Little Monster

Nitip Again?

For some people, rain is fun because it gives me happiness, even more so for myself.

As a child and it rained, I would go out and play in the rain cheerfully, even though Mom would scold me. Every drop of it always makes me want to go back to that time.

The other with Lea. The rain for her was not as happy as I felt, even the rain brought her back to a trauma that she might find hard to throw away.

And for Mas Indra? rain also has its own version of itself. And for someone else out there? rain can also bring less unpleasant things such as floods for example?

Rain always carries various stories in the life of every human being.

Lea, the little boy for the first time finally wanted to tell me about how someone he called Grandma, turned out to be doing things that were not supposed to.

Pinches to punches Lea always received from his Grandma if he made a mistake. Not only did she experience physical violence, Grandma Lea also frequently snapped and scolded the child.

One day, Lea made her Grandma so angry that despite the heavy rain, her Grandmother would deliberately lock the door from the inside and let the boy cool under the rain.

Sister Goddess is not always at home, she often leaves Lea with her mother even for days. If you look at her social media homepage, of course she's having fun out there.

I don't know what it's like to be a mother because I've never been pregnant and given birth, let alone struggling without a partner by her side.

But here Mother Goddess should be different.

Not working any, daily needs I believe can still be fulfilled from the money given by Mas Indra.

As I was about to receive Lea in this house for the first time, I was filled with an unusual feeling, she said, how can I take care of that boy when I hate him so much and I have no parenting experience at all?

But what does the Goddess say? he said :

"Lea was also my first child, I had no parenting experience."

Whats? Seriously?! I thought that after a woman gives birth and becomes a Mother, her maternal instinct will also come by itself, let alone Mother Goddess is not really alone, there is Mother beside her.

For the past five years, what has happened?

Of course I can easily compare Madam Dewi with Kak Vera, although I know Kak Vera has Kak Rey, a husband who is always beside her.

Ahh, I hope my family and all my friends and everyone out there can maintain the integrity of their household and never be separated let alone caused by a third person.

The child will always be the main victim.

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"Momi? Momi, I'm afraid," Lea screamed still while covering both ears with her hands.

"Fear why? Are you afraid of rain? there's Momi here" I said, trying to cheer Lea up so she wouldn't be scared anymore.

"Momi I want Momi with Papa, huhuhu." She started crying again this time.

"Yes, Lea's with Momi again, right?"

"Momi, Grandma I'm naughty, Momi, huhuhu."

"Snake why?"

Leah told me a lot of things, from the pinch that he often gets to never in brackets in the bathroom that makes him afraid to the toilet alone because Mother Goddess and Grandmother often scare Lea about ghosts in the bathroom.

During this time, Lea had indeed wet the bed twice because at night when she was peeing, the little monster did not dare to go to the toilet alone.

The reason is of course because of the fear of ghosts.

Not only that, at first he also did not want to sleep alone and wanted to always sleep with me and Mas Indra in our room, because he was afraid of ghosts.

Lea's fear of going to the toilet on my own can't let me, if from a little scared by that kind of thing, maybe he will wet me often and will trouble me!

Of course I don't want to always wash the bed linen of old toothpaste.

Therefore, during this time I always convinced Lea that there are no ghosts in the toilet and what we should be afraid of is God, not ghosts. We must have a fear of God, we must trust God to see what we do, so if we are afraid of God, we must believe in God, we will think again to do something that is forbidden because we believe that God always sees what we do.

Ohya, the rain also several times became a witness or escort for my quarrel with Mas Indra. After I delivered Maya on the day that Lea hit my niece, I was too lazy to go home and just want to stay at my mother's house.

Instead of staying in bela and let Mas Indra apologize and pick me up, Mother and Sister Vera were not on my side. They just like always defending Mas Indra and the mistake is in me.

So annoying.

Even the two of them were advising me a lot, asking me to be more patient to face the little monster.

My mother saw Leah as herself, where either my parents, or my Grandpa and Grandma, split up, which eventually led me to join her father with my Grandpa's new wife.

At that time there was no other choice, said Mother, the stepmother was not too good and not too evil, because Grandma was also married again and busy with each other's new life, each of them, My mom needs a place to live and eat, so even though she has to go with her stepmother and take care of her step-siblings and help with homework, My mother stayed with her father and stepmother for many years until she finally married my father.

My mother thinks of her stepmother as her own mother and vice versa.

Therefore, Mother always advised me to do good to Lea, to accept the child in my life, however Lea has been around even since before I met Mas Indra. So Lea wasn't wrong, I just hated her for my selfishness.

The image of an evil stepmother, the, cruel and only loving the father should be abolished because not all stepmothers are so even though there are indeed a handful of evil ones such as in TV soap operas or Disney films.

After returning from Mother's house at that time, the night I and Mas Indra were still fussing about some things.

After I made Lea cry because of the PR, we fought back, and it was raining even though it was not so heavy.

In a relationship, quarrels sometimes even become a way to find the meeting point of a problem. Although it does not mean having to fight first in order to get a solution of a problem.

Especially if both sides are selfish and stubborn, not the solution, even a new problem can be born.

That night was not a 'pillow talk', but a 'pillow fight', because we were in each other's emotions and egos. Not talking to each other.

From our quarrel that night, Mas Indra decided not to give money to Mbak Dewi for 2 weeks while Lea was here. We are also beginning to realize many things about the misuse of money that should be Lea's right.

Good, good, Maak Dewi put his son here but still get the same money when Lea with him.

"Lea bobok in Momi's room aja yuk, Papa is no longer at home, Momi if the bobok itself is often difficult to wake up, tomorrow Lea school can be late for us."

"Okay, Momi."

The little monster fell asleep very quickly, while I could not sleep. Is it because you haven't gotten a real hug from Mas Indra? even though we have made a video call, but it feels there is still less.

I have my HP on the TV table, usually I have turned off my HP when I want to sleep, but tonight I was really very difficult to close my eyes.

Actually I'm sleepy, but I can't sleep.

*hug ....

One incoming message from Angel, the 'update' girl who is in my circle of friends and the information he brings is always accurate.

[Why are you, Micin?]

[Abis sleeps with the boy, but I can't even sleep.]

[Yahh Micin, Micin, you're tired of taking care of people's children, her mom's willing to go on a whim. Ahaha.]

[What do you mean, Angel's 'wingless'?]

[Liat deh ..]

Angel sent me a picture where I saw Madam Dewi was in a nightclub with some men and also her female friends. The clothes of Mbak Dewi are very minimal, yes it is his style and style all this time anyway.

[Where are these photos from?]

[Gue see in my 'Instagram story' which one of them is in the photo. I really don't want to tell you, Cin, just me as your friend, don't want you to bother taking care of people's children, eh even his mother so her behavior.]

[Hu'um, thank you very much well, 'finally' (finally) you so 'Angel with the wings' (winged angel) hahaha.]

[Ah can you, Micin brand!]

[Okay I start sleepy this, you are also hunted to sleep so Cepet meet your soul mate. Don't be a grandiose detective, the time of all the guys who deketin you, you're all the ex's. Hadheh.]

[Yet I don't want to be cheated and messed up in the back, hahaha. Okay, sleep, Sa!]

[Yes, you are also well.]

I looked at the photo Angel sent earlier, of course I felt angry. I should be with Mas Indra in Bali, but what? I can't even sleep and have to drop this little monster off to school tomorrow morning.

Last afternoon Madam Dewi sent me a message saying she was going to pick Lea up Saturday morning.

Heh! it's yummy! who do you think you are? nitipin kid and you're doing 'have fun' (have fun) out there?! No way!

I did not reply to the message of Madam Dewi earlier, then immediately I reply by saying that tomorrow she must have picked up Lea because I will go with my friends to celebrate Tania's birthday.

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[Sa, tonight I'm leaving, so plis ya nitip Lea one more night?]

[Nitip again? No way Ma'am, 'sorry' (sorry), I want to go too. This is Friday after all. Maudah Dewi said herself that time would nitip until Friday, yaudah Mbak Dewi also please understand me. If Madam Dewi can not pick up, I anterin this afternoon to the house at 4.]

[Don't, Sa, don't anterin come here, I'll just pick Lea up to your house this afternoon.]

[Okay, Ma'am, I'll wait until 4 o'clock.]

It's past 4 hours but Mother Goddess has not yet come. Although Tania's birthday was scheduled for 8pm, my friends and I were preparing for a surprise, so I had to arrive early.

But why hasn't Madam Dewi come here yet?

Ahh, that sucks.

An hour later Madam Dewi finally arrived here, as usual, I just mince words to tell Mbak Dewi to enter the house, but unfortunately, this time Madam Dewi want to enter?!

Lea cried and did not want to be brought home, she hugged me tightly. I let Mother Goddess sit down while I persuaded Lea to come home this afternoon.

Still sobbing, Lea hugged me and said she didn't want to go home.

Then suddenly Madam Dewi cried and began to talk which essentially she asked me to persuade Mas Indra to give her weekly money again as usual. Mbak Dewi does not know why Mas Indra stopped sending money even though Mbak Dewi needed the money as soon as possible.

I told Mbak Dewi to talk about this matter directly with Mas Indra, but said Mbak Dewi, Mas Indra never replied or picked up the phone from him. Maak Dewi hopes that I can help him so that the money can be immediately Mbak Dewi get.

I who found out about the termination of the remittance of course did not want to help him.

How can something that Mas Indra and I have agreed on together but I will change it as well? It's not that easy, Maribel!

Mbak Dewi kept crying and told me many things while talking about Mas Indra's ugliness before being with me. From Mas Indra who is a playboy, had many female friends, he said, his family and Mama Mas Indra and many things that might make me waver if I do not really love Mas Indra and believe in him.

Funnily enough, Mbak Dewi also told me that Mas Indra really loved Mbak Dewi first and assumed that maybe at this time the feeling was still the same.

I just smile at her every word. I hope that Madam Dewi will wake up and go home because I have to go to Tania's birthday party.

But he is becoming. Telling a lot about the negative things that Mas Indra had done.

But isn't that the past and now we are living the present which means we are no longer in that moment?

Huh, what do you want anyway, Mother Goddess?

How could she vilify my husband in front of me like this? what does it mean try? so that I hate Mas Indra and leave him?

'Dream on'! (Dreams)!