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I can't believe it

I let Radit take his own time. I gave him space. Maybe I've been limiting her space all this time. Or maybe he's bored of me. I said to myself in my heart. I went to my room. I lock the door. I put my face on the pillow and I tried to sleep.

The next day I woke up very early. I made Radit his favorite breakfast. Fried rice and half-cooked eggs. Don't forget to bring him some warm tea. I knocked on the door.

He opened the door. His face looked very lethargic.

"This is why I brought you breakfast. " I said as I put food on Radit's bedside table.

I'm moving out. "Don't forget to eat it. "

I said as I walked towards the door.

Radit pulled my hand. He squeezed me against the wall and kissed my lips. Suddenly I remembered what Mr. Umar did to me. I pushed Radit.

"Kkkkau, why? "

"Mmmmm m sorry Ran. Sorry me. " Radit bowed lethargic.

Immediately I slammed the door and got out. I honestly don't like Radit's rude treatment just now. He's not my Radit. There is no apology for what happened yesterday. He even treats me like that. Even though we're getting married and Radit knows I'm no longer holy, I don't want to do anything forbidden with him.

I walked to the dining room. I sat there alone. I heard Radit's steps coming. He held my hand. And she's crying.

" I'm sorry I'm Ran. "

"Sorry why?"

"I am evil with you. "

"So, I asked you to go. I'm confused what's my fault, Dit? If I'm wrong, tell me. "

"I'm wrong, not you. I have to tell this to you. Promise me don't stay with me Ran. You can be angry after I tell you, but promise not to stay with me."

I took a long breath.

"Okay, I promise. So you really why? "

"I framed Ran. "

"uh uh? Same who? "

"May."

"How could you? Guess how I don't understand at all. "

"Yes yesterday honestly hape I missed. that's the reason why you can't call me."

"OKAY. Continues to? "

"Today I and my college friends reunite with Ran. The bachelor party to be more exact. I want to wake you up but how I see you so exhausted. So because I hunted I did not take permission to you. This party is on the top of the mountain. That's why I woke up early. Until there we chatted rich usual . Arrived when we were chatting that afternoon It turns out they were lying this is not a bachelor party. Maya and a few other girls I didn't know came. They were dancing striptease in front of us. Honestly, I'm very angry with my friends. But they even thought I was joking. And they made me drink so much alcohol, that I didn't even realize. "

"Certainly?? What happened after that? ".

"Well, I didn't realize. And when I woke up I saw Maya sleeping next to me completely naked. And my clothes don't exist either. "

It hurts so much I feel this. My heart is like it's been pierced by thousands of needles. I keep trying to calm down. I let Radit talk.

.

"I'm sorry, baby. "

"Sorry gave me time. "

I struggle with myself.

Radit just hugged me from behind. Kissed her cheeks I'm friendly.

I know he's not lying. But it really hurts to know this fact. He's the man I love. Hearing her confession sleeping with another woman was either intentional or not very painful.

I decided to forgive him. At least he was honest with me.

....

Several months have passed since that incident...

It didn't feel like our wedding day was almost here. We prepared everything very well. My dream wedding dress is done. I can't wait to wear it soon.

All decorations and other necessities have been arranged by Grandma. The last few months Grandma's been busy preparing for my wedding and Radit's. I'm not feeling good.

...

While I was cleaning the living room table. I saw Hp Radit ringing. Radit was taking a bath and he just left his phone. I tried to lift the phone. "MAYE".

I looked at her hp. After the phone stopped ringing. I'll open whatsapp Radit.

I'm talking to Maya. I started reading their conversation.

M: Honey come on, why do you have to marry the village girl. I'm clearly more than him. You just want revenge, right?

R: Keep your word.!!!

I saw Maya's last chat

M: You're gonna fuck Radit. You see yes I'll say the same trashy chick and your family. If you have already pregnant me. And I'll make sure your wedding is off

My hands are shaking... Getting pregnant? Maya pregnant??? No. gabe.. My world feels broken. This is the problem I face. At the wedding, we only had a few days. My dream was shattered instantly. I sat down weak. I really can't figure out why the fateful incident hit the tubi in my life. Even the universe doesn't let me feel a little happy.

I heard the bathroom door open. Radit approached me. He saw me sitting limp while holding his cellphone.

"Dear, what's wrong with you? "

"Maya's pregnant. " I said briefly.

I saw Radit's face change instantly.

"Aaaahhh Basic Maya Fuck" Radit hit the table.

"Dit, you have to take responsibility. " I held back tears.

" You why the hell Ran? You know I was framed. That may not be my son. "

"You know this is exactly like my life story. I was also born from an accident like your son and Maya. I never even knew who my real parents were. Don't let your child feel what I feel. "

"Darling, are you crazy? I don't want to. Our dreams, our plans, everything is perfect. You'll make my grandmother's father and mother disappointed if this marriage fails. "

"This marriage has not failed. This wedding will be there. Only the bride is different. Let Maya change me to be your bride. "

I wept. The tears that I was holding back from falling were also the end. I can't handle this pain anymore.

"Ran, whatever happens we'll get married soon. I don't care about Maya at all. I'll tell grandma everything. And I'm sure Grandma will take care of everything. He's a sneaky Ran. He doesn't want to let me go. "

I just fell silent.....