Little Monster

Drunken

Realizing by having experienced days where there was no money at all, after finally slowly Mas Indra business began to rise again and our economy improved, you could say I'm more concerned about money.

So I started investing my money in 'Rexal Funds', buying small shares and regularly buying gold or jewelry every month. I don't want what ever happened to happen to repeat itself, so from now on I have to pay more attention to where the money is going.

We both also started looking for a house to live in, I want the location of the house is not too far from Mother's house or office so that every day Mas Indra can go home for lunch.

Luckily, there are couples who intend to sell their homes without intermediaries. They said they would use the money to retire in their hometown.

The house was built for young people with a minimalist design but still elegant and modern. After weighing it all down, we finally bought the house and moved out of the previous lease.

"Mas, we should never move out of this house, huh? how many times have we moved, right?"

"Yes, zheyenk, I also do not want to move around actually, just the circumstances that force us to finally move here and there."

Mas Indra also repay the debt to me, which is actually borrowed money from Mom.

Mas Indra also gave me a new car gift even though I didn't ask for it.

I also went back to college and started working on the thesis. With this, I often reasoned to Mas Indra not to pick Lea up at the weekend because I was focusing on doing assignments from campus. I don't want to be bothered by the presence of that little monster.

Our plans and reception are also getting closer. Mas Indra and I did do it all together even though family and friends had suggested to use the services of WO or "Wedding Organizer", but we did some things ourselves such as building selection, but we did some things ourselves, the dress I'm going to wear, catering, invitations, souvenirs and more.

In the atmosphere of preparing for our big day as well as me who was working on the thesis, a lot of sparks of quarrels that very often occur. Whether it's a trivial matter or a big thing, we get into fights a lot.

Moreover, the Mother Goddess is always present in our lives, even though the reason is about Lea, but I feel very disturbed.

I feel sick and hate because it seems as if Madam Dewi is still the responsibility of Mas Indra and that of course really irritates me.

Worse, Mas Indra did not want to admit his mistake, often when we were in a storm or had a problem, Mas Indra would go to see Roni. He knew for himself that I didn't like his friend.

Roni was one of Mas Indra's old friends when he had just come to this city a few years ago.

Roni is also a friend of Mother Goddess, so I am getting annoyed with all these circumstances. One day when we had a fight, Mas Indra said to go with Roni until midnight.

I called Jack and Ferry to find my husband's whereabouts.

Jack and Ferry brought Mas Indra home drunk which of course made me angry!

The rant, the nagging and screaming made Jack and Ferry feel goosebumps but they still wanted to stand up for their friend.

"Patience, Sa, Indra makes it hard to drink, he can not control so drunk," said Ferry defended his friend.

"Iye, Sasa, let alone your old man will not drink again, so once you try, mabok him."

Just like Ferry, Jack also defended Mas Indra. Outraged, I asked the two to go home and thanked them for helping bring my drunk husband home.

Before coming home, Ferry asked me not to get angry anymore. He asked me not to be too hard on Mas Indra.

Jack who also knew the efforts of Mas Indra from the beginning to look for me also said that if Mas Indra loved me very much, so Mas Indra would be very hurt if he did not believe in his sincerity.

Inside the room, I was furious at Mas Indra because he had violated our agreement not to drink alcohol or come to the nightclub again. I was disappointed in my husband when the preparation for our big day was approaching.

Half-conscious, Mas Indra started to complain, several times he apologized to me but expressed his frustration to me as well about my immature attitude, jealousy for no reason, not fully trusting him and so on.

"If you're so ignorant of me, why are we still together, Mas?"

"Sa, Sasa, I love you, Hun, I said I love you! do not ever leave me alone! I needed you more than you can imagine! (Sa, Sasa, I love you, Honey, I said I love you! Don't ever stay with me! I need you more than you can imagine!"

"Who said?! I love you with all my heart, don't you see that, Sasa?! you're the one who never understands me, you with your own ego! (Who said I'm benefiting you? I love you with all my heart, don't you see that, Sasa?! you who never understood me, you with all your ego!"

"Since you're not happy living with me, then no point we're still together! I'm leaving! (Because you're not happy living with me, so what's the point of us still living together! I'll just pass it on!"

"No, Sasa please, no! never ever leave this room without my permission! you're my wife, listen to your husband! (No, I beg you, no! Don't ever get out of this room without my permission! you are my wife, your husband!"

I no longer mengubris Mas Indra words, after all he was drunk and half conscious with what he said. I better get out of this house. If it is still related to Mother Goddess why should be with me?

Although Mas Indra has also told me many times that there is nothing with him and his ex-wife, but I still do not accept, especially he went with Roni instead of solving our problems.

As he was about to get out of the room, Mas Indra chased after me and cornered me the wall.

I still smell the scent I don't like from his mouth and clothes.

Not only did he drink, he must have smoked a lot as well.

"Don't go, Hun, I need you!" exclaimed Mas Indra still clasping my hand tightly.

As hard as I tried to escape, Mas Indra became even more.

He took me to bed and started the act.

Because of the loss of energy and I began to get carried away, in the end what we knew next was, we both actually needed each other and did not want to lose.

Basically, humans have their own egos that do not want to be defeated, if only they want to be a little succumbing and not selfish, a lot of things that can be resolved without commotion and quarrel.

In a state of mutual calm and do not put forward the ego again, we both finally admit to each other's mistakes and will change and not repeat the same mistakes.

I admit, maybe I am not mature enough in the face of all the complexities of the household or life as a human in general. But Mas Indra was no less annoying either. Just because in this city he has known Roni for a long time, doesn't mean that all our problems should be told to his friend.

In the midst of this annoying atmosphere, Lea's arrival even added to my frustration. Instead of understanding my feelings and condition, Mas Indra instead asked me to make food for Lea and play with her.

It's really annoying.

Maybe my hatred for the boy was unfounded and I exaggerated to the point of calling him the little monster of all, but really just by looking at it, my 'mood' became broken.

I'm very focused on the college assignments and the thesis I'm working on. Although on the porch with the thought of preparing for our big day, but I finally finished doing the trial.

Mas Indra was waiting for me outside with flowers and dolls. Exactly like my imagination when I was with Randy.

My side went well and I have graduated now. Mother and Sister Vera also came patiuk other friends like Maria, Fani, Angel and some others.

Mas Indra invited us all to eat outside, but Mother and Sister Vera could not participate.

I am no longer officially a student.

I have graduated! After college, I'm finally getting married, but not Randy.

Mas Indra and I are again focused on preparing for our wedding reception, the documents we need have also been submitted.

Lately we only know that the reason for the delay or delay of some documents needed is because of the act of Mother Goddess. I don't know why he did all that.

Mas Indra is also not a native here, so everything is quite complicated from the beginning, plus because Mbak Dewi act.

I don't know why Madam Dewi was that determined, even though she once said herself that her separation from Mas Indra was not my fault, but why did she interfere so much in our relationship?