospital, Mas Indra asked me for a full break, he hired house cleaning services and cooked food for me. I'm not allowed to do anything. He said I should just rest and be healthy soon. Although I assured her that I was okay, Mas Indra still did not allow me to go to the kitchen to help her.

Mas Indra made me breakfast, cooked fried rice, soup, and other dishes.

She said she cooked with love.

And it's true, the cooking feels different.

Vegetable stir-fried meat a little salty, fried chicken rather charred, spinach soup is quite sweet. But everything I eat and spend, that's cooking with love and I eat it with love.

Not wanting to meet with Mother Mother Mother Mother Goddess again, I asked Mother Goddess to take Lea here, but Mother Goddess did not want to.

Mas Indra also did not want to pick up Lea because he did not want to meet his ex-wife.

I'm upset about all this. Why am I even bothering like this?

I took Mas Indra to pick Lea up together, at least if Grandma dropped it off to me, I have Mas Indra who will defend me.

Until now, I did not tell Mas Indra the incident that night because I did not want to create a new problem.

I don't want Mas Indra to be angry at his Grandma Lea or Mbak Dewi for the incident that night.

Let me give it to him.

Three days passed quickly, and Lea made me love her more and more because now she was no longer naughty and even more polite.

That afternoon, Madam Dewi told me that she was going to pick Lea up at my house.

Unlike usual, Madam Dewi always asked me to drop off and pick up Lea.

I asked Lea to pack up items she might bring home. But the boy was crying and not coming home.

Mas Indra and I tried to persuade her but Lea cried even louder.

*ting-tung ....

Madam Dewi was already in front of the house but Lea was still crying.

"I don't want to go home! I want Papa with Momi! huhuhu," Lea's cries broke and grew louder.

"Oh my baby, we're going to go swimming, play with Mama, okay?" mother Dewi persuaded Lea to go home with her.

"Wouldn't! don't want to go home! I want to be here with Momi!"

"You taught Lea to hate me so much that I'm rich, Sa?!"

"No, Ma'am, I never taught Lea like that .." I replied in self-defense.

"Well, I'm telling you, Sa, you got Indra and now you want to take Leah from me too, right?"

"What's the fuss? Goddess, watch your words yes, Sasa is not the least as you accuse." Mas Indra heard the screams of Mbak Dewi and came out to defend me.

"But, Ndra, the reality is that, at home aja Lea often mistakenly call me 'Momi'. He must have been on purpose, Ndra!"

"Enough, Wi, you should be self-aware of why Lea would rather stay here with Sasa than come with you."

"You're guilty of me too, Ndra? Pinter you yes, Sa, great ... continue to influence everyone to hate me!"

I kept quiet and stayed away from them with Lea as Mother Goddess continued to speak. Somehow he accused me of that when he said before that his separation with Mas Indra was not my fault. I also never took Mas Indra from him.

"Nonsense, you better stop talking!' (No sense, you better shut up and go!)"

Just this time I saw Mas Indra to expel Mbak Dewi so. Maybe Mas Indra also can not stand the act of the Mother Goddess.

"Let's go home now!"

"Wouldn't! huhuhu, I want to be with Momi! huhuhu ...."

The boy clasped my hand tightly. Ma'am Dewi pulled Lea's hand to take her home. Lea let go of the pull forcefully and then ran into the street.

*Bruuaaakkkkk!!! Seeeeerrrrrrrrtt!!!

Lea's body was thrown to the side of the road, a young boy riding a motorcycle at high speed crashed into my little monster and fled.

I called out her name and ran over to Lea.

Fresh blood came out from the back of the boy's head. Mas Indra panicked and reflexively carried Lea towards the car.

"Sasa! it's all your fault! if anything happens to Lea you have to take responsibility! I can't forgive you, Sa!"

"Shut up!' (Shut up)! Goddess!! one more word you say, get out of this car!!" threaten Mas Indra to Mbak Dewi who continues to blame me for all these events.

At the hospital, Lea was taken to the operating room. Mas Indra continued to calm me who was crying in his arms. A nurse came out and asked us who Leah's parents were.

Madam Dewi and Mas Indra stood up, the nurse took the two of them to a room and left me alone in the waiting room. Madam Goddess looked at me cynically. In his heart he might say, 'you are nobody, Sa! you're not even needed by Lea!'

A few moments later the two of them returned to the waiting room with the sister, Mas Indra's face looked very angry, before I could ask why, the nurse first asked me what my blood type was and invited me into a room.

Lea needed extra blood because of too much bleeding she had from the accident. But the blood type of Mas Indra and Mbak Dewi is not compatible with Lea.

I can't think of anything right now, the only thing I want is Lea's safety. That's more important now.