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Proposal

I still can't believe it. I held Radit's face. I felt her cheeks warm and red.

"Are you drunk? You're not serious, are you? "

"Do I look serious? " Radit said as he approached his face to mine.

Our lips began to touch each other. Radit started*******my lips are lovingly. Kunenmukasi kiss Radit. Because honestly, this taste is different. Maybe because of love. Yes ... love of course. Especially if it is not love. Love that makes me forget my anger. A love that can make me accept my dark past.

Radit hugged me.

"Ran, we live all the same yes. We fight the same. I promise I'll take care of you. Until the end of my life. "

My tears are dripping

"Yes dit. I wanna. "

We decided to move on to the wedding. Radit decides he doesn't want an engagement. Hearing Radit's decision grandmother certainly strongly agreed. I knew from the beginning of our meeting that my grandmother loved me so much. I also know Radit's trauma first. I looked confident in his eyes. And I'm sure Radit will be my priest. He could have led me down a better path.

Radit also told his parents.

To the day his parents Radit came. Me, Radit, grandma, Radit's dad, and Radit's mom talked about our good plan. Radit's mother's face is similar to Radit's. Her sweet face is typical of Javanese women. Radit's father looks tough. High stature. His face reflected the attitude of a leader. They were both very good to me. At first I was afraid and hesitant. But all my doubts are not proven. It turns out that Radit has been silent about me a lot to his parents.

We decided to go to my hometown. Of course to ask permission to my two parents. I called them. But there is absolutely no answer.

"Where's darling? "

" Neither raised on. " I said sad

I always send money to them. But still they were indifferent to me. I finally broke up to keep coming.

That night we went by car.

I was honestly worried. I'm afraid my parents' treatment of Radit's family is not good. I'm afraid the unwanted things will happen.

Like Radit's aware of my concerns. He clasped my hand tightly. Radit always knows how to make me comfortable. She always realized there was a change in my attitude without me needing to tell her.

Our long journey through. At the end of the day we arrived at my house. A simple house that belonged to my parents. I miss this heart. I knock on the door.

tok.. tok .

There's no answer.

tok ... tok .. tok ...

I saw my mother's face open the door. As usual, his face looked cold. There was not the slightest bit of homesickness from his eyes. Seeing the boy who hasn't been home for a long time.

I kissed his hand. He saw many people gathered and he asked me.

"Why did you bring this guy? "

my mother said very haughtily.

Radit quickly replied and immediately melted the atmosphere.

I saw Grandma's face showing a face that didn't like my mother. I understand her because mother's welcome is not very good to them.

"Please enter. " My mother said

My living room is pretty narrow. Our seats are also worn out. Radit and his family immediately came in and sat down. Not long after I got out of the room.

"What's this about? " Said my father.

"Look sir while in the city of Raniya live and work with us. And our son apparently loves Raniya. We are here to ask for the blessing of father and mother, to propose Raniya. "

Radit's father explained the meaning of their arrival.

"Oh so you're there being a seductress huh? Are you deliberately looking for rich men to live well without hard work there? " Said my birth mother.

My mother said it hurt me. If only I knew what I was going through there. But I feel free. I know she won't care. It will even bring my mentality down.

My face is red. I just fell silent. I dare not answer what.

"Why do you talk like that to your own flesh and blood? " Said the grandmother who had been trying to be patient.

"That bastard's son??? I don't care about her anymore. Whatever he wants. "

My mother said while pointing at me.

I hold my cry.

"What does mother mean? " Radit said while calming me down.

My father calmed my mother. This time his attitude softened a little.

"The story is long. " Said Dad while sighing deeply. I saw my mother's eyes glazed over. And I know clearly he's holding back emotions.

"If you don't mind, we want to know the real story. " Said Radit's mother very gently.

"Actually Raniya has a younger sister. Her name is Erika. The younger sister who is only 2 years away from her. But because of his stupidity. He made his sister die. At that time we were selling chicken cut on the side of a big road. We've left Erika to Raniya. We also told you not to play near the road let alone cross. And that fateful incident happened. We who were serving the buyers were shocked. We saw our son Erika bleeding in the street. "

My father told me about the fateful incident.

I suddenly remembered my dream. Dreams that often come that turned out to be my trauma. Turns out it was real. Body shaking. My head hurts so much. I wept.

"So that's why Mom and Dad hate me? While I myself have never known the reason. I never even knew I had a sister. You guys always said I was an only child. " I said with a trembling voice.

"Yes!!! Because you're a killer. You lose your memory because you feel guilty. And the doctor said you got your mental. You must die, not Erika.!!!!!! " Said my mother.

"I don't think it's fair that you blame Raniya. Over that problem. Raniya was 6 years old. " My grandmother defended me.

"It's all because of his stupidity. Every time we saw her face we always remembered Erika's lifeless little body. How can we forgive him. " Said my father.

"You're just thinking about Erika. Raniya is also your son. Don't you think about his feelings? I don't understand where your conscience is? Answer grandma.

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