Light In Darkness (A Sincerity)

Strong Not Strong Must Stand

"when I wanted to give up why I was still given the opportunity to live and what the dream that often came to me was, who was the woman and then who was the man and the boy, who was, and why am I also holding a baby".Syntia monologue in my heart and take a bribe from Zahra

Zahra herself did not know what happened to Sintia because when she entered the apartment and entered Sintia's room, Sintia herself was already in such a state.

"nona took the medicine first".

Sintia took the drug and then took it, since waking up Sintia was just silent and did not say much, the state of Sintia made Zahra very worried

"preferably miss rest and if you need something, miss can call me". said Zahra and Sintia just put her head off

after Zahra came out, Sintia threw herself down and tilted her body and used her hands as a pillow, Sintia could not hold back her tears, seven years Sintia was good in front of everyone.

while in Bagaskara's office was upset over Sintia's refusal and today for the first time Sintia refused herself even raising her voice, Bagaskara massaged her forehead

"who has made you turn Sintia". Bagaskara monologue

"sir". call Jhon

"what's wrong". replied Bagaskara

"sorry sir is not meddling in your affairs just that I want to say something, maybe Miss Sintia's rejection of the master because the lady wants to live like the others let alone the lady is still twenty-seven years old there must be a desire to live in a household and the lady does not want to spend her life as a storage". jhon

"but I never thought of it as Jhon Storage".

"I know the master has been very helpful to Miss Sintia but all that Miss Sintia reply by serving the master without any marriage ties so as to help the lady think of herself as Savings or sell herself for what what you gave for him". said Jhon

"sir think if it happened to your daughter just imagine my master knows you do not have a daughter, how the master feels and how the master's daughter feels".

"sir should let Ms. Sintia find happiness and it's been enough for seven years now that she lives in the darkness that follows her wherever she goes".

Bagaskara was silent when he heard Jhon's words and closed his eyes.

"you should go out Jhon".Bagaskara and Jhon's orders came out of his master's room

Bagaskara thought about what Jhon said but on the one hand he would not be willing if Sintia left him and what Jhon said was true according to Bagaskara.

"argh". umpat Bagaskara then left to take his phone to contact someone

"hallo sir". replied Zahra across the phone

"how is Sintia". asked Bagaskara

"it's fine but since miss Siuman the lady didn't speak a word sir". replied Zahra and Bagaskara massaged her forehead upon hearing Zahra's reply

"hmmm if there is anything, call me and tell me every day about Sintia".

"good sir". replied Zahra

after asking about the situation Sintia Bagaskara turned off her phone connection and walked out of her room feeling depressed.

Diapartement Sintia sat on the bed looking out the window, when she was asleep the same dream continued to approach her so that made Sintia sleep was not calm

"the real world lives like this while sleeping and keeps dreaming the same why there is no tranquility at all".Sintia monologue in the heart while looking at a pair of birds that are stopping in a tree

"Mother". shouted a boy so that made Sintia open her eyes

"if this continues I can go crazy why every time I close my eyes the dream comes to me".

"the lady is here". said zahra

"what is Zahra". asked Sintia

"no lady is just worried when she doesn't see the lady in the room".

"Zahra made an appointment with Vivi's doctor".

"doctor Vivi". asked zahra and was nodded by Sintia

"why do you want to see Vivi's doctor, do you think she's not feeling well".Zahra's monologue sent a message to Vivi's doctor

"good lady is good". asked Zahra

"i'm fine just want to consult with Vivi's doctor".

in the early days of being in London Sintia often consulted with doctor Vivi because she did not feel calm and traumatized by what happened to her, five months Sintia always consulted with doctor Vivi who is a psychiatrist until finally Sintia can accept the reality of her life. now Sintia felt the anxiety came back so she wanted to consult again.

"doctor Vivi said tomorrow she could see him because today Vivi's doctor just arrived in Indonesia".

doctor Vivi often back and forth London because of her work, in fact Vivi doctor lives in London only a few months once Vivi doctor to Indonesia.

"Zahra leave me alone".

"alright lady and do not do anything that will harm the lady". Zahra said and left Sintia

After Zahra's departure, Sintia went into her room and opened her closet and took the hijab that she found in her closet a few days ago.

"is it still appropriate for me to wear this and live my life as before even I have forgotten how to pray and maybe I can not read the holy verse of the Quran".Sintia monologue and chuckle

"it's funny not this fate, though, I used to be a teacher who taught children to teach and pray but now I can't do all that and even leave the obligation for seven years and commit a sin that is adultery". sintia

"argh". cried Sintia while grabbing her hair

"how dirty I am now hyks hyks".Sintia cried

"argh".

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Sintia threw all her makeup tools so that it helped all the items break. Sintia dropped herself on the floor and grew all her eyes by hugging the veil of ustadz Ilham. while Zahra who was behind the door that was slightly open also shed her tears when she saw Sintia who was very fragile.

"i'm sure the lady is such a strong woman that giving this kind of test to the lady and I'm sure when the lady can pass this exam then there will be happiness for the lady". said Zahra then left the room because he could not see Sintia which was so fragile