Light In Darkness (A Sincerity)

The Silence of Night

at night Sintia sat on the balcony of her room and placed a towel on the bench that was there, Sintia drank the hot chocolate that had been provided by Zahra. hot chocolate that can warm her throat. Sintia looked at the London night sky with a feeling she could not describe, Sintia tightened her satin sleeping piayama which was only two feet long from her slender waist.

"the way of life that we will then no one knows what it will be like in the future".Sintia monologue while removing the rose petals she holds

"it used to live in simplicity but makes the soul calm and now lives surrounded with luxury still no freedom to live in a golden cage". connect Sintia while blowing on the group of roses that she had plucked out and smiling obliquely

"the Berlin ring and the diamond necklace and even the limited edition stuff have bandaged my body so that many people envy me but they don't know because of that stuff I have to pay with something". the Sintia monologue then threw the rose stalk in any direction and closed its eyes and let the night wind blow on it

"what a moment I can feel the family life but who would accept me even the men look at him because they want to feel the dullness of my body". the Sintia monologue again and one tear drop just fell down and Sintia hurriedly wiped away the tears because for her there was no point in throwing away her tears and it would not make her come back like that back then.

Sintia rubbed her cold arm but did not make her want to go into the room because tonight she just wanted to enjoy this quiet night like her life and Sintia had also turned off her phone because she did not want to receive a call from Bagaskara om because every night when Bagaskara was not with him then Bagaskara always call him and invite him to talk. while enjoying the air that night Zahra approached him.

"miss Bagaskara wants to talk to miss and Mr. Bagaskara says why the lady's phone can't be called". said Zahra who had received a phone call from Bagaskara because Bagaskara had tried to contact but his phone was not active

"let's just say I've fallen asleep because tonight I want to relax my mind and not want to be disturbed by anyone". replied Sintia who still faithfully closed her eyes

zahra's phone rang back and Zahra immediately picked up the call from Bagaskara then Zahra said what was asked by Sintia but Bagaskara did not believe it just so he continued Vidio call, inevitably Zahra raised the call and pointed the camera at Sintia who was closing her eyes.

Bagaskara who saw that was a little emotional from seeing Sintia who was asleep outside and Bagaskara told Zahra to wake Sintia up to move to her room. after a dead phone call Zahra wanted to make Sintia move not bear because seeing the peaceful face of Sintia there is no burden when closing her eyes and leaving Sintia on the balcony alone, Zahra also took the Sintia towel on the bench and put the towel back in place. Zahra picked up the blanket and covered Sintia's body so as not to get cold.

after Zahra Sinta's departure opened her eyes and tightened her blanket, Sintia heard what Bagaskara was talking about with Zahra. Bagaskara did give anything to Sintia, the luxury that she could become a famous model due to interference from Bagaskara. Seven years in London she did not hear the news of her brother because her brother Sintia became like this.

as the night grew quiet Sintia went into her room and closed the balcony door and did not forget to lock it, after that Sintia opened her bag and took sleeping pills and drank it after taking her medicine Sintia immediately laid her body on the bed, ever since her foot stepped on London, there Sintia took sleeping pills to sleep well and so that the next morning Sintia could face the world with a strong and mentally great. fortunately, in London, no one knows what happened to Sintia, so there is no scorn that he received but the praise that he always received.

sintia's morning was still faithful under the covers and this morning there was no shooting schedule so it made lazy lazing in the bed that witnessed for seven years what happened in the bed. Zahra went into Sintia's room and saw Sintia who was still asleep making pity to wake Sintia because Zahra knew all this time Sintia was always asleep Late at night and would be able to fall asleep after taking sleeping pills but Bagaskara who had called him since then made no want to build' Sintia. Zahra walked over to Sintia who was still asleep

"miss wakes up". whispered Zahra

"hmm". erang Sintia then hand looking for the phone on the nightstand and then activate the phone

after the phone was active Bagaskara immediately called and Sintia raised the call lazily and her eyes were still closed.

"hallo om". replied Sintia with a hoarse voice characteristic of people waking up

"why the phone is off instead of me telling you not to turn off your phone" Bagaskara said across the phone

"sorry om Sintia just wants to rest in peace". replied Sintia lazily

"Remember don't forget to install KB because I have never used safety all this time and I don't want you to get pregnant". Bagaskara and Sintia said snorting loudly

"Sintia remembers om so do not always remind Sintia about it and Sintia also does not want to get pregnant out of wedlock because Sintia does not want Sintia's child to be the subject of ridicule people when they know she was born from zina". said Sintia then turn off the phone just like that and throw the phone in any direction.

when the phone rang again Sintia ignored the call until the call was no longer heard. Sintia was upset because Bagaskara always improved himself to install KB even though Sintia always remembered his schedule to install KB again after three months.

"old base Bangka sucks". swearing Sintia while covering the ears with a pillow

"i know you saved you from Ela's madam but you also took advantage of me for even seven years".

after not hearing the tone of the phone Sintia opened her pillow and got off the bed then headed towards the balcony and saw a very bright morning sky.

"bright morning but not in my life".Sintia monologue while looking at the waiter who was watering her roses , Sintia almost filled this mansion with roses to make it look not as bleak as her life, after all Bagaskara had entrusted her with what kind of decoration this Mansion would be when they arrived at this mansion. notabennya Sintia who likes roses directly ask Bagaskara to order a lot of roses and without a second thought Bagaskara immediately buy the roses that Sintia requested