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Tyo's words ring in my ear. I didn't think Mr. Umar had such bad thoughts on me. I want to feel like I'm crying. Imagining his face when he first saw me used to disgust me.

I didn't tell anyone this. I thought he had never been rude to me. But I'm still vigilant.

Day change day. I run my night shift smoothly.

I started to get close to Rahma. He was not as cold as we had met. He started to open up. He said I was different from Bela. I honestly don't side with anyone. Be kind to me. So does Rahma.

I just try to be a good listener to them without taking sides or leading opinions.

That night, I went to the 2nd floor for an absence. It's home hours. I was a little late that day because there was some unfinished work. Tyo today permission not to enter. Rahma went home because her sister was alone at home.

It's been very quiet in the office. But I see the HRD room is still on. After the absence is over, hunt me down. I accidentally collided with Mr. Umar.

Bruckk

I'm fallin. Umar helped me stand up.

I hurriedly refused and immediately stood up. Remembering Tyo's words in my mind.

"Ran, aren't you papa? " said Mr. Umar with his heavy voice.

"Nhhhhhhhhh, sir, "I said nervously.

"Want me to drive home? it's getting late. It's not nice for a beautiful woman like you to go home alone. Mr. Umar said as he looked at me from top to bottom. Like I'm a really delicious meal.

" I'm sorry sir I've been picked up. " I said lying as I passed away leaving her.

I ran while holding back my tears. I don't know why I'm so disgusted by his gaze that it seems to eat me.

I was hiding a little far from the office. I stood in front of the supermarket. I ordered an online motorcycle. Soon my motorcycle came and I rushed home.

When I got home I saw Radit was waiting for me. He's already cooking dinner for us.

"Hey, how come you got home today? From grandma nungguin. Grandma is sleeping now. "

" iiiiiya sorry ya Dit gw ngabarin. ummm earlier.. in the office there is a job that I have to finish in. "

"Your face is really big? you sick huh? "

"Huh??? real timing? "

"Let's try here and check."

Radit put his hand on my eel. He told me to sit down and get me some food. While feeding me.

I was confused just according to.

"Ran if sick don't be forced. If there's anything to say. Don't do anything at your own convenience. " Radit said in a soft voice.

"iii yes dit. Thanks to dit. " My heart is pounding and receiving Radit's extraordinary treatment. Like I'm in love with her. But who am I? I don't deserve her. I'm just a poor country girl that Radit helped.

"Come on Ran.. Consciously.. Radit just pity you. Don't baper!!! " my words in my heart awakened to myself.

I don't want to be disappointed and have high hopes for Radit. I'm afraid of heartache. I better be self-aware of who I am. Without having to expect more.

Radit looked at me who was pensive.

"Heyyy. Ran more many thoughts huh? "

I don't know why today Radit calls my name more often.

" Ne dit. I just thought you were good at the same thing. I am a stranger in your life. What if I suppose I am evil as lo. What if my intentions are not good to you? Are you not afraid? "

"Roman... Not the reason I am good at you. I am good because I want to. I follow my heart. Not because of who but because my heart told me this way. Grandma agreed too. So what is my reason for not doing good to you? "

We're speechless....

"Roman.... "

The smell of his breath was so fresh that I smelled it. My heart stopped beating. My face is red.

"There's rice in your mouth.. " Radit said as he took the rice by the side of my mouth.

I was misbehaving. Radit's attitude really made me pound.

I immediately clean my mouth.

"Mmmm.... Yyyyyaaa.. I'm in

." used to."

" Yes, I am sleeping. Let me finish the plate. " Radit pushed my shoulder so I could get into the room.

I went to the room too. Change clothes and clean my makeup. I stared at myself in the glass.

I see my face more clearly. While patting my face I spoke to myself.

"Raniya plis don't baper. Elo is not Radit's level. You are like heaven and earth. "

I'll wake myself up. These eyes are not sleepy. But I forced him to sleep.

"Sir Raniyaaaaa..."

I saw a little boy running up to me. That kid is so similar to me. Her hair is braided in two. Using a knee-length truss skirt. I saw him across the street..

The sunlight pierced my eyes..

I saw the boy running towards me

until a big truck comes..

I stuck out my hand.preventing him from running up to me.

But late.............

Braaaaunkpunkkkkkkkk.... Krakk!!!!!

The little body was hit and thrown.

I screamed so loud.

I see a lot of blood where..

and I woke up....

It turned out to be just a dream.. I wiped the sweat off my forehead. The dream felt very real. My body is shaking. I think I'm in that place. I remember the girl's face. That sweet cheerful face.

I took a glass of water in the fridge. It looks like Radit and grandma are asleep I see the clock on the wall showing at 3 o'clock again. I went back to my room and locked the door.

I continued sleeping.

I wake up during the day. I'll make my bed immediately. And I rushed out of the room. I saw a lot of craftsmen on the front page. Radit started building a clinic.

" Hi Ran's... Just wake up.. here and here. recognize this Jaka sir. Pak Jaka will help you for a week to make a clinic here. "

"Hello sir I'm Ran. If you need anything you can contact me, sir. "

" Good mba.. "

Finally Radit's dream to open a clinic at his home was achieved. I'm sure he'll be a successful veterinarian.

Radit's ability is beyond doubt. He was very thorough and painstaking in his patients. Radit often helps just. Most importantly, the animal can be healthy again.